Exo & I speak in touches more than words. Soft but deep, our love hums with quiet fire, loyal, certain, & endlessly patient. In his arms, silence burns as bright as passion.

I went looking for trouble & found the big bad wolf instead. Turns out his heart wasn’t just for taming, it was for loving. I claimed it not with chains, but with laughter, warmth, & the kind of joy he never knew he needed Thought he claimed mine right back.

Looking for the ones who can keep up & match the rhythm! Step in close, grab my hips, match the beat, & dance with me!

I feel stuck in a limbo, afraid to move forward because every path feels unknown, & I don’t want to hurt anyone or make the wrong choice. I love the people in my life, but I’m scared I’m holding them back. I’m drowning in my head, with anxiety I need to know I’m not failing

My heart drifts through endless space, yet it always falls back into your gravity. No miles, no quiet nights can loosen the pull you have on me. Our love isn’t bound by seasons or sense, it simply aches, constant & unstoppable.

If the world went full apocalypse, I wouldn’t be after brains, I’d be after you! Barricades, shotgun shells, the whole nightmare, I’d still find you! Love that survives the end of the world? That’s the kind worth hunting for!

Just some MMD Fun

I’ve walked through shadow & came out blazing. No one hands you radiance, you just forge it! My scars don’t dull me; they catch the light. I am golden, & I’m not dimming for anyone.

To my friends mourning Charlie Kirk, may you find peace. Where was that grief when kids were shot in classrooms? When immigrants were harassed for existing? When families slept on sidewalks? Compassion isn’t one-way. If you spread hate, don’t demand care you never gave.

This is my big amazing protector wolf, Luna. They’ve got the heart of a guardian & the patience to match. Always the first to stand between me & the storm, & the last to leave when things get rough. My moon, my shield, my favorite goober.

This is my goober. There might be others out there, but none like Exo. They get my weird jokes, call me out when I need it, & somehow make the hardest days lighter just by existing. Out of everyone in the universe, I’d still choose them, every single time.

Got called an attention whore. Rude tbh, I don’t charge for attention. I give it away for free, which makes me an attention slut. Now, come give me attention or be banished for being boring & wasting my time.

If I had a time machine, I’d come home instead of chasing my career. You called that day & I said I’d call back after the drive home. You were gone 15 minutes later, Dad. 3 years later, the guilt still hits like the day I lost you. I'm sorry I didn't do more for you.

No matter what I do, I feel like I’ll always be the villain in someone’s story. Never enough, or just getting in the way of someone else's happiness. I don’t even know what happiness is anymore. I wish I could bury all this negativity & worry. Maybe I'm the problem

After a long day, nothing feels better than curling up for a movie night with Exo|Luna. Ending my day beside one of my boyfriends reminds me how lucky I am to be loved and to love in return.

You don’t control how much time you’re given, only how you spend it & who you share it with. Stop clutching regrets & grudges like they’ll protect you. They won’t. Choose growth. Choose tomorrow. Take the risks, live fully, & stop holding yourself back.

Life made me quiet. Not because I had nothing to say, Because pain taught me to swallow it all. Silence ≠ healing. I’m relearning voice, trust, growth. Not just the scar, but the one who survived. Step by step, I’m getting steadier, sharper, kinder.

They whispered lies in the dark & called it justice. They turned their backs when I needed truth. When the lights went out, all I had was myself to hold onto. Yet, I’m still here. Still fighting. Still me.

I'm out here railing Cthulhu like it’s just another Tuesday, lowkey thinking about Exo|Luna the whole time! Guess that makes me a certified cosmic whore (don’t worry, the universe seems to approve)

it’s so easy to do, don’t overthink it

Finally got a photo of two of the most important people in my life, Exo & Kazuma. Both my boyfriends, both deeply loved. Grateful Rex was there too, knowing how much they mean to Exo. Moments like this remind me how lucky I am to have this family.

Exo isn’t just important, they’re essential. Solid, dependable, & the kind of person you trust with everything. I don’t say it lightly: I love them, & I wouldn’t trade them for anything!

They are such a blessing in my life Their kindness, patience, & love hold us together when the world feels heavy. I’m endlessly grateful for them, & I’ll always cherish the light they bring to my life.

This goober has given me a kind of love that makes everything feel lighter. They are my safe place. I’m so grateful every day to walk through life with them by my side!

Exo is a major part of my life! 💖 They love me no matter what, & make every day feel brighter. I don’t think I could ever say enough how much I love this goober!

Never thought I’d find people who truly felt like family. Meeting Basil|Rex, Exo|Luna, & Soren has filled a void I thought would always be there. You’ve brought me so much joy, I tear up thinking about it. I'm forever grateful beyond words for my chosen family.

Every day we’re reminded how lucky we are to have you in our lives, Exo|Luna Your kindness & warmth mean the world to us. You truly are the best fox ever, & we love you more than words can hold.

Breakfast every day is: Vanilla/Honey Greek Yogurt Fresh Strawberries and Blueberries Honey Almond Granola

@kazumagshep.bsky.social was so comfortable last night, that they fell asleep in their fursuit. Now I gotta brush a Shep haha Suit by @lemonbrat.bsky.social

I just… I need someone to hold me & tell me I’m not completely messing this up. I’m so scared that no matter which way this goes, I’m going to end up being the one who loses in the end.

From Indianapolis to Salt Lake City for the night Tomorrow continuing to Sacramento 25 hours on the road so far, 13 more to go… Distance covered: 1,530 mi (2,463 km) Still left to drive: 652 mi (1,050 km)

Note: just because the truck stop has a burger king and taco bell doesn't mean that you should have a whopper and Baja blast

I shall be unavailable the next 48-72 hours as I shall be driving from Indiana to California with @kazumagshep.bsky.social

Some days it feels like the world wants to break me! Yet, here I am, standing in the fire, turning it into fuel. You can try to silence me, but I’ll rise louder, stronger, unstoppable! Watch me light the way forward. #Perseverance

You’re the one who lifts me up when I can’t fly on my own! Even when I stumble or feel small, you remind me I’m safe, I’m loved, & I can soar again just by holding your hand.

I’m terrified of being alone. I always wonder if anyone would miss me if I disappeared. I give so much to people, yet I’m still the disposable friend to so many around me I'm always, the one forgotten, who's left behind, who wasn’t remembered or thought of till after the fact!

Funny how I’m always the disposable one The one you drop when life gets heavy. Easier to find a shiny new distraction, or pin your past on me, than to face yourself. I wasn’t the problem. I was just the one who stayed until it hurt to support you!

I wish I could just walk into a room without feeling like a burden. Like my presence isn’t just something people tolerate. Sometimes it feels like they smile, call me friend or family. Yet deep down I’m not really wanted there.

Two of the girls at work were talking and one said to the other jokingly: good girl! ...... I totally didn't turn my head and fight back the urge to bark. X.///.x

Doesn't matter how we are together, just as long as we have each other ❤️

No matter how many times we crash & burn. I keep coming back. Over & over again. Maybe I’m stubborn or maybe some things are just worth the chaos.

Funny how the ghosts of past lives keep trying to drag me back. Yet, I’m not theirs anymore! This life is mine. If you can’t keep up, stay behind.

Throw Hands or Throw Me Down, Because We're Either Squaring Up or Striping Down!

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To step into tomorrow, you have to bury yesterday. Letting go of the past isn’t weakness, it’s survival. You’ll lose pieces of yourself, & it’ll ache, but only by releasing what’s gone can you reach for what’s ahead. The future burns brighter when you stop carrying ashes.

Funny how I was just a shoulder to cry on while you tore me apart. Thought you were someone I could lean on. Turns out you were just seasonal. I’ve found real love now. I won’t ever let someone like you fool me again.

Lately it feels like all I do is let people down. No matter how much I try, I’m not enough. Does anyone else ever feel like they’re failing the people they care about most?

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