Hoy I'm Star also known as Starhead I'm an amateur artist and wannabe game designer who mostly hyperfixate on cute twinks I also draw and make pixel art support me on kofi if you want to and maybe in the future I'll open comms!

No taro sadly... (Amazing art though!)

Oh yeah I think some politician guy died or something idk

Omg I going to get a job

Birthday today

I've been extremely unsure about my skill as an artist mostly because I feel like I could've been a lot better if I started taking drawing seriously sooner but school work and the pandemic held me back so I feel as if I'm barely catching up this goes for all of my passionate skills I want to pursue

I'm getting so tired of my parents constantly nagging me about getting a job or preparing me to "handle" a job I swear I'm getting tired of their shit if I haven't already been overwhelmed with finally being able to fully focus on my hobbies and trying to not be depressed

Man summer break is nearing the end and I feel as if I'm not ready yet to actually start being responsible although I have been trying to get my shit together finally I'm just really nervous getting a job for the first time and I'll be focusing my time on learning art and coding mostly

I really haven't been productive lately or at all this summer I've been mostly too depressed, lazy, hesitant, and unmotivated to draw or work on any projects I'm kinda disappointed in myself that I didn't doodle every day or just learn how to actually make drawing fun again

Some shitty doodles I've done

Should I play black souls it just got announced on steam and it looks interesting and reminds me of fear and hunger although I've heard there's some messed up things you can do in the game so I'm not really sure

Can no one else access wplace or is it just me?

Man it's really sad how a lot of my twitter moots are not on bluesky or maybe they just forgot about me

I recently beat GTA IV and it's a masterpiece

Maybe I should cut down on social media usage as I'm feel like I'm slowly becoming a doomer

I'm still pretty depressed and miserable have a feeling this is going to be a common feeling throughout my adult life now

It's kinda sad that I'm genuinely thinking about killing myself if AI gets too advanced and artists will just be replaced forever

even though it is pride month I've never actually came out to my family not because they're homophobic or anything I just still feel embarrassed when it comes to opening up to my family in general also being bisexual (at least to me) isn't a really HUGE thing like oh I also love boys too so what?

oh yeah I have a ko-fi btw it's Ko-fi.com/starhead20 I'm not accepting any commission right now but if you want you could support me I guess

So apparently Sean chiplock is a bad person this fucking sucks

I can't do anything but cry right now I feel so hopeless like my life is about to end there's so many things I regret

and now there's been tension going on with the US and Iran again fuck my life

I made chibi Astrum

Idk why but I really hate ui designs like this mostly Nintendo is the biggest offender I know that does this

Some sketches I did that I forgot to post (ignore the stuff on top I'm doing drawing exercises)

I always hate the guilty feeling of not being productive enough whenever I try to relax and just play games when I could be improving my art skills.

I finalized the first map and made some progress on chapters 2,3 and 4.

Man I've actually been more productive lately ever since I graduated it's really weird I've been focusing more on organizing, writing down ideas, drawing/doing pixel art, and working on my projects it's really weird honestly

Idk why but I just don't really have any motivation to do anything today not even play games it's weird

I don't really know what to draw or make pixel art of RN give me some character to draw or make pixel art of

Stupid title screen I made for a shitty SRPG studio game I'm making (with a map example)

I made (or tried to make) Will in the style of atlus other game Stella Deus since the protagonist Spero looked kinda similar to him I guess #atlus #MetaphorReFantazio #Metaphor #art #pixelart

a little something I'm working on

Just graduated! I'm finally free

So I got registered for selective service and that means there's a chance I'll get drafted fuck my life

Fantasy life I is a pretty fun game

man I love the steam next fest but my adhd ass can't finish a single demo

I've been feeling a lot better working on practicing drawing, pixel art, and my game demo that I'll hopefully get done soon also probably not try to vent as much as I find it a little embarrassing to

I finally made my finished design of my OC/Avatar Astrum! Once I get better at drawing I will probably do a full design showcase or something like that in the future #pixelart #oc #art

I'm gonna try to isolate myself from politics and general news that's going on right now just for my mental health so I can relax and focus on learning art or game design

slowly losing my faith in humanity or whatever little left of it that is

Finally done with school I'll take a few weeks to relax after graduation and stuff then I'll try to draw more and work on other things

There's a lot of things that have been building up a lot of stress and anxiety mostly AI, politics, my future/adult life, and basically how the world (mostly America) feel like it's crashing down every day

I fear that I'm not going to be able to handle adult life

with games getting more and more deep character customization I'm really hoping for more games to add a handedness option because I can count like 3 games that have that

Oh yeah happy month where corporations pretend to like us

I made nanashi's final design in the style of the early concepts of 1bitheart #art #pixelart #1bh #1bitheart

I drew nanashi again

It's really sad that AI is a better artist than me

I also tried to make my oc in vroid so I can port to unity it's pretty shit since I don't have the skills (or money) to add better assets and stuff to it I at least drew the textures myself for the face and eyes