Super excited to share that the second Horror & Disability zine is out! I've got a contribution in this one too, about the film Swallow (2019)! #horror #horrormovie #horrorfilm #disabilityactionresearchkollective #disability #filmanalysis

in love with these little promo cards inside my tomb raider dvd

this is me if you even care

this is me if you even care

Super excited to share that the second Horror & Disability zine is out! I've got a contribution in this one too, about the film Swallow (2019)! #horror #horrormovie #horrorfilm #disabilityactionresearchkollective #disability #filmanalysis

thana-style spoonie! i love this btw! everyone needs to check it out! #indiegame #charactercreator #lowpoly

btw this is my favourite kind of character design

I take naps even when I'm not sleepy just for the love of the game

You can become disabled in an instant. People think those of us who are sick did “something” to deserve it. We didn’t. The just world fallacy is a lie. It just takes one illness, accident or stroke of bad luck to forever change your life. Disability is not a moral failing.

stop calling me an elf, it's pronounced FOnewearl

watching @thorhighheels.bsky.social the intended way; through a stream on a laptop in a video game

@frogcass.bsky.social introduced me to noclip tonight and i'm making squeaking noises as i look around half life

being visibly queer is so worth it sometimes, because just being open about it creates a chance that others will see you and be inspired by you, feel braver because of you, maybe even come out because of you you can be life-changing by just existing unapologetically

went cat cafe, vegan junk food, sock shopping and feminist lesbian acoustic set at a local record store i love my hometown

this is not a drill!! hot pink tiger print single clip-on extension spotted in the wild! SCENE IS BACK

won at mtg tonight lads pour me a cold one (choccie milk)

a lot of the problems we have right now in terms of technology would be moot if we were able to collectively just slow down. let things take time. it's okay to not have everything immediately. innovation develops when we give ourselves time to play, explore and experiment. give yourself time.

walking into the living room in my parents house where nobody else is around and im met with this crusty image of a stranger buffering and i feel like i'm in a horror movie

rewatching once again but i am still utterly obsessed with the 2018 ver of Suspiria (I love the og as well, but for different reasons) it's such a cornerstone of feminist queer cinema and it is so beautiful, especially its brutalist visuals

look how adorable my lil gogh pet is!!

yes I have lore you see I gave my fursona extra arms because im constantly putting myself down for not being more productive and my idealised version of myself has more arms to do more things thus being more productive and also so I have four opportunities to fuck up when you throw a ball at me

time for some sincere spoonie wisdom: a good therapist and a great therapist is like night and day. don't give up if you've had a few that didn't 'stick', because eventually you'll get the one that leaves you snot nosed crying but feeling hopeful for the future and it'll make a difference for good

STOP BELITTLING YOURSELF

I like a lot about the trailer, but can’t ignore the fact that, of the many things to survive this latest medium jump for RE, an anti-fat bias is looking to be one of them. Kaile has a good article beneath their post, also want to share this Mothership piece: www.mothership.blog/you-know-wha...

today's jumper is a good'un #spoonie #chronicillness #fibro

today's jumper is a good'un #spoonie #chronicillness #fibro

my glasses have like idk, stretched out or something so they keep sliding down my nose? so i had to switch to my spare pair which incidentally are sparkly pink and heart shaped, so that's my default from now on

"we made an environment-destroying theft machine so you can see yourself fucking a movie star" for christ's sake why can't you all write fanfic like the rest of us

i do still want to do art and co-work streams but, and i don't know if anyone else gets this, sometimes i just get so lost in The Project that i wanna just lock in without all the added stress of entertaining on top y'know?

am i taking fucking crazy pills. are these people taking fucking crazy pills. why are we doing this. why can't we just build stuff that works and have a good time doing it. why are we intentionally introducing chaotic elements that can just fuck my shit up.

workshopping an idea about solving crunch by putting all the guys with an overworking attitude on a plane to benidorm to show them the meaning of rest and relaxation

Love having friends that I can tell an idea to and they're like 'YEAH THAT'S GOOD' and then I feel like A Clever Boy.

The job of a critic is not to tell you if something is good or bad, it's to lay their sensibilities on the table and tell you whether they liked something and why, and you're meant to infer by comparing yourself to them whether you might be interested in it. Critics need to be weird for that to work

my streams keep getting more chaotic and i'm learning how to be cool about it and it's actually making it a lot more fun when things break or go wrong on stream

this pain is chronic but so am i

I might be cooking up a little something special for stream... #retrogames #dreamcast #sonicadventure

I checked out The Visit (2015) tonight and I really enjoyed it! The finale had me cheering all the way through too. Plus figuring out the ol' M. Night 'twist' early didn't take away from the vibes at all, so it still left me feeling really uncomfortable at times. #filmsky #horrorfilm #horror

i'm really, really excited about this particular showcase of games on steam, so i'm gonna post the things i'm keeping an eye on!! store.steampowered.com/sale/Interfa...

sometimes I like to watch stuff through my overlay because it feels cosy #ffxiv #ffxivfanfest #spoonienet

lesbian day!! that's me!! i am a sapphic queen!! see me!! #lesbianvisibilityday #queer

sorry streams were quiet this week but i've been so busy i can no longer walk once i've recovered i'll be back!

when people ask how i'm doing

well well well, if it isn't the disabling of my body as a result of my disabilities

when people ask how i'm doing

sometimes I like to watch stuff through my overlay because it feels cosy #ffxiv #ffxivfanfest #spoonienet

WOMEN & NON-BINARY GAME DEVS! As part of my PhD, I will be looking to interview lots of game devs and I want to talk to YOU! If you are a woman and/or non-binary game dev, or know of anyone & would be willing to have a chat about your work and yourself, please reach out!

The response to my call-out has been immense and I'm so excited! I'm noting everyone interested and I'll get in touch with more info soon, thank you so much for wanting to be a part of this!

WOMEN & NON-BINARY GAME DEVS! As part of my PhD, I will be looking to interview lots of game devs and I want to talk to YOU! If you are a woman and/or non-binary game dev, or know of anyone & would be willing to have a chat about your work and yourself, please reach out!

I don’t “network,” I make friends. Other artists are not my competition, they’re my beloved peers and sources of inspiration. We all have the same goal; to share our art. I’m not gonna corporatize my human relationships with them. I am in my sandbox playing and I hope they join me.

I think the scary thing about putting yourself forward for things isn't so much rejection as it is learning how to take on board criticism and learn how and where you need to make changes in order to 'do better next time' as well as accepting sometimes it's not you, it's just timing.