i took a self care day today and part of that meant watching comfort movies (like malignant) and that meant snacks!

streams back next week!! monday night - blippo+ (w/dinner) wednesday night - cineris somnia (gothic horror vibes) friday afternoon - indie horror games (itch summer sale buys)

How do I tell people "you should experience challenging or uncomfortable media sometimes" without sounding like a complete asshole?

been getting into disconnecting from the internet and doing pc stuff offline whenever i can. i've been watching movies on vlc instead of streaming, so naturally i had to find a vlc skin that was right for me.

I've added Blippo+ to my steam curator page ✨ It's just the bee's knees, cat's pajamas, flamingo's dress. If you want some fun, especially for when you're real low energy, I'm telling ya, this is the best. store.steampowered.com/app/3323850/...

played payday 2 for the first time with my pals and look how cute my character is!

Look at that, talk in action! You can't really see me in all my purple glory, but I'm down there, sat at the front talking away. This event, and talk, and whole experience has meant a lot to me. I hope I get more opportunities to talk on things I love at events like this!

Look at that, talk in action! You can't really see me in all my purple glory, but I'm down there, sat at the front talking away. This event, and talk, and whole experience has meant a lot to me. I hope I get more opportunities to talk on things I love at events like this!

Remember, Spoonie Says!

more than a little irritating that it takes time to recover from intense burnout instead of instantly being fixed like when you reset a PC

When I try to talk about Epilepsy Accessibility in videogames, I've started to talk less about "how many more people can play your game" and more about how "this game can cause fatal harm to people if certain options aren't implemented, or even considered."

I love attending a day of events, then slinking away back in my cave for an extended period of Not Being In Public, knowing I have colleagues and dare I say FRIENDS in this industry who are so wonderful and talented and also think the same of me and are always happy to see me.

It was so great to see you 😊 I too am having decompression time 🫂

Had a wonderful time at GA11Y and GAconf's mixer today! I will now proceed to take some time for myself because my head feels like i'm going to split in half straight down my body and every muscle is crying at me for daring to go out, but it was worth it.

ooooh this art makes my brain feel good, look at the colour! the detail! gorgeous work

deeply annoying that creative breakthroughs don’t come on schedule from direct work but from things like “open-ended conversations with interesting people” and “doing nothing”

after my talk and minglin' and whatnot tomorrow, i'll be having a breather because i know i will need recovery time then i'll be sorting out my webshop (stickers! posters!) then i'll be organising the first of my free zines then i'll be starting on the first of my paid zines then yt video release!

im sorry if this offends but i believe that you are in fact capable of learning new things, improving your skills, becoming a better person, and having a happier life than you currently do.

i'm living in your walls, thank you for the cheese you dropped behind the sofa

classism is calling it a bad dye job if they're working class but calling it 'marbled' if they're middle class

temperatures are still fairly warm for a few days so aiming to get back on stream over the weekend. i'm not going to lie, if i don't get some blippo+ soon i might scream.

i'm shifting into ultra focus mode for the next few days to get as much as possible organised before the develop mixers where i inevitably have to share my links with people so you know what that means baby full saw film franchise marathon including fdr and scott tibbs doc 🩸

every time someone mentions the football I think about how they found in 2013 that domestic violence calls rise by 38% when england loses a game but they also found it rises to 26% when they win

drove back from the craft fair listening to heart 00s, what a vibe bought leopard print strap covers for my backpack i am buzzing

This looks OUTSTANDING. Oh my god inject it directly into my veins.

in light of the world being a nightmare, i am happy to report i am going to get weirder

new spoonie nails 💜 purple everything all the time bby

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new spoonie nails 💜 purple everything all the time bby

i wish every lil freak game dev a very please keep making your lil freak games the world needs your art

i hope if i am ever known for anything it's a sincere love for games and interactive media as an art form

i hope if i am ever known for anything it's a sincere love for games and interactive media as an art form

blippo+ is the most wonderful thing i've experienced in a long time and i can't believe i still have actual *hours* of it left to explore. i will be streaming more of this (post-heatwave) for sure. www.twitch.tv/spoonienet/c...

It is so good to see streamers, artists, anyone who cultivates a community, getting rid of the bad actors who try to join in, even if they haven’t done anything explicit in their space. If you don’t prune your garden you’re gonna get weeds, and weeds strangle the flowers until they’re all gone.

if you're looking for that indie game hookup my stream's gotchu www.twitch.tv/spoonienet and vods will eventually end up on www.youtube.com/@spoonie-tv when i get time

if you're looking for that indie game hookup my stream's gotchu www.twitch.tv/spoonienet and vods will eventually end up on www.youtube.com/@spoonie-tv when i get time

i'm begging game devs who do fourth-wall break scares that take your name from your pc/steam/etc. to give people an option for it to simply not to. there's a few good indie games i haven't streamed for worry of getting deadnamed live

Every time I see a new study on ME/CFS I get emotional and have a cry! This is a combination of "I told you I was sick" "This is a step closer to better treatment (maybe even a cure!" and "Oh my god it's just going to get worse isn't it" I feel better and I feel worse. Wonderful news!

i will always get things in purple and in the event i cannot then i will always get the thing in pink

today's insight into being disabled: item admin, in which i go over all of the little things i need throughout a year and replace anything lost/broken/empty or grab anything new i need. this means mobility aids, awareness cards/accessories, fidget toys, support aids, supplements, etc.

me and disco watching horror movies in the sims 1

me and disco watching horror movies in the sims 1

i've been using this in my work and so many of the young people i work with are benefitting from this addition, and myself too! incredibly pleased about it

when people ask how i'm doing

getting a few responses like "it means no good/meaningful gameplay" my lovelies, i know, but these are opinions. good is an opinion. what's good gameplay to me might not be to you, but the term 'no gameplay' has caused decent games to get overlooked and I think it's a reductive term in itself.

stop saying '_ game' has no gameplay it's a game. the second you do anything in it, it's gameplay. the game is being played. even if all you do is move around, that's gameplay.

it's actually punk to love and be loved in return and to acknowledge that love comes in all sorts of forms

you're so fucking real for this Spoonie. We gotta fight self-detachment and loudly proclaim our true selves