heyyo53.neocities.org I've started to put a website together to kind of more concisely have my body of work, ofc its a WIP rn but I've been having fun with it, rn its on neocities but I do hope to switch to my own hosting at some point I just dont have the funds/knowledge to atm

Designing a potential sailfish character and various foot studies, I wanna improve my hand and foot anatomy since I’ve been kind of slacking on those lately, they’re hard

The urge to make more characters even though I dont need more

I’m not gonna be super busy the next few months so hopefully I’ll get some art done

The butcher

Watching the new season of gumball and I don’t get the hate at all, it feels almost the same as the original sure so far what I’ve seen hasn’t matched the peak of seasons 1-6 but like it’s still great as a fun cartoon

Sexy pilot mosasaurus who speaks Japanese and loves doctor pepper

Im baffled with myself because I am designing a character based on 3 inside jokes about the same subject that I have with my sister and I pretty much gaurentee no one will understand them as they are very specific to my current experience in life

Sorry I still exist Ive just been busy and tired

I need to actually write lore at some point lol, I just never really know where to take things in that regard

3D modeling is kindof hard lol but satisfying at the same time

I always kind of wonder if my art style puts people off, not that im gonna change it I just wonder what the common person thinks about it, I mean obivously im gonna change it over time but you know what I mean

I need to redraw these characters, honestly peak designs

Finally wasn't lazy and decided to post the spinning version of the salmon model haha

I might try to work on an animation idea I had this summer we will see

Last of these fishies

Haha it is him

I had a dream yesterday where there was a painting that was like so impactful that it made people question their entire lives and such but I can’t remember what it looked like in enough detail to recreate it :(

Mmm yes jellyfish man

I still exist I’ve just be preoccupied, call me crazy but I’ve been trying to write a PNG decoder for some reason. Art will come I promise I’m still mostly focusing on my game

Honestly learning how to use git is cool, makes me feel like a computer nerd in the best way, opening the console and typing in shit literal hacker man vibe

I hate drawing shoes they’re so hard to draw, not as hard as feet thought like thank god for shoes

Okay finish this guys ref, not 100% sure of a name yet but might go with Gus (suggested by my friends)

Coming up with like story ideas and shit is so hard for me and like Idk why I mean I usually just equate it to me not really having anything to say or the fact I have like little to no experiences to draw things from, I mean like yeah I guess I can write about depression but I dont have anything to

lol reference I’m working on forward facing fish is hard

I have a big idea that I wanna see if I can get done this year but like yeah its gonna take a while lol

Drawing forward facing fish is so hard, like no one ever takes pictures of fish face on and it makes it hard to find good references to study

Just some sketches

Ough playing cruelty squad making me wanna make weird things but I got no ideas on what to make

Ough the internal want to give my game out for free when I make, I hate the idea of charging money for the things I make, I just wanna share it with people

Do people remember eye colors of other people? Like I swear to god I can remember every part of a person’s appearance except their eye color, like you expect me to remember what color eyes you got??

Ough the primal urge to give up everything and just do nothing for the rest of my life, very much a start of 2025 mood rn

lol uploading before the end of the year, more doodles cause I don’t have the patience to do anything big rn

I like it when I learn something new in math it’s always such a cool feeling, so many new possibilities

I wish I had more art that I look back at and just be like wow I did a good job with this, unfortunately to me it seems like my art feels dated like a week after I finish it

Lol I hope next year i will actually have something to prove i am a programmer

Lol sorry I haven’t been posting again, just been preoccupied by other important things

God maybe im terrible at programming but sometimes it really does feel like "Wow I just rewrote my basic Window display entirely just so I can more easily do something in the future and the executed program looks exactly the same as how I started." Programming really is about the process

Me designing like my 10000000th character

The fact that most of my characters are unnamed is a tradegy honestly I am so bad with names

Am playing mouthwashing, honestly a great game. I mean gameplay wise it’s simple but the writing is what stands out. Makes me wanna try writing more. I gotta do something with my life

I hate when I have an idea I’m interested in and I start to write it down and as I write more and more the idea just feels stupid, maybe I should edit my ideas more after writing them down but it’s frustrating

Ive never really felt like im part of the art community and all that stuff, and even coming here to this website where everyone says they feel much closer together I still feel so distant. But honestly, I think im growing to not mind it, its lonely sure but honestly, so be it, I am who I am

The urge to learn to make music just so I can make a silly album for my fish quadruou (Idk duo duo? what’s the word for a group of 4)

A simple ref I made for my fursona colors aren’t usually consistent for me but basically these are the ideas

Just like out of curiosity what do you guys like about my art, I am curious it’s always fun to hear lol

I think it’s funny cause like my sona’s design vs some of my more recent character designs you can tell I made her in middle school, I kind of love her for that though

Little doodles of this fat ass

so does everyone just do shading on a seperate layer or what, am I dumb for doing all my painting on the same layer. Yeah I probably am but like I dont do art to be smart I do it cause I can

I have what some may call a hyperfixation, a hyperfixation on fish, a hyperfishation haha