i'm foreverrrr going to be obsessed with Zendayas red carpet promo looks for each spider-man movie 😩

this heat really has me in the trenches

man i cannot do planks to save my life

walked to the gym 15 mins early again and i would love to wait and get some air and cool down before going in but it's so humid out that it feels pointless 😭

my room is so fucking HUMID

them casually revealing carter lost his virginity at ELEVEN to a TWENTY-FIVE year old maid that worked for the family??? and they just laughed like it was normal ??? HELLO ?

i crave for the day i'm rich enough to have my own detached house with the level of privacy i NEED 😭 why are my neighbours using MY garden to do renovations on THEIR garden

we're finally getting our summer thunderstorms today

muy.....tomach.....

i have such a mini bicep on my right arm but you can barely see it which is so sad bc i'm proud of it lol

this heat is no joke at only 18 degrees, idk how my central europeans are coping with this heatwave 😭

After years of trying and wanting, it seems really likely that I'll be going to Italy for a week in August for my mums 60th 🥲🥲🥲 i hope it doesn't fall through 😭

think i'm going to start volunteering at events in town just so i can get out of the house and meet people. If i go another night crying my eyes out over how lonely ive been im actually gonna go BaNaNAs 🤪🤪🤪

wait i'm actually sad Peter Benton's leaving, his character development was so good 😭

as if my arms are red after only sitting out in the sun for a max five minutes🫩

i can't stop listening to olivia rodrigo's new album, so many of the songs are on rotation in my brain since i first listened 😭

second heatwave of the summer and the day with the highest temp is the one day a week i have to be indoors for work

fighting every lazy, tired urge i had this morning to cancel my gym session with my trainer. I didn't, but i really hope i don't regret not doing it. I'm exhausted 😭

baby's first blep

up until a couple years back i was a big believer in EVERYTHING and anything outside the mundane. The existence of anything supernatural or otherworldly was just a given to me. As i've gotten older ive (sadly) gotten a lot more sceptical about most things. I miss the way i used to be 😔

X-Files pilot you have my heart forever 🛸

tiktok needs to stop showing me relationship / yearning videos it's 4am im on day 5 of my period and i WILL kill someone over it

ER doing my most hated tv trope where they turn a perfectly good and likeable character into an asshole to justify their relationship ending so their other half is free to couple up with another main character ((luka why did they do that u my love))

i need to rewatch my mad fat diary but i don't know if it's worth my mental health 😩

benefits of having a boss who works in the states means that when i cancel our meeting it means i don't have to worry about a response until later in the day. Tell me why it's 10:45am here and he's awake at 2:45 his time 🫩

soo i live in a small town with a LOT of vacant shops and run down buildings, but the last few years soooOoo many vape shops started popping up EVERYWHERE. The county council just finally passed a bill that won't allow anymore vape businesses to open up and i honestly couldn't be happier about it

watching that new alien doc that Sky released and it's about the roswell incident and the alien autopsy tape and allllll i can think about his the xfiles. I have mulder screaming in my head rn

watching The Thing for the first time, the body horror and practical effects are so good!!! No CGI in sight from what i can tell

just ate a whole share bag of Proper popcorn not realising the whole thing came to 456 calories

there's gonna be a supernatural announcement for ireland comic con.........i'm so deadass my 14 yo head is spinning

got a reaction video to the glee episode Furt on my fyp and i don't have a number for how often i've watched the episode but i can proudly say i have sobbed like a baby every single time at the wedding. I literally cried at SOMEONE ELSE watching it 😭😭

my college bestie started up her own brand identity business last year and has been so successful, hitting so many milestones in 2026 so far, and now she's convinced me to also dip my toes in....and i think im gonna give it a try 👀

watching the Goonies for the first time. I can't get over how little Sean Astin is 😭🥹

my trainer had me do calf raises yesterday, which i actually really liked and wasn't nearly as painful as i thought they would be but now i literally cannot walk or stand upright today because of them 😭

got that post-nap fatigue where even though i'm hungry absolutely NOTHING is appealing to me 😵‍💫

been so stressed about my teeth lately with how badly i need to continue getting work on them (had to stop like 2 years ago bc couldnt financially keep up) i genuinely feel like breaking down if i think about it for a second too long bc i just do not have the money for it 🫩

when i watched heated rivalry i liked it but it didn't leave the biggest impression on me, i just moved on after finishing it, but i cannot and will not ever listen to All the Things She Said by t.a.t.u without being thrown back into that club scene. And i say that with the highest compliments

friends finally making plans without me having to initiate but now i don't even know if i wanna go bc im broke and my hair is a MESS (splotchy faded mess with massive grey growth on top 🫩)

finished in the gym and i can't remember what locker i put my stuff in which is so embarrassing bc it's not like there's a locker room the lockers are like literally in the gym itself 😭 im gonna have to look through so many until i get the right one lmfaooo

my hamstrings randomly decided to feel tight yesterday and today still and it's leg day, i'm so not ready 😭

i love sharks 🦈 #art #sharks

expecting a v chill meeting with my boss today, let's hope i'll be out within 20 minutes 🫡

think i'm starting to see my biceps getting more toned

my skin has been breaking out for days with no stop in sight. kill me.

not to get sappy on main but this is long overdue. thank you guys for sticking around through all the the good times, sad ramblings, anxious babbling, and every "overthinking everything at 2am” posts 🥹 it's been a long time since ive felt apart of a community. Thank you for giving that to me 💖

that was fine but i felt by the end it was just so much word vomit 💀 but we made it through!!! i'm glad i showed up and did it 😭

HAHAHA IM SOOO NERVOUS FUCK

almost backed out of this again this morning lmfao but now i have an entire script ready to read alongside what im presenting which makes me feel a lot better!!!!! let's do it!!!

lowkey want to use my free time to start making youtube lets plays cus god knows im at nothing else, but i dont own a PC and dont know the first thing about about recording on a console

when did google make it so impossible to create a new account. Like how am i struggling with this rn