Theres no hope left

I find it funny that I never shipped or made headcanon until dandys world And also the fact Forsaken is the reason I got interested in human characters for first time 💥

Aesthetic drawing stuff #art #oc #aesthetic

I prob wont cuz I dont wanna make another Gmail ;-;

I should make a vent acc tbh 🥲

My mindset ever since I existed:

This is how I feel recently

Im growing more and more violent i fear

I want to go back to denial sm,cuz it hurt less like that ;-;

I feels like the hard part of having an oc with DID,is how to accurately show their DID part Cuz the issues is that each DID individual has it differently,which is why it is hard,despite I have read a ton of info about it. I might be also just anxious about it,but yeah

Good news:Im getting over it at least and is dealing with absence of roblox well However,I would go back to playing Roblox again when all these is over,cuz I still care about ALL the game I loved.

Im possibly addicted to Roblox or smth cuz how tf no other game feel the same anymore for me,I just cant find any entertainment that feel the same anymore And I have been emotionally numb for awhile cuz so many things is happening,I just cant feel shi now and I hate this feeling too

Hell yeah With free drinks and snacks of their choice

Owl in Chinese translates to Cat Headed Eagle!

A single accidental join into my friend's game lead to all these Does it worth it? Definitely yes But if it never happened,I would still live on anyway right? But,I feels like Forsaken is the best choice,cuz I gained SO SO MUCH from it that nothing can compare to the amount it has given me

Update on this: Despite I decided I will move on from it,I miss being into Forsaken still Part of me wanna go back to being delusional,but idk If Forsaken didnt impact me that much,I wont miss it that much probably... Only if things would ACTUALLY goes the right way

SPECIAL GUEST:ARTFUL #dandysworld #dieofdeath #artful #Vee #art #roblox #crossover

Im heavily drained off of my energy due to knowing I will lose 90% of my fav game as roblox keep getting more and more worse Idk how to face it,is dont wanna lose everything I loved But maybe I will eventually get through But I wont be the same anymore after that...

Btw,the reason why I still gonna make stuff related to it,is because i dont wanna leave my forsaken oc to rot in a corner and never get used 🥲 Plus,I have a forsaken headcanon blog on Tumblr I really liked and tons of unfulfilled ideas You wont see too much forsaken stuff tho

Im currently trying to find secondary main species I can use for self-insert,cuz cat sometimes reminds me terrible memories I had before 😭 Im considering between Gubby,dog,fox and lizard rn

Puppy's Mr dinosaur house video is so healing I feel more hopeful than before now despite everything going on :D

As long as I exist,distracton exist

Im able to face the truth and accept it now,I can finally move on from it now I will still remember all the good it has,but I gotta move on for the better Thank you Forsaken,for affecting my life positively and help me acknowledge many good stuff,it's a shame that you are made by a terrible person

I decided I will try and let go of Forsaken now,I might still make stuff related to it but I wont play the game anymore I have been delusional over the issues for far too long that it harms my mentality further,but now I realised all these is pointless and I have other things to dwell on

Everything I knew and loved is gone before I can even enjoy enough of it I kinda wish I can go back in time and witness the history myself,instead of being in the time where im watching everything dying rn I dont wanna lose everything,if not what am I even living for atp if things I cared is gone?

If roblox didnt get saved from David,there will be a HUGE void in me of what roblox used to be 70% of my fandom and things I loved will be gone,i will never get to learn more about old roblox and nothing will feel the same for sure Ik we have Polytoria,but the games will be gone

Devesto but Parteehatt #art #ocart #oc #devesto #dieofdeath #furryoc #furry #roblox #robloxoc

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Yeah,it often makes me worry about every possible outcome my word could have and it end up being unnecessary to think that much And that's a good idea for convo starter,but i feels like it only works for ppl that you're close enough or in a group/server(imo btw)

cat

I can't,my social skills is fuked up cuz i overthink and get anxious/nervous,and idk how to even start a conversation normally like everyone does Idk anymore

I cant believe Im starting to miss the sidekick character from TQFTLBC,because the more I think about the fact I wont be playing roblox to support teh protest,the more I feel lonely over not being able to be with them How could I ever found someone that close with me irl?

I listened to this song on the same day where I decided to finish up most of the storyline of TQFTLBC(roblox game),and there's a part of the game that fit this lyrics ^_^

NEW IVYCOMB MUSIC TRACK IS PREMIERING NOW! "OUTER SKIES" www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Trl...

🍋🥧 #lemon #lemonpie #pie #oc #furry #furryoc #furryart #ocart #art #foxstevenson

Drawing my fav character hugging me cuz I have been feeling like shit (Yall can take this as an Y/N ship art since I dont have a self-insert roblox sona for this XP) #roblox #Whistleoccurrence #robloxarg #arg #art #hug

🧡💛🤍🩵💙 #oc #furryoc #furry #art #ocart #aroace #lgbtq #roblox #lgbtqia #parteehatt

I better not having breakdown over my forsaken obsessions again 😭

We never live in a respectful society,we only live on a tolerant society where ppl will always found a reason to disrespect you (A fricking undertale drama give me this thought that has been tormenting me for awhile,I'm not even into undertale...)

Parteehatt and Pienic artstyle test stuff #art #ocart #oc #furryoc #furry

Holy shit one of the headcannon blog mod is on bluesky no wonder they asked me about bluesky in tumblr 💥💥💥💥 But I vent dump pointless stuff on Bluesky often so idk,hope they dont mind too much about these 😭😭😭😭

Pienic (+ alt) #art #oc #furryoc #ocart #roblox #furry

Kms thoughts again I hate everything

I hate myself again...

007n7 with cheese dog ear is my most favourite thing ever ong

Im kinda lazy rn I have so many ideas

Trinket:magic wand Increase skill check size and extraction speed,but decrease stealth (Random fact:I want to make Artful to be most main like non main,since I like to think Artful is a wasted main potential as he met all the requirements to be main but didnt get to be one)

Twisted Artful: He has faster than average speed and average attention span He spawn one wall that block path and and one music box that slows toons down on any part of the map as the map load in(but it wont block machine to prevent softlock)

Stats: Health:★★★ Skillcheck:★★★★★ Speed:★★★ Stamina:★★ Stealth:★★ Extraction:★★★ Ability:music box Slows twisted down in a radius and speed up toons Or Alt.Ability:Walls Place walls that block twisted but let toon pass

DoD x DW idea pt 3 Artful: He would be a magic hat i think He is one of the most popular non-main toon in the gardenview,due to children being interested in his magic He didnt became a main toon for whatever reasons(idk) Might or might not have impostor syndrome