Smashy smash

Wip for a fursona for myself named Resin and some paw stompy stuff.

I guess i'm just waiting for input, like a machine or something. When someone asks me a question I feel immediately energized, like I can try and provide some helpful insight, although that is pretty rare. Instead I just sit quietly most of the time, thoughtlessly drifting.

I spend much of my day feeling like there isn't a lot going on in my head. Perhaps it's due to an overwhelming pool of ideas that is hard to interpret, or I just have an empty head a lot of the time. When I talk with someone interesting, I feel much more in control and normal. I'm turned on. Active.

Conversation is as good at sex to me. I enjoy sitting and talking with someone about something they're interested in and I leave feeling pretty satisfied afterward. As much as I think I know a lot about sexual subjects, most of it would be forgotten if people didn't keep me interested.

Lost a lot of weight this year. All the way down to 150lbs from like 180lbs or something. Hard to eat now-a-days. Feels like i'm forcing myself a lot of the time. I've never quite felt so defeated and underpowered.

October 3rd High Halls PTSD

October 2nd Horny Imps and multi-limbs.

October 1st I start transformin'

Hornet.

She don't believe in shootin' stars But she believe in shoes and cars Wood floors in the new apartment Couture from the store's departments

Thursday's drawing (attempt)

Kudos if you know.

45m drawing so I can keep posting/finishing one drawing a day (at least)

SignisGabriella (wip)

I like this form a lot.

Please... help...

TFW you have no braincells going toward horniness but your body thinks differently.

Funny horse emote to distract myself.

I'm at a point where I feel myself crying out of nowhere. Eyes all wet and runny. Normally i'm quite composed but I guess the facade death is followed by things like this. No more fake confidence.

I am really happy that some of drawings have been well recieved lately, though. It feels like the only thing I have to feel happy about is art lately. Even when people do nice things for me I just feel guilty for their wasted efforts.

I recently broke my facade relating to my mom and told her that I felt like kf all my siblings she loves me the least and she only gives me attention now because there's no-one else for her tk give it to. I thought it would make me feel good to get it off my chest, but I feel pretty sad about it.

For bsky.app/profile/hpk....

For the thirsy.

Sorry, did I wake your dream? Some questions run too deep We only, only wake up when we sleep Led by the lunar light Trouble's all we find Lost our way tonight (Tonight, tonight)

I get those goosebumps every time, yeah You come around, yeah You ease my mind you make everything feel fine Worried 'bout those comments I'm way too numb, yeah It's way too dumb, yeah

Death glare. I've been very stressed out lately.

Rat Queen timelapse thing.

More refined Queen O' Rats.

You should definitely drink her milk.

Gift for @slimeprints.bsky.social

Birthday gift for @bluecoffeedog.bsky.social

Honorable Judge Danny

Skulllllll.

@glopossum.com Met you at AC and told you how awesome your art is. I drew something that night to show but then you sold out and were gone by the morning. Feelsbad. Anyway, here's the drawing.

Possum smokes weed and aggressively strokes themselves. What is sleep? Why must it always evade me. Why are they missing a foot? Laziness? Yes.

Sativa.

He came like a cute little bitch.

Like those dogs that bring liquids to people, except I show up when you're depressed or feeling super pissed off to give you weed.

Fist bump her for 6 months bad luck