i cant wait for father’s day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!!!!!!!!!!$)$!!)$$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!$$!!)))!)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mother’s day is always hard for me because i feel like i’ve mothered others more than i’ve ever been mothered my whole life. something about this day just feels backwards. none of the cards feel genuine, the gifts, even the essential messages of the day. all of it feels wrong somehow.

how it feels to make progress and grow in yourself and embrace yourself with love and curiosity

period, no baby, sick, explosive diarrhea, giant pimple on forehead day before cap & gown photos… i cannot catch a break

my period was slightly late this month and i genuinely felt so disappointed getting my period today….

atp im just gonna live my life cuz there’s always something that my mom is gonna be pissed at me about😪🌀

(in reference to thinking about my job and salary) dont think it dont say it dont think it dont say it dont think it dont say it

i think i’m having a liiiiiittle bit of a hard time :)

at the point where a psych ward sounds… nice…

siri find a way to pirate project hail mary immediately

:’)

feeling stupid for making a $4k investment into a class to get over my SA and i need my friends to start being supportive instead of gawking at the price because YEAH I KNOW THATS HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME DONT REMIND ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

yall ever lick the blood off your panties just to get a fresh start? (i ask as my two followers are non menstrual cycle havers)

im glad my aunt is dead

i imagine god sounds like aphex twin

"The boy who fell" Friday, April 28th 1989 A car goes by, carrying a boy. Towards the slope, it falls. I am watching this scene. The boy is bleeding to death, horribly. Somehow I am not scared. as though this was an ordinary scene in my life.

thats it im watching the substance today

i wonder if my parents are genuinely proud of me

MY BUTT DID GET BIGGER HOLY SHIT

i think my butt is growing idk

the curse has been lifted i believe this with all my heart

feeling a deep sense of love and loss for my past doomed yuri relationships i hope they’re all doing okay now

dear christmas i hate you

its in full swing now btw

watched it. tears streaming down my face. thank you lady bird

thats it im watching lady bird again tonight

i will never have positive female friendships

how it’s been

ill die

i NEVER want a diagnosis! EVERRRRR!!

i feel the holiday depression creeping in… it feels like goosebumps crawling into your skin

i have the type of depression where i sleep a lot more

im considering moving out of my moms but as much as it may get better if i leave im just not ready to leave my baby sisters

it’s strange feeling like if i were to die everything would fall apart or no one would notice and there’s no in between

my leg burns so bad

i wish i was a vegetable at the grocery store on one of those vegetable shelves where they get misted every so often.

i started crying during sex cuz i thought he looked really good… im cooked dude wtf

i hatr myself sometimes

my leg burns

so,, as it turns out its actually not normal to have cutting yourself as an indicator that you’re about to start your period

hey i have this car

ill eat you

its me and my bush against the world tbh

how much aura did i lose for crying hysterically immediately after we both came at the same exact time..

posting about worldly issues is just so exhausting to me. its not like i don’t post bc im scared or anything, or bc i dont care, its just bc i know my platform wont have any meaningful impact so why exhaust myself stressing about posting every political activity happening right now???

i think my friends have personality disorders