some views are worth a few broken rules 🌅 (just Rita and Jack being chaotic and disregarding the law to watch a sunset) #andyocs #myocs #originalcharacters #digitalillustration #myart

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wouldn't be a proper friday night without Sasha throwing a house party now would it :D (she's the one taking the picture) #andyocs #myocs #digitalillustration #myart

me (at 2am): i got good news and bad news, which one u wanna hear first? ...later that night bestie: i expected like boy news- not i god a new apartment and lost my job in the span of 2 days news... im lost on words (life fr be turning 180 this week)

my instagram feed is FLOODED with cat videos- i will cry, i want one so bad

maybe i don't actually want to date him... meaybe i just really enjoy loving him and that's all i really need. maybe the feeling of loving someone is what makes me happy and i don't need anything in return. life is sometimes weird in that sense.

my instagram feed is full of cats and i have absolutely zero complaints

coordinating a group of 7 uni students to meet up for a project feels like an impossible task, we even take several days to even arrange a phone call and then multiple people say the can't attend last minute- this shit's crazy

telling someone they can sleep over and regretting it soon after because i dont like having visitors

turns out morning shifts arent so bad if u actually go to bed at a reasonable time

the realisation that i can spend my own money on whatever the fuck i want without having to explain myself to anyone is crazy

friends try not to cancel plans on me challenge (impossible)

the group leader: so how r u guys doing with the assignment? is there anything unclear u need help with? me, who hasn't even started yet: 😶

i want to have a café across the street i could go draw in

forcing myself to say yes to plans whenever i have the time made my life way more fun, pushing yourself out of your comfort zone does indeed pay off

tfw you finish a drawing after 5 hours, look up from the canvas and suddenly an intense wave of hunger and thirst hits you and you realise you haven't moved in that whole time

loose redraw of an illustration from 2022 :) i see a lot of improvement with the shading, clothes and MAINLY the background :D #digitalillustration #originalart #originalcharcter #redraw

so frustrated even being incredibly sleep deprived wont help me fall asleep

when the protagonist is morally grey >>>

me, excitedly coming up with new art ideas: 🤩 the 15 unfinished projects: 😐

me, all day: i am so tired i cant wait to go home and sleep also me, at midnight, yawning while barely keeping my eyes open: soo there is this book i wanted to start- now sounds like the perfect time!

the way having no plans before noon has my average bedtime climb up to like 2 am within a few days is crazy

why do people always assume i'm responsible when all i do is literally the bare minimum

trying to adjust my glasses when im not even wearing them will never stop being funny to me actually

it's funny that when i'm home alone i keep leaving coffee mugs all around the house like i would be taking my coffee with me wherever i go and then forget the cup there and find it 2 days later

i admire artists that can paint with watercolours cause fuck it's so hard and unforgiving

i think my colleague's biggest mistake was letting me know she knows bsd because i probably talked her ear off

playing badminton with glasses on for the first time had me realise i'm not actually bad at the game, i've just got bad eyesight...

snapchat needs to stop showing me the "on this day from camera roll" section cause this is just painful to watch why do i do this to myself even

the intense urge to travel the world but no one to travel with

on my free days i would either be the embodiment of productivity or just sit around doing pretty much nothing all day and i never know which one it's gonna be

every now and then i find out some more content and lore about bsd and it thrills me to know there is still more to dive into that i dont know yet

heart shattered into pieces

just scrolling through comments under a fanfic im reading and someone at the end of theirs was like "stay hydrated!" and i laughed... and then realised i havent drunk anything in two hours LOL thank you for the reminder, kind stranger!

when i say my sleep schedule is all over the place, i mean one day i pass out at 9pm and some other i stay up till 5am, we are not the same

i hate being sick so fucking much

i need to stop browsing aliexpress like it's a goddamn social media, my wallet is crying

last exam tomorrow (i actually feel very confident and ready this time)

reading manga instead of studying for today's exam because it's the least self destructive way of coping i could think of

the post service having me go pick up my packages at the post office because they "didn't catch me" even tho i was home all day is starting to really piss me off

exam season got me feeling like im going procrastinating even when i go to bed at a reasonable time

if i got a dollar every time someone tried to order from the breakfast menu in the evening from me, i would be a millionaire by now

i could avoid you and i should it would make life so much easier but deep down i know that's not what i want i enjoy spending time with you and that's exactly the problem i keep sabotaging myself and i can never leave because i won't allow myself that luxury of setting my heart free

this one man constantly coming back to my life and making a mess of my brain time and time again has got to be some cruel joke at this point it's becoming ridiculous

i want to completely redesign my bedroom but i don't know where to start and what to keep and what not

it's so weird wanting stuff as an adult because i can just go and get it and it's not as fun when i don't really feel like i've earned it

when i work all day i come home and study for two more hours but when i have all day free i just lay around and watch stuff wtf is wrong with my brain

it is so much better to just expect less, u might either be right or pleasantly surprised

i should never posts wips again lol cuz whenever i do i never finish the art