Ya know what, I dodged a huge bullet with you. It's sad knowing a friendship was ruined, after I started to open up to you. You decided to turn super toxic because you got insecure about me going to a furry convention I'm a director of, thinking I'm going to do ungodly things.

I’m not sorry for loving you. Even when it’s scary. Even when it costs me my pride, my walls, my certainty. Loving you is the truest thing I’ve ever done, & I would choose it again. I choose you, every single time. youtu.be/Q5i2-51LS20?...

I know many of you have been asking about my recent diagnosis. I’m currently waiting on an update from my gastroenterologist, so I’ll share more once I have it. For now, I’ve been told to carry on as normal, so please don’t worry too much.

Would you fall in love with me again If you knew all I've done? The things I cannot change Would you love me all the same? I know that you've been waiting, waiting for love

I don’t know what I’m supposed to do anymore. I’m tired of shrinking my needs just to keep the peace. I don’t want to beg for love or feel replaceable in a place that’s supposed to feel safe. If I’m meant to stay, give me something real to hold onto. If I’m meant to let go, give me the strength.

Sometimes the best move is just go outside, folks. Let it go with the wind/Jesus/whatever you believe in, not into the crowds.

Walking behind some of you in the dealers den knowing there are tons of booths that sell fursuit spray

#FurCon2026 is over, & life goes back to normal I already feel that void in my chest from everything I got to be a part of this weekend. I’m so unbelievably proud of the @furcon.bsky.social staff who made something magical happen. Now it’s back to time to turn my brain off & just, exist.

This made me laugh harder than it probably should have haha

Going to bed, debating on what to do tomorrow.

Interested in attending panels I am helping with at @furcon.bsky.social? • @vrchat.com IRL Meetup • FFXIV Meetup • Medical Furs Meet & Greet! • Unlock The Secrets of @playroyaltycg.bsky.social! • Transgender Furs Meet & Greet • BAY-PAH Puppy Play Panel & Social • @babyfurcon.com Meet & Greet

I’m still a little overwhelmed, yet in the best way. Thank you to everyone who reached out with birthday wishes. I’m not used to having this many people care, & it truly meant the world to me. I love you all.

Goodnight, all. From this Admiral to the entire crew of our fleet: thank you to everyone who came out tonight, whether you stayed for hours, or stopped by briefly. Sharing space with you was an honor. Going to bed for the night, grateful for each of you.

For the first time in years, I’m not spending my holidays or birthday alone. Thank you for being here, for being my chosen family. I’m quietly crying & already hoping for many more memories with you all.

We’ve purchased the stuff to start T-shirt production! Soon, we’ll be experimenting with prints & fabrics as we explore bringing shirts into our lineup. Nothing finalized yet, but we’re excited to see what we can make really good before launching anything. More updates soon!

Our fleet exists, because we believe no one should be alone. Built from hard lessons, resilience, & the choice to keep showing up for each other, especially when it isn’t easy. If you’re looking for a place where scars don’t disqualify you, there’s room for you. Group: vrc.group/ANMUT.0656

My birthday is on the 10th, & I’m hosting a small party on my starship on @vrchat.com. All I really want is time with my chosen family. Stopping by would mean more than you know. 01/09 - 7PM–2AM PST VRChat Group: vrc.group/ANMUT.0656 Thank you for being part of my life!

We are kicking off 2026 with a RAFFLE! Enter by following us, RT this post, & Comment with your favorite movie or video game quote 1st Prize: 100 MATTE stickers 2nd Prize: 50 GLOSS stickers Winner announced 01/10 Order: forms.gle/HYuxYJzyjBmN... Pricing: tinyurl.com/SparkSnout-S...

I don’t need or want it anymore. Love is still there, I’m told, just always at a distance, yet always just out of reach. So I quiet the wanting. Let warmth drain slowly away. If hearts can harden, mine is learning how. I only wanted to be close.

Happy New Year from FC! As we step into the new year, we thank those who make FC what it is: our staff, attendees, & community partners. Your passion & care are the heart of this community. Here’s to new adventures, & another year of building something special together.

New Year’s reminder If you’re partying tonight: IRL or in VR, please hydrate, pace yourself, & look out for each other. Water breaks matter. Be safe, make smart choices, & let’s start the new year with everyone healthy & still here.

We’re taking pre-orders for @furcon.bsky.social , & also offering hand-delivery at con this year! We’re genuinely so excited to print for you & be at FC! Use code FURCON2026 for 10% off Order: forms.gle/HYuxYJzyjBmN... Pricing: tinyurl.com/SparkSnout-S... Linktree: linktr.ee/SparkSnoutSt...

It’s unsettling to discover after the fact that a partner has “masters,” “owners,” “pets,” etc Especially when they're expected to accept it because it existed before them. Consent requires honesty. If discomfort wouldn’t be accommodated, that deserved transparency upfront.

A long battle has ended. The U.S.S. Perseverance is lost to the stars, & with her, a home built in care & purpose. As her captain, I carry her scars, & her lessons: Compassion. Integrity. Safety. We will rebuild. Stronger. Guided by what we still protect.

Join us as we go live on Twitch in just a few minutes to showcase our new trading card game partnership with @playroyaltycg.bsky.social! Watch live: Ezriana: www.twitch.tv/ezrianaanmut Kazuma: www.twitch.tv/kazumagshep Cadence: www.twitch.tv/cadencethecat

Join us live for pack opening and gameplay! We’ll be showing off some of the @furcon.bsky.social exclusive cards! 12/27 at 7PM EST over on Youtube! @ezrianaanmut.woof.lgbt , @kazumagshep.bsky.social and @cadencethecat.bsky.social will be streaming over on Twitch as well! See you then!

Hi friends! Join our staff tomorrow at 7PM EST as they go LIVE on Twitch to give a sneak peak of our new partnership with @playroyaltycg.bsky.social! @ezrianaanmut.woof.lgbt: twitch.tv/EzrianaAnmut @cadencethecat.bsky.social: twitch.tv/CadenceTheCat @kazumagshep.bsky.social: twitch.tv/KazumaGShep

Sometimes the people who walk into your life arrive when you least expect it, just to remind you that you aren’t alone. That the friends who stay can become the family you always needed.

We show up as caregivers, creating space for softness, safety, & small joy. Some connections aren’t planned, they find you. Together we chose to keep this little hatchling safe, seen, & deeply loved.

Tonight felt quietly perfect. LEG Movie Night wasn’t just a movie, it was people choosing to show up, to share space, to be present. As the holidays fade, I’m reminded that family isn’t blood, it’s who stays. This season wasn’t perfect, but it was real, & I chose well.

This photo isn’t just a moment, it’s proof. Proof that family isn’t blood, it’s choice. It’s who stays, who protects, who loves without conditions. This… is what true family means to me.

Christmas didn’t turn out how I hoped, but I’m still standing on my own two feet. Lost a few dreams, learned a few truths, & made it through another year. That’ll have to be enough today.

As the year comes to a close, I just want to say thank you to everyone who shared space with me this year. Whether you’re celebrating loudly or quietly, I hope this season brings you warmth, safety, & the reminder that you matter. Happy holidays from my heart to yours.

From all of us at FC, we wish you a calm & caring holiday season. We know the holidays can be complicated, full for some, heavy or lonely for others. Wherever you are, you matter, & you’re not forgotten. Wishing you peace, rest, & steadier days ahead. Happy Holidays!

Corgsky nuts roasting near a cranked up space heater, come and bury your cute nose <3

We came together as a house & made big ¾-lb burgers on freshly toasted brioche buns, smothered in Cajun garlic aioli, ketchup, & melty Monterey Jack. No sides, no rush, just good food, shared effort, & the kind of warmth that comes from feeding the people you call home.

Not everything needs explaining. Some people show up, stand steady beside you, & that’s enough. This photo is proof of trust, safety, & chosen family, & I don’t take that lightly.

I looked at an old photo today & barely recognized the person staring back. Not bitter, just aware of how much growing rewrites who we used to be, & who we used to keep close. Some people become memories, not wounds, & that’s okay.

There are 3 truths of command: Carry yourself with discipline, stand with your ship until the end, & never abandon those entrusted to your care. Anything less is not leadership.

Please remember those who don’t have people or places to turn to. Those working through the season, those without homes, & those without family or friends to lean on. Reach out & be the friend that someone needs. No one deserves to spend the holidays feeling unloved or unseen.

Made Poutine! <3

After tonight, I choose myself. Let this be the line: step forward in support, or be erased from my orbit. I am done offering grace where it is wasted. Only those who belong may remain.

It’s one thing to be wanted. It’s another to be mutually agreed upon, handled in perfect sync. Claimed in one impossible place, held open between the two who know my body like territory they conquer together.

I don’t know much, most days, I’m just trying to hold the pieces together. Yet I know what I feel when I’m with the people who stayed. You quiet the noise, you make the world make sense. I may not have all the answers, but I know this: Life’s better with you in it.

If I have to beg for effort, remind you of my worth, or fight for a place you should’ve offered freely, consider me gone. I don’t chase, & I don’t linger where I’m an afterthought. When I walk, it’s not a warning, it’s a verdict. Once I’m gone, you don’t get me back.

The time for mommy is gone. The villain is out now, the one you whispered about but hoped you’d never meet. The bitch has returned, the one built to handle the BS none of you could. Playtime’s over. A new expectation of obedience shall be given.

Some of you pups keep barking in my direction like you’ve earned the right to my attention. Let me be clear, if I didn’t speak to you, don’t speak. If you can’t sit, stay, & be obedient, I will gladly put you back in your place. Run along unless you intend to behave.

There was a time I was ready to jump, convinced the demons had already written my ending. Yet friends who became family, pulled me from the void of my mind & refused to let me die in the dark. I’m still here because they held on when I couldn’t. Song: youtu.be/bOpLs6qfYoI?...