there's a before and after you, and in the after… i feel incomplete💔 i know that somehow, your soul is still close, and every memory of you gives me strength to keep going, never forgetting that you took a part of me that won't come back, but you also left all that i am love you forever liam🧸❤️

6 months without you and i still keep hoping this isn’t real, that someone will say it was all a mistake, that you'll just show up, smiling, like always.

i love him so dearly 🥹

we ain't angry at you love, you're the greatest thing we've lost ❤️

dating apps are so fucking boooring

happy birthday to the love of my life 💖

Louis doing anything Me:

i love seeing my boys out there after all these years but I just can't shake the feeling of sadness that's weighing me down. liam would've been there, so proud of his boys 💔

i think i just died dead

being a corporate girl it's so hard sometimes, jesus christ i'm the younger and sometimes i feel like i'm working with babies who doesn't ever know how to communicate

Goodbyes are bittersweet But it's not the end, I'll see your face again I miss you Liam💔

my bestie invited me to another family's reunion, I'm being adopted at this point 😭i love it

"it's easy to talk about recovering.healing,geting over. moving on from a loved one's death until you are standing on the talest mountain made of pain and love looking in every direction and you can truly see with your own eyes that the land of grief has no end" miss u so fucking much that it hurts

baby girl

i hate not having time to be here, i have so much work to do that it's frustrating :(

hate is feeling that wednesdays brings, i hate that you're not here I'll do anything to bring you back baby 💔🧸

i've had such an exhausting and overwhelming day, so i'm off to bed to read this fanfic and pass out until it's time to head back to work again 🤧

happy new year✨ 2024 was so fucking hard and painful. i hope this year is kinder, bringing us strength, joy, and moments to heal💖love you all

loosing u feels like losing a part of myself you were there for me in ways no one else could understand❤️without you there's this huge aching hole in my chest, it feels like something inside me is broken and can never be fixed, it's hard to breathe without you here liam love you always and forever🧸✨

the grief is suffocating 💔

he should be here, celebrating, bringing light like he always did. instead, all that's left is this unbearable emptiness. i miss him more than words can ever say 💔

i am so fucking single

there's an argentinian who i sending me beers, no babe I'm gay as hell

what was that 😬

merry christmas 🎄💖

i was feeling like shit and i took some time off from social media, but i'm back

the pain is going nowhere to be honest

two months without you, and it still doesn't feel real. the pain of your absence is overwhelming. i love you forever, and i wish you were here with all my heart liam 💔

i want to go to my house, but i can't bc it's too latee 🙃

going to be so hungover tomorrow ffs

missing him all the time

had a nice birthday for the first time in a while🤍

wish i hadn't seen that

I really hate seeing the numbers 1993-2024

i don't want to be ungrateful, but i hate to see those numbers in there

I'm arriving to work and today it's my birthday, and the first gift was this. i burst into tears immediately

i hate the feeling that wednesdays bring

my birthday is soo soon AAAAAAAAAA

yesterday was the day of candles in my country, but i feel so depressed that i didn't even want to light one :(

btw i feel so gorgeous today!!

so angry with the fact that he should be here celebrating with us 💔

guys, if you had the chance, would you rather have dinner with harry or go on a road trip with him? 👀👀

hope this year my birthday feels special :(

song checkpoint: quote this with what song you're listening to or the last song you listened to

truth be told: i suck at the gym

I'm scared, hope zayn it's okay

this guy at work thinks I'm stupid 🙃