Your friendly neighborhood gorilla is live on twitch, if you have the time pop in to say hello, Or visit Hex's stream and say hello. Both of them are very chill friendly people.

I will not apologize for my previous posts but I will apologize for the potential spam of notifications they likely cause. I just wanted people to know it's okay to not do things that you promised to do sometimes. It's better to do things when you are at 100%, it improves productivity.

I'm about to drop some serious stuff (it's not sad or a vent, it's a rant that's crucial). I have 5 philosophies I try to live by, memorize them:

We need to get the awesome Gorilla to affiliate, come enjoy the chill vibes if you can. Gori is a very kind person so if you can help please do.

The best way to make an Investigator is with an alligator and a vest

Here's a funny post please laugh at my stupidity with me. I'm playing Pokemon Legends Arceus and I'm currently catching Mantyke, and as I'm catching them I say "please get in my pocket" while catching one by throwing a pokeball. On the next one I say "please get in my wallet" I'm dying of laughter.

Make an Investigator using an Alligator, and a Vest

I don't think I can get to sleep, I can smell what I think is motor oil coming from the entrance to the garage and it's making me nervous. It's not the first time either which has me concerned on a higher level.

Take a look at the beautiful art, if you can comm great if not at least repost the post about their comms being open.

If you see this, QTP with one of your favorite water type Pokemon

I started playing Pokemon Legends Arceus again today, I think I'll work on completing the game now that I have the last pokemon the game needed me to catch. (No thanks to Nintendo for making it so you need to have a file on Brilliant Diamond or Shining Pearl to be able to get Darkrai in the game)

I Wish I Didn't Know It

To anybody that reads all those posts, thanks for reading, sorry for all the emotion heavy content and notification explosion, I appreciate you taking the time to read it, if you liked it or commented. I just needed to unleash that burning fury.

Alright everyone, I've been dealing with a lot of things IRL, from the death of a parent to a forced interaction with their partner I never met to being forced into a conversation with my family members that abandoned us both that's caused me to feel a lot of rage.

After that rather sad post I need something fun. So I'll try my best to answer these. Probably as both the person that owns the account and the vtuber it's for (which is the same person but I like to present myself in both ways😉👍)

This just isn't my week, yesterday it was confirmed that my parent I mentioned in Tuesday's post had overdosed on Fentanyl the day they died. Which sucks and infuriates me because they were an addict. It's very easy for an addict to relapse with anything that's considered a drug.

I have reached sad hours, for some reason I am feeling sad.

WARNING ⚠️ this post is sad and could make you sad! Life is painful and so is death. Death is painful for the people who have to live without the people who died in their lives but it's also painful for the people who died because they have to leave the people they love behind. Respect the dead!

Yesterday I got my head shaved from the second time this year (by choice) I honestly understand why the person I loved did it every year, it feels freeing not to have the weight on me. To clarify the first time I did it was to honor a loved one who did it every year near our shared birth month.

Congratulations to me, a failure of a "maid" I swear I might develop a fear of toilets because I fell in the process of cleaning up a clog

Did you know that if you praise and feed a ghoul they'll become attached to you?

Here's a task for you today, do something that brings you joy!

I have a task for all of you! Look at yourself in the mirror and say something nice to yourself!

You ever just lay down while watching something that's fairly chill and your body just enters sleep mode you feel that relaxed? That just happened to me.

So recently the song "I kissed a girl and I liked it" very randomly and now I just want a girl to kiss

Have you praised your ghoul today? Statistics show that a consistent stream of praise could make them obsessive

My art isn't the greatest (in my opinion) but I've been working on it to try and draw and design my vtuber model. This was done I believe in July

Alright here's another post, I like gaming but I have a hard time enjoying them when I'm alone, even strictly single player games. More often than not I'll usually be gaming while I have a stream on in the background. Sometimes I don't game when I feel like I could be helpful for some games.

It's interesting how I repeatedly tell myself to give up on finding love and actively pursuing romance. Then my heart screams at me like it's telling me to feel love. It's honestly a bizarre experience and I'm still not actively looking for love. So if I compliment and it seems flirty know I'm not

Walk The Chomp to Unwind. That's the name of a shine sprite mission in Super Mario Sunshine and the task is a great representation of how to walk and take care of a dog (Chain Chomps are the dogs of the Mario universe)

I might be a necromancer vtuber (in the future) but I respect bards, it takes a lot to do what they do.

I know that Steven Universe ended years ago but I can't stop imagining Pearl singing All About That Bass and saying Bass (as in the fish like when she calls the bass guitar and bass guitar) each time it occurs in the song... The absolute comedy 😂

I just returned from seeing The Roses in theaters, it was a great movie

Ever seen those ads where the cars headlights are the eyes? It feels uncomfortable to look at, I'd rather see them on the windshield instead because it looks less cursed

Appease a jolly good cello

Alright I'm currently in the process of reincarnating. My Master the Grimm Reaper is currently in the process of designing my body. Please be patient until my true form is revealed to you and enjoy my rather random posts. I will be taking questions if anybody has any.

So I learned earlier today that it is actually supposed to be spelled Shinigami with an n instead of an m. However I will be keeping it as Shimigami because although it's not a word it sounds close enough to the original. That and I personally like the sound of Shimi as a nickname better than Shini.

Lizard 🦎

Princess Peach canonically wears a 2 piece swimsuit in Mario Odyssey and I just can't... She's cute and beautiful...

I was playing Minecraft earlier today and one of the fun "tips" that appeared while I was loading up my world was: "Endermen hate bath time" that means that endermen are canonically stinky.

Just consider it won't you?

I think the fact that I usually have to Google when some text abbreviations mean because I don't have a clue what some of them mean says a lot about my child. If I wasn't smart enough to Google the meaning I'd probably be like one of those adults in text threads asking a younger person what it means

I will commit Shinanigans soon

Every once in a while you need a good swig of the good brain juice (serotonin)

I think about mostly girls but sometimes guys will show up out of nowhere. Guys may be attractive but that's mostly depending on their character. (as in actions and how they treat people) Anyway yeah I might be bi curious right now when it comes to guys.

Sometimes I think about things that some people in the world don't get to enjoy and it makes me sad

Here's something sussy for you, when a golem has an erection they're rock hard...

Can you imagine hitting something with the force of a thousand hammers?

Alright here's another post coming to you from my brain. I have not played games with anybody that has the same game. (Example: Minecraft) But I want to give a fair warning to my new friends who'd probably want to play Minecraft with me.