god i need to stop trying to give eric larocca a chance because i know i’m not gonna have a good time, but they are one of those authors i desperately want to understand the appeal of and at this point i don’t think i ever will.

about 2/3 of the way through the daughters' war and it's making me wanna read the blacktongue thief again. i need to buy both of these books so i can make other people read them like i do with between two fires.

more chris redfield boobs. i'm normal and regular about him btw.

📣 AND THEY SAID BOYS WITH DIMPLES COULDN'T BE GREEN LANTERN! 🤨😴💢

my biological mother is a lead innovator in finding new ways to be insanely passive aggressive

i haven't really posted much art here but resident evil guys i've drawn in the past couple weeks

one thing about christopher buehlman is that he is going to write a death scene that is simultaneously so so simple but also insanely emotionally potent and you're gonna sit there like 😟 the whole time

about 3/4ths of the way through the blacktongue thief and i really really appreciate christopher buehlman's ability to write ensemble-ish casts and the worldbuilding for this story. i think this is in second place behind between two fires for my favorite works of his.

been reading elric of melniboné shit btw

she's so beautiful

after much effort i've finally finished it btw

the like ass backwards underlying thesis of "all men are innately evil EXCEPT trans men who are uwu special because they Get women and are incapable of perpetuating misogyny" is kind of what's the biggest sticking point to me. like way to go you are also invalidating your trans protag's gender.

other readers that are also haters are out here losing their minds over shit like fourth wing and haunting adeline. not me. i've been writing an essay about how bad the spirit bares its teeth is because i have so much to say. 2000 words so far and i'm not even halfway through all my criticisms.

still trying to slog through the spirit bares its teeth because i love tormenting myself

i'm personally ambivalent towards the inclusion of trigger lists in novels, but i feel like the recent trend of authors printing A LINK to their trigger warnings completely undermines the entire point of having them in the first place.

peak male friendship is scheduling eye doctor appointments one right after the other on the same day because your buddy is scared of the eye doctor because he hasn't been in almost a decade

still mad about the alice dvd fuckup because the only other copies of it i can find are upwards of 40 dollars.

highly anticipated alice 2009 miniseries dvd arrives finally. open it up. dvd of two weeks notice is in the case instead.

Kaithe warm up 🐎 #Warframe #WarframeFanart #myart

reading the necromancer's house as a reprieve from The Other Thing i'm kind of suffering through and once again getting to appreciate buehlman's ability to write some of the worst people you know but also manage to make them charming in a way

kind of wish people wouldn't use "refugees" and "diaspora" to describe people coming from one social media site to another

no one on this planet has thought about vik vektor as much or as deeply as i have i can twll you that much

i should NOT have gone out and about yesterday. jinxed myself now i feel like dogshit again.

forgot that, at the height of my fever, i bought a copy of the 2009 syfy alice miniseries because i wanted to watch it so bad but couldn't find it online anywhere

once again thinking about the god-devil dichotomy between alt and johnny

thought i was well enough to go pick up my testosterone prescription but oj my god i am crazy lightheaded

i guess it's finally time to commit to a twin peaks rewatch

i would like to celebrate david lynch by sharing maybe my favorite thing he ever did … a comic strip. www.lynchnet.com/angrydog/

David Lynch's passing calls me to recall "The Perfect Drug," written for Lynch's Lost Highway, a personal NIN fave, though I'd not ever seen the video for it, it's amazing in a real "More goth, no, more goth than that, what part of 'more goth' do you not understand" sort of way youtu.be/dn3j6-yQKWQ

holy shit david lynch died??

still sick and havent been able to do much else besides lay in bed and watch movies the past two days but lord have i been Watching Movies

still sick as a dog probably a little worse off than i was yesterday so i'm watching anastasia (1997) and it's just now hitting me that i can point to two don bluth movies and say they made me transgender

706 hours in 2077 is crazy

the secondhand copy of 2077 i got also came with stickers? woah

snagged a physical copy of disco elysium a couple weeks ago and it finally arrived, and much to my surprise it also came with a poster?? yay

my eyeballs feel like they're gonna pop out of my head

i think mods that airbrush away everything that makes a video game character look like A Person are all inherently evil, but the 2077 mods that make misty look like a bog standard alt girl and the ones that take away vik's pock marks and scars piss me off so bad

just thoufht about jackie and misty

oh come on man

every one to two business weeks my brain picks precisely one song and is like "if you try to listen to anything else i will make you kill yourself" until it either picks a new song or decides that all music is unlistenable for a month

can't stop listening to invisible

if i could stop getting sinus infections that would be awesome

i should make a list of books that i Like so that way i can point to it if/when anybody tries to recommend me things

viktor vektor i love you

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doing my nightly reading and getting hung up on the misrepresentation of occultism in the 1800s

i am kind of tired of first person perspectives. even more tired of dual first person perspectives.