Gosh I love my new place! I've also really started exercising again and have been to the gym at my apartment consistently! Been eating better and getting healthy! It's great to be out of the pain I was in and the future looks bright! Hopefully streams will return soon!

Move in has been going great! Love the new place and its perfect for me!!! Cant wait to start cooking again and also doing some more streaming!!!!!!

Some how made it through the day and after my break is over I'm heading home (not allowed to clock out early even though I'm done and saved my break for the end of my shift) then I'm gonna have a nice long nap to catch up on sleep before work tomorrow

Accidentally forgot to sleep last night and now I'm at work! Looks like I won't be sleeping till after my shift! Yay that means only 8 hours before I can remember that sleep is important!!!!

4 more days to move!!!! Guess I should actually start boxing things up and make sure I get around all my stuff lol

6 days till I move! And I'm pretty sure I passed my food safety exam to keep my promotion at work!!! Was much easier than I expected, though I did study like crazy for it. Was given 2 hours for 90 multiple choice questions and finished it before everyone else in like 30 minutes lol

Making a sourdough starter!!!!! That way when I move in to my apartment next week it should hopefully be ready to make some bread to celebrate my new life :3

Feeling good about life again! Really needed the trip to Chicago I went on and now I'm feeling refreshed and ready to start my new life!

Life changes coming. Very painful getting through things and removing parts of my life (getting a devorce from my wife, but Im happt cause I can be my gay self now), but nearly to a better tomorrow! With that said starting the 22nd I will be in a new place and streams and videos will come back soon!

I'll eventually start streaming more consistently again. Going through some... life changes. But things are looking better and hoping to have a new place lined up soon

Great book

Finally done with work and can rest this weekend

I've had my piercings for a few days now and I still love them so much! Every time I look in the mirror I'm so happy and actually love how I look for the first time in a long time!

I got my ears pierced!!!!! I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!

I love how stupid things can happen at work where the promotion I was going for and was the ONLY one going for end up going to someone who was forced move from their previous position due to being in charge of their child 🙃 even though I have been interviewing for it and was just about to get it 🙃

Oh yeah, my rebrand is still coming! It's in small stages right now. Channels have mostly been renamed to SnoLeo Gaming or things along that line. Though I'm keeping this account as jazztrombone4 cause I'm just attached to the name lol

I'm so happy the sun is back and I can bike again. Full back into biking again and did my first big 22 mile (35km) ride!!! Maybe some day I'll start doing bike races for fun and just to see how they are.

Maybe some day I'll get back to streaming and having energy for it. Really just need to find a place and move out of my parents, just don't feel comfortable in the town they live in. Plus Marissa and I need our own place where we can be us too

I am obsessed with these little mega blocks pokemon lol they have been a fun source of dopamine for me lol

Forgot to post my favorite picture of me from the weekend lol

Back from C2E2 now! It was such a good time and I already miss it so much! Wish time could go slower, but now back to my job I guess lol

Day 2 I adopted this child

Day 1! Let's go!!!!!

Ahhhh finally done with work and tomorrow is C2E2 time!!!! I can't wait!!!!!!!

Was going to stream today then realized I haven't done my taxes yet and that date is coming up quick so I'm doing that today lol

Yay!!!! Got a big dopamine boost when I got home from work as my package from @lkthefox.bsky.social arrived!!!!! I absolutely love the tail and art and thank you so much for the little bonus stuff!!!!!!

I'm so excited! In like 2 weeks my sister and I will be at C2E2 for our first convention in a long time!!!! Even though I don't have a cosplay ready (was working on some armor with my 3d printer but ran into problems so I now don't have enough time to finish it) it will still be so fun!!!

I'm so happy the weather is a bit warmer out! Finally able to go out and bike again!

Look at these super cute pins Marissa got me!!!!!

It feels like forever since I've played D&D or any ttrpg. Schedule conflicts are still winning lol

Today I feel no reason to smile. I watched the address last night and now I am sad and angry for what our country has become. This is not what we were promised when growing up, this is not what I was taught. I want to fight for change. Also, despite what was said, I am nonbinary and I exist.

Started writing down my thoughts into a physical journal. Too much crazy stupid things are going on in the world today that I want to get my thoughts onto something. I wish the world could be better and I will learn how I can fight to make it that way. But for now I will write down my thoughts

Finally got my ADHD meds!!!!

Adulting is fun 🙃 working on getting my car repaired and hoping that goes well and they don't find any other issues 🙃 and I can't get my prescription for my ADHD meds in so I've got to call pharmacies and see if anywhere had it in stock 🙃🙃🙃 I'm exhausted but I'll get through it

Well, was thinking about doing a stream today but my car just broke down so probably not going to do that

Happy adoption day to my amazing dog Grizzly!!! You are the bestest boy I'm so happy you picked Marssia and me when we saw you at the shelter!!! And don't worry he will be getting lots of treats and gifts today!!!

Well today is one of those days where I don't feel like doing anything and nothing seems appealing to do. But that's okay, I'll make sure tomorrow is better

Fever finally went away late last night, but I still feel like crap. Hoping more rest today gets me into better shape since I'm supposed to be working the next 3 days

Ahhhhhhh! I'm so happy this came today! It made my sick day so much better!!! Thank you @lkthefox.bsky.social!!!!!!!!!!!! I freaking love all of this and that art for Blizzard looks so great in person and I can't wait to hang it up in my room 😭😭😭😭

Love being sick and not able to sleep! I at least got a little bit of sleep, but I want to sleep longer so I can call into work and then not have to worry about it lol

I loved being with my friends, but now I feel sad. Both knowing I probably won't see them for awhile and in the past I wasn't fully myself. They are so accepting of me and I'm just sad at the years I lost where I could have been myself more. I'll be fine, but just taking this day to mourn

Ahhh!!! I had so much fun last night!!!!!!! I missed them so much and I'm so happy I could talk to everyone and I want to hang with them more 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Ahhh! Only 20 minutes till I get to see my quadball team again!!! I miss them so much and can't wait to hang with them!!!!!!

ITS OFFICIAL! I have ADHD!! Just got back from receiving my diagnosis!

hey... wait a minute

You ever just realize you have a lot of stuff internalized that makes you hate yourself for no reason? My wife has been helping realize that and helping me write it done so I can talk to my therapist about it. Crazy how much I've been learning about myself and how much damage I didn't realize I had

Marissa left for work and poor Grizzly wants her back now