im gonna be honest i feel like being here has put a target on my back and i don't feel like it's really worth it because people just genuinely don't really talk to me or really want to be friends with me here and that's. fine i get it but i just don't think i can be here anymore. at least for a bit

im gonna be honest with you guys im about to freak the fuck out

ough 60 wishes for columbina

we live. feel free to chat www.youtube.com/live/eKYtiaf...

genshin stream in abt 15 minutes ill do some exploring and imaginarium theater

ive gained. 20 fucking pounds since starting pregabalin. and that's why i can't fit into any of my dresses. fuck my life

the crushing weight of existing

i hate. when my parents come home and the first thing they do is complain about all the things i didn't do

MY MADOKA DRESS CAME IN ERA OH MY GOD IT'S SO CUTE

good ol borderline personality disorder

i will not kill myself because madoka dress is almost here

i bought a new coord and of course it doesn't fucking fit because that's what i need right even though i triple checked all the measurements im just so upset

And then they kiss #mitsukou

nothing like rainbow kitten surprise while driving home from work after dark

sometimes i feel so bad for my therapist even though she pretty much only takes bpd and did clients but im just like actually a mess and so chronically online half my issues don't make sense to literally anyone

☄️ : well. fuck my stupid baka life

they must be putting crack in shin ramen this shit is too tasty

i often wonder if ppl who know us can sort of tell who's in front based on how we talk like for some it's fucking obvious (...... cadaver) but others it's def more subtle

my beloved mutual who somehow manages and reblogs things to three different blogs. im always enamoured by people able to do that like that's actual double life living. my ass struggles w just my single blog

if i did a little genshin stream on friday would anyone wanna watch

shin ramen cup ive been hoarding for the last year will now finally be eaten. i am broke

BELOVED TUMBLR MUTUAL GO INTO ONIBI SERIES AND THOUGHT OF ME ON MY GOD PEOPLE ACTUALLY PERCEIVE ME 😭😭😭😭😭 I WILL NEVER RECOVER

hoyo loves their yuri

chasca and mualani yuri??????

god bennett im so fucking sorry your new fit is so ugly

i really miss playing genshin w people

first and foremost yelan skin is needed

idk man i want to make gaming videos and vtube but i don't think anyone would watch tbh

it's fucking update time babey

waiting on genshin update then it's gonna get primo crazy

found dragon fruit mtn dew today. i have the autism flavor of loving trying new flavor variety of fav drinks

ughhhh i feel bad

oh im back from renfaire btw i got fucked up at the tavern both days

ppl who hate equius are weak and will not survive the winter

ppl who are really into undertale and deltarune but try to deny the homestuck influence in both of those games and try to act like homestuck is disgusting and irredeemable are. interesting

ive had the driving in my car right after a beer audio stuck in my head all day but if slowly developing into fingers in his ass instead i hate it here

sigh. i miss old vocaloid fandom before the pjsekai infection

at one point i liked pjsekai and then it like devolved into gacha bullshit and so far removed from vocaloid like it's just not a vocaloid game anymore

god megamix is such an abyssal fucking game im so certain the fail of megamix is what made pjsekai so popular so quick

hi guys im gonna be at renfaire the next few days and i might not have reception lol

so desperate for primos im playing the fucking rhythm game

i need a new miku case mine is literally full

MY NEW MIKU MY DREAM MIKU SHES BEAUTIFUL I LOVE HER SO MUCH

i wish it was socially acceptable to send ppl like a survey about their experience w me like do u like me did i do anything that annoyed you would u hang out w me again

the crippling loneliness is starting to set in

i wish i had friends to play genshin with i miss having low ar friends to guide

if columbina is hydro i will have won for fucking ever. the biggest win of the century

my least favorite high is ethan winters re7 high

i want. a full tokyo ghoul remake in the art style of the actual manga. please. god if you're listening

i will play sandrone if she's playable but im gonna be real i have a feeling another signora incident will occur