would it be weird i’d post the madarame week prompt and then post nishiki stuff afterwards lol like i might have to make a separate account seriously

why cant shun akiyama and hana just be together bruh

me atm bc ive been working nonstop im gonna end up looking like this man

day 727383 of not knowing what the fuck to draw for nishiki bday

need him

if i wont be able to draw for nishiki bday i would cry like no way please give me the strength to draw

me bc idk if i can do this comm like it's so beyond my artstyle lmfao

can you believe no nishiki for a month

girl in no im not human getting pregnant made me viscerally uncomfortable like are you fr the protag literally gave in just like that??

nitrochi fandom be like zenya is ok shiki is ok but madarame could never

ill probably get the izo plush

me ngl

need me a controller to play nishiki right

no but guys i feel so flattered when friends now associate my aesthetic with red, black, cigarette/ash trays, alcohol, blood, cherries, and seduction lol

am i getting this

they really are gatekeeping me from him for a reason

i keep thinking about doing a promosky to get more clients but im also so dead

kisses izo

trying to stay positive (drinking coffee)

goodnight to izo only

hate it when i cannot focus on work like ugh i just wanna get it done i have little to no energy like i don’t wanna waste it on something else

kissing izo

rgg can we get another yakuza counterpart and include nishiki there

the font is cute 🥺 but would it be cool if there's a jpn spelling too or

forgor to flag my art lol should i reupload bc bruh

me with 4 hrs of sleep

will this nishiki shirt fit me or it’ll just make me hate my body more or i’d wear it everyday bc the print is cool

for me to ask why nishiki is so jealous, possessive and has self-image issues is not so very fair of me when i literally have the same exact issues lol

imagine if i were nishki

can fb just please remove these friend suggestions like i literally don’t give a fuck please go away

reasons i still don’t have a gun yet even if i can afford one: 1. i’d shoot myself immediately without hesitation if something goes bad

when nishiki chose to take revenge after all the trauma and i will too (lie)

whatever man back to nishiki posting

i don’t even wanna talk rn bruh i have self control for that at least but really if i didn’t, i’m sure i’d be the type to say the meanest thing ever so much i’ve got used to insults and manipulation

ugh so boring

woah long time no art

framing this

4 am

Day 13: still feeling useless and disposable

i feel like im just all that everything who carries all the curses and burden like nothing good has happened to me this year so far or maybe bc i deserve this and someone out there is constantly praying for my downfall

anyways will get him soon that’s the last i wanna do on this earth

nishiki feeling frustrated and useless is also me feeling frustrated and useless

nothing else i can do but lie down and sleep forever and ever bc if i were awake i would’ve poisoned myself

can i not stress myself out like I literally can’t smoke for fucking 2 weeks

going through another week of me suffering bc of my ears 🥲 but at least ive got the treatment now hopefully it heals as soon as possible

call it fate call it karma

gonna need some lighters and new pack bc i'm losing my fucking mind

i wish we could've gotten a scene where towa is having an absolute mental breakdown and madarame comforts him but the real question is.. how does madarame comfort someone

i wish i could just like 1 vs 1 myself i would throw punches the hardest way possible that’s enough to get my shit together

cigarette kiss isn’t real lol tried it myself while holding another cig and all it does is just turn off the fire from the main lighted cig