The new Autistic Barbie is exposing a lot about the autism community and parents of autistic people that I already didn’t like but having it front and center is grossing me out. No, it doesn’t have a look—we know that. YOUR place on the spectrum isn’t THE entire spectrum.

My spouse and I started playing “Thank Goodness You’re Here” and I think if you need a good laugh and some cozy in your life you should give it a chance!

I finally had buldak noodles, and in the same attempt I also made it with Tteokbokki. Even with it being the creamy carbonara flavor, adding some heavy cream and a tiny bit of cheese—-it was still so spicy. Delicious but it’s very clear that my capsaicin receptors work very well 😂

What we’re all doing is against our nature. Why do some of us fall? We’re stars after all. Will I hurt anyone on the way down, when I crash? I am a star after all. I should be up there. Can’t I just stop and float back up? I am a star after all.

I titled this “Everywhere you go, no you aren’t” on my other platforms. I wish I would’ve just said it’s a self portrait.

Really hate when you’re talking about symptoms and experiences and other autistic people or parents of autistic people are like “I have autism and don’t do xyz” or “My kid has it and they don’t xyz”. Don’t give a fuck what you or yours don’t do, that’s you. Congrats on being you. Go away.

I may be approaching the point where it’s time for me to get off of social media entirely,almost every kind of person pisses me off in some regard. I mainly kept it to make sure people knew I was alive and well, but now it feels like I’m talking to everyone’s digital ghosts.

all my current shows had their season finales this month and in November and all I’ve got left is To Your Eternity 😭

I’m rewatching all the early SpongeBob episodes with my kids. I really thought I just had the regular preinstalled millennial virus allowed me to quote all the fun stuff, but I have something much more severe. I have up to season 3’s entire script memorized 😂

I couldn’t find my MacBook charger, my old Mac Mini is TOO old so we’re committing crimes and running MacOs on ProxMox

It’s time to dust off my MacBook, compile the code and run blender on my iPad. 💀

My second switch otherwise known as “Mama’s switch” would not charge and the battery was perma dead. I replaced it myself like a year ago and it would charge and hold but not connect to TV. I left it alone for a few months, forgot about it til my husband decided to put it on the dock…AND IT WORKS?!!

I can just put Reverend in front of my first name whenever I want to lol.

Don’t ask me how I know but they’re paying 10x the price. 🤧

Not a flat earther, just a little mush brained. I don’t understand the moon. I don’t understand why the moon phase is the same everywhere. No matter how it’s explained it never makes sense to me 🫩

My second mask ended up falling apart but we did get one thing out of it 😅

Happy Halloween 🥰

Since I made two cloaks, I made two hornet helmets as well. I figured since these are just Halloween costumes we don’t really need swords. But I do think it’s cool that I have a cartoonishly big mask and a normal one for me to wear. Accidental couples cosplay I guess 😂

how do I convince my therapist that it’s perfectly normal and achievable for me to never want to be perceived by anyone ever and simultaneously want to be loved and accepted by everyone ever

I used to live on a street full of callery pear trees and I never knew what they were called until today but I’ve been calling it the “Stinky Cum Tree” for 6 years and it turns out other people also call it that.

I finished my cloak. Now I have 2 cloaks! I have extra Eva foam So with that—I may make another helmet but smaller.

Well I have gloves! Sword is a weekend activity

I don’t think I’m allowed to give up but both of my attempts at the cloak failed. My final attempt at the cloak will be Monday when the fabric gets here but if that doesn’t work I’ll just take the L

Sewing is hard but I also think the template I followed gave me the wrong amount of fabric to buy 🙃

If I stop updating yall it’s because either I quit during the sewing stage or didn’t like how it looks.

Most of the gaps were filled but not sure if I care about a smooth finish. Cut the eye holes out and put in some project foam so it doesn’t fall off my head. I think all that’s left to do is to paint it white and put some black mesh around the eyes. This isn’t the cloak btw just a red robe. 😅

Well now it’s HUGE.

Gotta start over and make another, this one is too small and lost shape 😂 but the next one will be nicer!

This is HARD

I am going to be making my Hornet (Silk Song) Halloween costume from scratch. Never worked with Eva foam before or a sewing machine before. Wish me luck

🔥 Moths to the Flame 🔥 #myart #Halloween #halloweenart #art

Had a Banh Mi for the first time. Vietnam I was already very familiar with your game but thank you for continuing to be a top player 🐐

Having bad dreams about people about reminds me that I probably show up in other people’s dreams too and there’s nothing any of us can do about it! 😭

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I have several different reasons to not like “that” pop singer and I promise you none of it’s misogyny like everyone’s trying to force.

The best grapefruit soda to ever do it!

sketchin

Buntober Day 3 • Stocking

Here’s the other one 😭

Carving pumpkins is so hard! This one’s tiny 💀 but it’s the one my daughter wanted. Now for the big one

I’m a big curser and I have a potty mouth (in adults only non professional spaces of course) BUT the cursing in the homestuck pilot was unnatural. Every other sentence isn’t necessary.

Kelp noodles, vermicelli noodles, and bean threads all satisfy my deep and mysterious urge to eat hot rubber bands.

I’m getting old bc why is general tso super sweet to me now 🫩

a spider can fly on a current of air

One of my mutuals posted one of the cutest looks ever and holy shit I’m about to pull myself out of whatever hiatus I’m in and DRAW

✶ Poison Ivy ✶ Who doesn’t love a goth baddie? xx #art #poisonivy

I need to clean my all my social media. The person I was before and the person I built, forged and grew into, does not match the spaces I keep myself in. I wouldn’t have even been able to get this far if I didn’t step away from them, but I still hold on as if it’s helpful. It’s gotta go.

I know nobody plays overwatch anymore but I got to All-Star in Stadium comp today and it’s the first time I’ve ever felt good at playing video games 😂