girls kissing

my spirit animal is sylveon

gay month today‼️

gay month tomorrow

yuri tbh

i am now together with the most beautiful girl on this planet <3

it's very cool to have a reason to live now

meow :3

2026 is on its way to become the best year of my life

peak has been obtained

*happy sylveon noises*

i'm currently playing cobblemon on a server with some friends and i managed to get this cutie today :3 (i am also gonna go for all of the remaining eeveelutions)

meow :3

i'd love to do something productive rn but i sadly don't have the energy to focus on anything :/

my new arch nemesis is gradle cache

vent post; what I've experienced in the last 24 hours showed me both the best and worst sides of humanity. the good part is that I was wrong in assuming that nobody of my social space cared about me, the other is that some people backstab you no matter how generous and nice you were to them.

just got the medical document I need for starting HRT :3

finished reimplementing box styles today. i'll be working on the in-game preview & deployment system next

finished re-implementing progress bar styles today. its one of two component types that are generated on-the-fly based on a user-supplied template spritesheet. aside from some smaller features, the only major thing missing is support for box components

so exhausted, I wish I could just sleep peacefully without ever having to wake up again

finished implementing tooltips & item rendering today. sprite animations are now implemented as well

I'm afraid I might be having another burnout phase sometime in the next few weeks. I've been coding 30-60 hours every week ever since the start of 2026 and it's starting to really take a toll on me :/

meow :3

The 4 genders

idk how this is even possible in the first place but ASUS' website is so messed up. i cannot download drivers or UEFI updates for my mainboard without the use of a VPN because the page literally doesn't exist when i try to access it normally

the ram i bought last year is about turn itself into the best financial investment i have ever made

cobblemon is such a goated mod

they exposed feather client in the big 2026

life could be so peak if i had actual friends that would care about me

i've finished porting over the rendering code. a lot of things like the component editor, mouse & keyboard controls, hotkeys, edit history, ... are still missing however

i need a life size sylveon plushie

i've worked on a font importer feature today along with some more behind-the-scenes improvements. the next huge milestone will be reimplementing the visual gui editor (i hope to get that done in the next few days) :3

I've been working on a web app for the last few weeks, it's basically a web GUI for configuring project files for Xenyria (in this case it's the module responsible for custom inventory UIs, fonts, sprites, ...)

so eepi :c

i really wanna do streams again but i just hate my voice so much

peak has arrived!!

i am a responsible adult making responsible financial decisions (its my second pokemon plushie)

i'll be able to start HRT soon, this really feels like a second chance at life 🩷

bored at work again, so i drew a noodle B) #art #pokemonart #furret

its so sad that i can no longer see splatoon as a comfort game because i just get stomped into the ground every time i try to play online. salmon run is unenjoyable most of the time because i either get bad teammates or the weapons just make it impossible to get to higher difficulties

i sadly dont have that much new stuff to show just yet but i did work on something cool today. i need some way of displaying mc models in a web app for a future project, so i added a feature to my minecraft renderer that converts any model in the game to a GLB file headlessly

meow :3

i'm currently rebuilding the level editor system for xenyria. there's not that much to show yet but spawning in objects and moving, rotating and scaling them works fine. there's still a lot of work left to be done however

i still don't know if its an issue with my GPU or my board. Every few hours I just get a black screen followed by the entire system freezing. I ended up reinstalling Windows yesterday and I literally had the same thing happen during installation. It seemed work okay after the second try

my 5090 died today, ggs

Xenon's debug shape system is now completely functional again. These are essentially just for visualizing server-side states which is super helpful when debugging. Also, Xenon now has packets for controlling the player's camera + setting the player's Discord activity :3

i've finished implementing xenon's client/server communication system. it's now possible to edit entities on a paper server (there's also a demo plugin included in the repo now :3)

more updates on xenon/forklift :3 i fixed almost all broken editor features, optimized a few things and cleaned the code up a bit. debug shapes aren't completely done yet & the server communication part is still missing which is why this is recorded in singleplayer

i've started rewriting forklift (1.21.11 update + kotlin conversion) today. it took 16 hours to get to this point and there's a lot more to be done. also, this will be made open source since it'll be integrated into Xenon. (which is the new client mod for Xenyria)