new adopt!

where's the suspiciously wealthy neurosurgeon furry when i need them please bro i'll draw ur giga titty macro oc i just need money to stay alive rn

mrgh need to go to the dentist still but im trying very hard to bolster my mom, recently spend $300 on the car once again asking if anyone has any need for a comm, design work, etc pls hmu. if you know anyone looking for artwork for any reason hmu also

listening to happy funky nintendo music while fantasizing about goring the people who have manipulated and lied to/about you in horrific ways is truly the way to live i think starting to understand the whole "silly murderer" aesthetic a lot of music artists roll with

reminding everyone my comms are open rn <:3

i hate when chuds say stupid shit like "ts so [insert negative adjective]" about extremely successful shit it's extremely telling when ppl are just desperate for attention but THAT is some grade a ragebait LMAO i hate it so gd much

also will be doing another adopt batch :o

Wanted to say thanks again to everyone supporting me in my time of need right now. Was able to help my mom with the car this month, have enough for rent, and will have enough to pay for my new phone bill. Was wondering if anyone was interested in comms still, I'd love to do a few to get PLZA <:3

"idk why suicide rates of men in their 20s to 30s is so high" imagine being at your most emotional and having to grow up the most in a world where everyone views you as a monster just for what's between your legs and how it makes your brain function

what i'm learning more and more in media is that people don't actually want sex object characters in media. they want well written characters they can DRAW as sex objects look at pomni and jax or most characters from deadlock lol

Don't forget! Drawpile's moderation team sympathizes with groomers. Don't use official Drawpile hosts. Use the unofficial ones. Drawpile's moderators are a bunch of elmer's eaters.

isn't it weird how bad people are often the ones in control

something i genuinely can't stop thinking about is the fact that Bluestrings implied that because I asked for it at 17 that I was in any way responsible for what happened to me victim blaming is insane

this is all i can imagine drawpile moderators looking like after someone told me they depicted one as a stonetoss character

have been appreciating all of the support, even the small bits help a ton as it means i can treat myself or my mom or dad to take the stress off while the larger bits of support can be used for primarily my bills and meds. thank you everyone <:')

Screaming into the void but I know I'll never reach resolution. The only true answer is nonexistence.

All because of two users. Bittermimikyu and Woefullymedic. These two users did everything in their power to try and ruin my life socially, and they sure as shit succeeded.

As if the word of some random porn artist was put against the word of some divine entity. Like mine means less, they simply decreed it untruth and went on their merry way. I guess the reward is that they can continue to interact with their pedophile friends. True colors, and all of that.

All the while Drawpile continues to foster an environment where more children will fall victim to the same mechanics of manipulation and the same manipulators. And you know the worst part? They told me I lied to them.

Melodramatic, I know, but who can blame me? I don't have a life. I miserably crawl along to the amusement of others. I'm a temporary engagement. An obsession, maybe, or an object. Always to be cast aside, eventually. A toy, a used up tube of toothpaste.

Twenty year old women. Three of them, and an adult man. TheNars, Chompyghost/Chompinky, Indigoop and DukeNukeThem. Varying degrees of sexual interaction. Always telling me that it was normal to act that way, all of them.

Being corrupted in your youth by sexual deviants makes you look a lot like them, I guess. You become... I don't know. Less than human in the eyes of others. A diagnosed hypersexual. Filth. A creature, not a person.

My life is a miserable cycle of hating myself for things it feels like I didn't do but ultimately did. My father is dying. My mother has heart disease. My friends abandoned me. I don't know what to do with myself.

There you have it. After my father was diagnosed with terminal cancer, the scumfucks running Drawpile message me telling me I'm permanently banned from community sessions. The pedophile who groomed me was not banned permanently, for context.

I don't want to have to but I do have another design I'm looking to sell. In desperate need of money right now and I have this girl with a good few pieces of artwork made of her. If you're interested let me know, please.

i wasn't originally going to ask but this is my ko-fi if you could donate even $5 if you have spare dough i'd appreciate it, we're going to need the support (me, my mother and my brother) ko-fi.com/redactedinli...

ct results came back dad is full of cancer i guess. inoperable and late-stage, very aggressive, not sure what we're going to do...

i'm already miserable lately now i'm being told that my father has a mass in his chest with a 60% likelihood to be tracheal cancer i'm not going to beg for handouts but please, if anyone is interested in the characters i have up for sale atm i'd like them gone so i can stress less abt rent

sincerely what is the fucking point anymore

five hundred dollars a month, minimum, to stay alive and keep paying rent all the while i still have to pay for my own food and other belongings so i usually am only eating one or two meals a day all the while i want to draw what i want, but can't, and the stuff i draw for money doesn't sell either.

not a new adopt but i decided to clean up her design also playing with the idea of moving to design more transfem adopts tho i don't wanna step on sensitive territory too much but yea... transfem bunny girl with FAT knockers and booty oh and piercings bc piercings are hot

robot bunny servant adopt maybe?

botha these gals with the big boobs are also designs i still need to sell! if you're interested in either of em i'll sell em for 50 each or 80 for both :]

adopt! she's available for those interested pachirisu shorty

i feel like my femboy adopts are just better LMAO maybe i should switch to doing those more often

adopt designs im workin on rn punky pachirisu girl and a paldean wooper boy in a swimsuit

nothing has made me question my self worth in life more than my trans and cis female friends openly talking about how things are better when theyre made by women or the characters are women

fine i'll make my own cool powerarmor guy with uhhh.. black... jack?

some more old alphys art #nsfw #alphys

sad

what's the point nobody cares anymore

feeling utterly fucking miserable

what's the point if everyone hides from me

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nothing makes me frown harder than seeing one of my greater artistic niches being picked up by other ppl sometimes

bro im such a little hater sometimes this one mf shows up on my fyp and im like "ew"

ok but why haven't i seen any art of nicole when she's a barbarian she's bad as fuck

sad