Reviving my blsky to nerd out about #terrorcamp2025! ❄️ So ready to feed my obsession with polar exploration and make it everyone’s problem. 🩷✨

Sometimes larp running means spending 15 hours making barnacles.

Love being a larp organiser 😬🤡

Someone please go with me! 🤞

Waking up at 5am and being too stressed and anxious to go back to sleep was not how I wanted to start into this week of larp organising. Hopefully, I can catch up on sleep at some point before the game. (Unlikely.)

Ironic 🤡🏳️‍🌈

My passion for the Franklin Expedition is now forever etched into my skin.

I should mention that it is not the pain of the tattoo that scares me but he unfamiliar social situation and being trapped in it for 6-7 hours. 🤡

Getting a big new tattoo today! I have - as we say - Muffensausen! 🫣

Shit bro, I am gay as shit. 🏳️‍⚧️

I am so full of love and yet so so sad. This world is too big. There is too much space between me and my loves. Someone shrink it down!

Anyone wanna go with me and be my travel buddy? ✨

Day 3 of book research and I have already learned a lot about trench foot, chickweed, Chartism & the Newport Rising as well as refreshed my memory on London Rookeries. 💪

I have started outlining a book. Will it ever make it past an outline? Who knows. It does not matter. I have finally found my creativity again. It brings me happiness, even if it never gets written.

How do other bilinguals decide what language to write in? Especially for bigger projects?

I crave connection with my community. I long for the intellectual and emotional exchange of a wide range of people. I want closeness but I have turned more and more into a hermit and now I don’t know how to come back.

At the rate I am collecting trans feelings (tm), I am going by he/him next monday.

Hey my trans beans! 🫘🏳️‍⚧️ Does someone have recs for comfortable compression tops? It doesn’t have to be super mega effective but it would be nice to have something to throw on on days where I would like to have a lil less tiddy going on. ✨

Between Kae Tempest reappearing and me remembering the existence of The Streets, I might be entering the second coming of my Hip Hop era.

Movie you have seen more than 6 times in gifs. ✨ (Okay, okay not a movie, but watching a 10 hour series 15 times is arguably a bigger achievement. 💁‍♂️)

Really feeling the drop now and not in the bass way but in the “all these people that i just spent a week loving on and can’t stop thinking about probably are annoyed with me and also i am cringe” kinda way. 💅✨ I’d rather be dropping it on the dance-floor tbh.

Appeal rejected too. I am so heartbroken and so angry. Fuck landlords. Fuck em so hard.

Cute date idea: We go deep into the woods and scream. ✨

So, you are saying a 10 hours hyper focus into character casting is NOT the correct way to recover from 1 1/2 weeks of larping? You are saying I should be processing my emotions? Bah, humbug, I say!

I tried to appeal his decision but does anyone have experience with keeping dogs without landlord consent in Germany? How fucked would I be if I just get him anyway? 👀

Landlords do in fact be landlords. He said no. 💀

Officially requested the green light from my landlord for keeping a dog. Watch me melt from anxiety until I get a reply. 🤞🤞 (There is already dogs in this house but who knows. Landlords be landlords.)

me 💅💅💅 (gotta mock the transphobes or i’ll lose my shit. today’s edition: gay men who are single cause everyone at pride is too cringe ✨and definitely not cause they are assholes)

DHL is such a tease. Turning off the live tracking right before the estimated delivery time. 👀

Nothing in the world is as satisfying as making a colour-coded spreadsheet with player casting preferences for an upcoming larp. ✨🌼

Fascists aren't larping. They're fascists. Don't confuse morally bankrupt inept fascists with larpers. Journalists and others use larp and cosplay as a derisive word and that obscures what's actually happening. Roleplaying is pretend. Fascism is very real.

Wrapping up 15 hours of organiser meetings today. Sometimes going a little too hard feels real good. ✨

I whipped out my old tarot for funsies and did a simple spread... and immediately made myself cry. I forget about the magic of this and I really need to return to it now. 🔮

Sometimes life throws you a curveball and you catch it. Feels good. ✨

Seconding this full-heartedly. One of my favourite pieces of media out there. A definite queer must-watch!

When your press-ons come off two weeks post larp and your nails underneath are stained bright red from fake blood. Nice. #justlarperthings

My toddlercore self feels very validated by the Telekom guy not believing that my bedroom was in fact not the kid's room.

When someone asks what larp is like, send them this… (I had a very good time at Rites of Spring! 🩷)

I have too many feelings about the 2018 album "The Life and Death of Mary Read" by the aptly named Mary Read. I also have too many feelings about the pirate Mary Read and her relationship to Anne Bonny and Jack Rackham. So I am just sitting here and crying to these songs.

And that is all folks… ✨

This is so gender ✨

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I am so excited for the Strike the Colours sign-ups to open soon. We’ve been working so hard and seeing the player’s excitement will give us another huge push. I am ready to assemble this crew of swashbucklers! 🏴‍☠️

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I put my name in the hat for the most perfect rescue dog. Help me manifest it all working out! I need this little bean with tiny stubby legs in my life.🤞

I am so ready to embrace queer love but it’s impossible to find someone who matches my freak (compassion, communication and reliability). Urgh, someone just date me already, jeez. 🤡

My heart longs for the sea. I am always at the sea but I would like to be on the sea. A good longing to have when you have pirate characters to write.

I am playing Disco Elysium for the first time and I am afraid this will be my whole personality from now on.

When your friends know you a little too well, it can lead to incredible, yet morbid, gifts. @alanab.bsky.social #theterror

It's been so long since I have actually seen the prequels. Now that I am watching them, I must say, they are a pretty decent adaption of the Lego Star Wars game.