Ottaroo.

Tell me, why are we so blind to see That the ones we hurt are you and me?

The Pilgrims are gathering and the marching band, the marching band's howling Compassion is the flag a righteous man, a righteous man will hold The Pilgrims are gathering and the marching band, the marching band's howling Compassion is the flag a righteous man, a righteous man will hold

I have an irrational fear of turning 36 since I spent a large portion of my life secretly hoping I would die before I turned 35. Even with all the effort i've put in to try and help myself with the crohn's and everything I still can't help but feel that fear. I want to be euthanized.

Slowly but surely. I will finish this drawing. When it is finished, I will be at peace with myself enough. I will care less if it happens.

Slowly but surely. I will finish this drawing. When it is finished, I will be at peace with myself enough. I will care less if it happens.

God I wish you wouldn't love I let you down I know God I wish you were the one I wasted all your love God I wanted you so much Felt something broken inside Til' my heart had bled dry

Reset my patient violence along both lines of a pathway higher Grow back your sharpest teeth, you know my desire I will travel far beyond the path of reason Take me back to Eden Take me back to Eden

Reset my patient violence along both lines of a pathway higher Grow back your sharpest teeth, you know my desire I will travel far beyond the path of reason Take me back to Eden Take me back to Eden

Man I just love waking up and feeling fucking sore. I guess I also must've hurt my left hand at some point cause that bitch hurts a bunch now. Not sure what caused it cause it's over by my pinky. I fucking wish I could have my colon removed. Sorry for venting.

Couldn't sleep this morning so decided to hang out and got inspired looking at Reign-2004's work. What a fucking cook. Anyway this is a clipstudio drawing.

Looking at porn with a cage on is a based activity.

And it feels like falling into the sea From outer space in seconds to me And I play discordant days on repeat Until they look like harmony

It's like you're dangerous to me I notice every time we meet I feel the ground beneath my feet Giving way... You've got me talking in my sleep As if you're conquering my dreams You have awakened what's beneath Again...

Dog of the Fog Worship

DANGEROUS. SLEEP TOKEN.

Man I hope at the end of this treatment I can just work consistently without as much pain and stuff and get rid of my backlog so I can stop feeling fucking guilty all the time fot being slow. I know I post sometimes but you know how hard it is just drawing for me? I feel bad every time I do.

DANGEROUS. SLEEP TOKEN.

Dog of the Fog Worship

It's like you're dangerous to me I notice every time we meet I feel the ground beneath my feet Giving way... You've got me talking in my sleep As if you're conquering my dreams You have awakened what's beneath Again...

Beep boop.

And it feels like falling into the sea From outer space in seconds to me And I play discordant days on repeat Until they look like harmony

Let me off this leash and be a stray Tethered to this vial mental state Breathe all the air I could never taste It's got me higher than the stars in space...

Just in time for 420

Lay your heart into my perfect machine I will use it to protect you from me I will never let you see what's beneath So good for you and good for me We told ourselves we're where right we ought to be

My shouldersssssssssssss.

God knows I've tried, but broken, I bow to the beast inside Covered my tracks, but couldn't swallow my pride As sure as the moonlight strikes our skin I howled a wrecking ball, and you were porcelain

Living Dead Girl

Living Dead Girl

This is a showcase for the dreads I made I fucking swear.

R.I.P my grandma she got hit by a Bazooka.

R.I.P my grandma she got hit by a Bazooka.

I'm on a steroid medication to hinder my immune system to help bring down the inflammation caused by the crohn's to start off my treatment. My body is weird as it's adjusting to it and my mood has been a bit crazy but VRC has kept me occupied.

Love me meme

Please jerk off to me thank you. (You don't have to bro it's all good.)

Love me meme

Please jerk off to me thank you. (You don't have to bro it's all good.)

This is a showcase for the dreads I made I fucking swear.

I'm on a steroid medication to hinder my immune system to help bring down the inflammation caused by the crohn's to start off my treatment. My body is weird as it's adjusting to it and my mood has been a bit crazy but VRC has kept me occupied.

Fishin'

Sometimes I wonder if someone I know secretly has feelings for me and my oblivious ass has never noticed or something.

Bro why am I awake right now...

not gonna finish this so here