scratching my balls

cosmo (spider oc)

if i started a petition to get my groomer's ban on drawpile extended from temporary to permanent would people sign it?

we all imagine ourselves a little cooler

WHAT

imagine if every minor who gets groomed online gets treated this way lol!

reposting with better wording: 5+ years ago, when i was a minor, I engaged sexually with an adult. The adult humored and accepted the interaction, and interacted in kind back. I'm being banned for 4 days for this offense as it was "against the rules".

I'd sincerely like to know how you can pin the blame of getting groomed on a minor when as an adult there is literally a fucking block button

@chompinky.bsky.social manipulated and sexually engaged with me as a minor and continued to do so after learning I wasn't the legal age of consent (17), expressed she was excited for my turning 18 so we could publicly date, etc. Do with that info what you will.

remember: if you're a little boy, and you asked for it and didn't take no for an answer, it's all your fault that you wound up having phone sex with a woman in her mid twenties and got strung along ! lol !

gonna start reposting old art soon

It just kind of hit me how heavy Finn saying "I always figured I'd go out saving somebody" is. Bro, he said this when he was 17. He was still a teenager and was convinced he was going to be killed in the line of duty protecting those he holds dear.

hey im super behind but does anyone know why in the fuck the US president was trying to annex greenland like i actually CANNOT wrap my brain around it. bro was like "i wants it"

Tired...

i love you rafa borderlands 4

oh yeah she finally blocked me so i feel comfortable saying this is the (insert profane name here) that basically sexually manipulated me before i became an adult i didn't say this stuff because i thought it would negatively reflect on me but idrc anymore lol

the internet is a brutal cycle of having bad experiences with objectively bad people and their friends being like "idc that happened you're threatening my precious mootie by expressing that :(" i feel so alienated sometimes and especially right now

antimony #oc #sfw #art

i can only hope to draw as good as and with the level of consistency that bersee does someday

Huge 🍖🍖

maybe i do just kind of suck idk

i somehow get the ominous feeling that resolving 7+ years of psychological trauma is going to come at the cost of friends im trying to make i swear to god

mad because i wanna get an energy drink but no money in my bank acc...

gender envy is so fucked up i see lesbians and go "man being a girl is awesome you can just be cute and not make people recoil"

basically the pattern i'm seeing is people only care about supporting you when it's convenient to them and they try to refund when an artist who's artwork they like more or they know they can get faster has an opening

by the way i am going to start a mass cull of my commissioner base like no offense but i can't have people dangling refunds or anything like that over my head. i'm too poor lmao

have to make up rent while i try to finish gamejam assets eurgh

something interesting i think about a lot is how the term "futanari" recently went through this whole thing where people labelled it as a kind of "slur" or "insensitive" term... and it kind of had me thinking like- isn't that exact stance insensitive as well?

love watching my stupid fuck groomer leave a drawpile session after trying to act buddy-buddy and throw shade and realizing i can throw shade that hits way deeper and makes them look way more fucking stupid like can you fuck off into a dark hole and never crawl out already please

Now; I'm more than capable of paying rent someplace. I can easily make upwards of ~800 CAD if I work hard in a month. But I have medical bills (my medications) and I'd need to live with someone- like a roommate. I don't really have anyone to ask as nobody I know has any room atm.

Interesting and sudden development: My mom just said probably the most disgusting thing she's ever said. I don't want to live in this home anymore, man. And she's threatening to have me kicked out/remove me from her house. And throw my shit out of the window.

i'm thinking of making an alt to post my more questionable interests on just because i know it'd do numbers <:') i just don't want it to be associated with the name "Redacted" so it might be under an entirely different alias.

big boys #sfw #oc #male #cyborg

need to do some test posts using alt text

does anyone else get extremely uncomfortable when someone you KNOW hates you for reasons you genuinely don't know shows up somewhere you are like there are these ppl that frequent a board i've been frequenting lately and they lowk HATE hate me and idk why lol, and when they leave im like PHEW

one of the funniest moments in adventure time is still hands down when Finn points at LSP and goes "Kill her."

wish it was possible to get pokemon cards :(

Mania getting knocked up for @welwraith.bsky.social :3c #nsfw #cumflation #oc #Mania

still not a huge fan of having my shit erased on drawpile just out of a spur of the moment thing like idfc if i wasn't active for a day or two but i was asked abt a drawing and i was like "oh yeah im waiting for someone!" and they just. erased it???? maybe don't? lol? i wanted that saved?

yk when you forget to brush your hair for like 1 or two days and it gets to a point where you have a mat in your hair like am i the only one here that has that... my hair is so long and thick for a guy and its annoying

i've been having fun on drawpile lately but it's so hard to focus when one of the ppl that used to manipulate and groom ts out of me is just sitting there having a good time LMAO like wtf do i even do. fucker is on every board i can't have shit

the more i make designs for risk of rain the more i kind of realize how creatively bankrupt the game is in so many ways which is REALLY frustrating the issue being that it really is just "space and aliens!" and refuses to elaborate on the cooler lore which leaves too much up to interpretation.

malware #oc

#sfwart big mans

please tell me why my mother is trying to convince me ICE would be good to have in Canada guys we're so fucking cooked