I apparently can't do Sultry at home without some Sassy cats. Insert all the bad jokes about pussy shots here.

Attempting to push my comfort levels and be comfortable with me... The theme was Red for Romance In the New Year (Cat shots tomorrow)

I have a newfound love for tops that give *amazing* underboob upon the right stretch.

New ideation unlocked: Ruthless Compassion I will hold my boundries fiercely to keep myself safe. And I can still love you as I do so.

I really haven't done any life updates on here. Guess I should update: New job: has been an emotional destresser. It's been a relief. Relationship: Just Lion and I. When the former other halves decide to not communicate then drop a bomb, you don't really tell people it's over. You just..go silent.

I started EMDR in therapy yesterday and it was so facinating to me. It took two puzzle pieces that never fit before, flipped them around a few times and then popped them into place, side by side. It was a wild sensation. And now I'm crazy tired. Which is apparently normal.

Today, I put in my two week notice. I'm moving from animal reception to human mental health reception. This is a necessary change for me. I cannot have another animal pass in my arms or have another old lady hug me for being so kind during her pet's passing. Compassion Fatigue is real.

Lion finally found a job. It took 8 months. He'll be working nights and weekends So he's still looking, but it's better than nothing. 8 months. I'm still trying to recover from that number.

When people talk about how terrible the job market is, they're understating it. Lion had two amazing interviews for a company. Insanely confident interviews. Only for the company to decide to hire "from within" which was never explained previously to anyone.

So, I'm currently sitting in the bath. For like.. the fifth time in 2 weeks. Just to try to to get my back to relax. 4 massages, 3 massage therapists, Ibprofen up the wazoo, ice packs, heating pads, massage pillows... you name it, I've done it. And why? Because my stress is through the roof!

It has taken me far too long to get these up and available for sale, but it's done. Etsy and the website now have dice earrings. It's progress.

It took 4 months, but all funds are depleted and Lion is still job hunting. I'm trying not to panic, but it's there. It's just under the skin screaming that May is doomed.

Why yes, I am a crazy cat lady. Which a big big heart for animals. So let's meet my indoor crew!

Found a new hobby. Insanely peaceful for my headspace for so many reasons. Now I need to get homes made to keep dust out and places to display. Also need more of them....

Blessed Energy Drink, thy caffiene is with thee. Please allow thy sugary liquid to boost me in this coming day. Amen

I swear, I'm making progress in this sewing room. It just doesn't feel like it....

Got a new axe for axe throwing. I'mma long arm girl when it comes to throwing. Now to use it more often and get that arm strength up.

Head's been a lot pf rough spots lately. I'm okay, but I'm not. I'm motivated, but I can't focus. I fear a breakdown is coming soon and I won't stop it if it happens.

Testing new pins. Swap-able pins.

*sneezes* Nyx: pokes his head out from under the couch and WWWWHHHIIINNNEEESSSS at me. How dare I wake him up with a sneeze!! Oh, poor babu...

Lion's job laid him off yesterday. Our guess? A Canadian company is pulling from America. Cheeto's reign is already affecting America.

Current mood

MeowWolf had the perfect ADHD chair.

Teeth extraction scheduled for November 7th. Hopefully the last two I'll need. A cavity will need filling then routine care I hope.

What leather do we need? Veg tan, 2-3oz, 4-6oz. Some pigskin suede. Any buckles? I dunno. do we want to order any strapping too? ... .... The conversations my shopping lists become!

Brain's doing the aggressive bounce around because I am stuck at work, work is all done, and so I want to leave and work on my own stuff now

Pumpkin walk night!

It's been a day of *finally* cleaning the sewing room. Which also meant adding artwork to the walls. Which is a huge thing for me.

Pretty sure this was momenrs before I realized I drank a bbbiiittt too much but this was a fun night

I wanna cry. I've been playing this from day one...

I'm a hat thief

Forgot to wash off my makeup the next morning before I ran off to get caffiene. I was confused on the faces from other people I was getting until I remembered: I dressed dark with makeup to match.

Cake and creamed tea for breakfast? Must be the end of the year at the clinic

They think the box is for them.

Been going through some fun mania thanks to Rough Emotions. These will be debuted at an event in February so I have time to keep maling these.

First post here? Gotta be a cat pic. Internet rules.