@witchbrook.com Any chance that you might release the game on gog or itch.io? if there aren't other options, i will buy it on steam, but there is potential for you to get more of my money and i prefer to buy my games without drm.

i love Christmas. the eggnog. my favourite glue flavoured drink.

foot pic to remind people that i am not a perfectly wholesome vtuber even if i get shy on stream. yes i know i should get a higher resolution camera.

given that vtuber fans feel betrayed if their idol gets married, then they should feel extra pleased if i announce, out of the blue, that i am getting divorced. i'd have to find someone willing to marry me first tho.

i do admire the asmr yandere's time management abilities, and how she is so singularly focused on a single task. such passion.

merry Canadian thanksgiving🍁while i too struggle with procrastination. perhaps this year, the American's will get around to doing their before November.

on lazy days, i will fantasize about marrying a rich man who i despise a little for his money. this is strange since given it is MY fantasy, i could imagine a husband i actually liked and was rich, and who i didn't want to murder even a little.

me selling merch: buy my meekling branded steel tubes. honestly, i am not sure if they are worse or better than normal steel tubes. they aren't more expensive than normal tubes. i just thought it would be really funny to sell steel tubes so i don't even get a cut.

i think vtubers should have anime intros and play them every stream as the opening, if a 30 minute show can have an musical intro, then a 2+ hour show can too.

i am getting twitter spam for "strange girls" in my area to date; if they just advertised an opportunity to be a strange girl to date instead, they'd have a done their targeting correctly. p.s. won't worry, i'm not actually naive enough to click twitter spam links.

many vtubers wish for an increased female viewer base. this means, since there are no women on the internet, there is also reason for vtuber fans to pretend to be women.

people keep inventing new desktop environments for linux, and yet not a single one seems to market itself as a silly desktop environment. Just serious environments that look like people might use them to do business-y things

i believe that you can only have one oshi but it can change so fast that your oshi is whoever you are thinking about right now. it is just like multitasking on an OS.

i encourage vtubers to confidently lie about their personal details. add some red herrings to confuse the doxxers. perhaps avoid the ones that have emotional weight so you still are relatable in an honest way, but do pick a city and leak info that you live there. i do this

i do like the Japanese thumbnail aesthetic. perhaps i should adopt it; put boxes of little text all over. vexx: what English speakers do you think would click on that? oh.. hmm.. perhaps the rare english speaking japanese person who is seeking english vtubers for some reason?

i like pixel art because i can just try every possible combination of pixels until it looks right. so much easier than high resolution.

perhaps more websites should have jumpscares. It could make browsing ebay more exciting if a monster sometimes jumped out to scare you.

After a trip into the void inside my closet, i return alive with laundry and a fresh desire to become a hikikomori. Turns out my closet may have been my front door and i was exposed to outside for several weeks.

if i was going to graduate, i would want to do a high-production stream where i am brutally murdered at the end. that might be considered in poor taste though, even if i think it would be funny and reflects how i feel when vtubers graduate.

being an indie streamer means answering hard questions like "i lost control and spent all monday reading about the risc-v ISA; can i yap about that to chat or is it too technical for my audience?" vexx: you should actually stream instead of merely theorizing about the best streams.

when will a vtuber scandal happen where it is revealed that a vtuber has a boyfriend: namely, a different vtuber's chat? "She's cheating on us with a different chat :( "

i'm a clip watcher; so i feel like if i was a perfect vtuber, my stream would feel like just clip farming back to back.

watched a youtube video. it as good. unfortunately it too spooky for me and now i feel like i watched a horror movie. the video was a garfield movie lore video. (by The Theorizer)

me: "i'm going to do a short low effort stream to test technology and re-acclimate myself to streaming" also me: *writes preparation notes of things to say during said stream*

my code compiles ^-^ notably this doesn't mean it works. in fact, i know it doesn't work, but it has been days since it compiled, so i am feeling so proud i made this boring message.

it is likely a bad idea, but a trauma-dumping stream where everyone in chat is encouraged to spam their trauma in chat and i make sympathetic noises and pretend to read it, does appeal to me.

so i kinda want a manager, and based on rumours, this means i should try to get a secret boyfriend who i can trick into managing me. Where do girls buy those? Maybe they have a secret boyfriend section on vgen?

why don't they make special crying mascara that looks especially tragic when you cry?? #makeup

i'm glad so many the vtubers i watch a collaborating on making sure my mother has a good sex life. this post has a falsehood. i don't have mother.

i have never seen the inside of a movie theatre; but maybe throwing popcorn when the screen says the meme is something youtube can't give you. like how do you cook popcorn? no one has ever done that.

if i was brave, i would self-promote by leaving comments under any vtuber complaining about creepy DMs inviting the creeps to my DMs instead however, i fear: what if the creeps somehow hurt my feelings too even despite my endless hunger for attention and fantasies of such?

www.tiktok.com/@shiffimeekl... yee, i'm experimenting with shadow puppets instead of digital puppets now (this is not an immersion break because my vtuber model just so happens to look identical to me)

age gaps are hot because the older the man is, the closer to death he is, and what is hotter than getting your husband's money?? for free?? vexx: i don't think you should go anywhere near giving dating advice -- even to yourself

it appears that there is this thing called "jobs" where you do labour and then are rewarded with money?? this is cool and maybe i should try it some time.

why don't I see maid dresses and saliorfuku at the grocery store? it isn't just because i so rarely leave the house.

listening to niconico music, it sounds like a computer crashing with an anime girl inside, and it is WONDERFUL.

so cool that there is an entire country that just speaks japanese just to communicate. next u'll be telling me that french is a real language.

the minotaur is kinda hot ngl; shame eating children is considered a red flag

setting up a fake black company which can then fall apart and help drive the talent to a successful indie career

my visual novel/dating sim about trying to find the least bad man to marry: shiffi-meekling.itch.io/the-fate-of-...

so i think my dating sim visual novel is done. If you are willing to be a tester, msg me now and i will send you a copy. i'll work on trailer and the itch.io page now.

"no i don't want to see my horrible men fight" i say as i edit out a scene where two potential suitors meet in my visual novel

after a month of being intimidated by it, i finally drank my first monster energy drink. Based on the most lovely relaxing nap i had afterwards, they should market it as sleepy time tea.

i would like it if i could like "likes" because i do like it when people like my stuff

bad news for people who like it when i actually release content: i have got distracted making a dating sim where you are trying to find the least terrible man before your parents get frustrated and just force you to marry one.

real shame that baby it's cold outside isn't actually a good tune; because some fellow pressuring me into staying the night sounds like a fun theme for a song

pick-up line: you remind me of my late grandfather except that you're hot, and hopefully not related to me

you can calculate the anime ratio of your christmas by the ratio of normal presents to sexy girls tied up with ribbon. May Santa Claus not fail you this year.

gains from trade where vtubers who dislike weird horny fans redirect those fans to similar vtubers who do want weird horny fans.

based on all the band-aids covering nipples i see, i fear there is a evil nipple pincher on the loose wounding them. stay safe out there.