So I impulsively bought a button maker... Maybe it will entice me into drawing again~

Sorry I've not been very active here, RP has taken over my life again lol. And my friend is in and out of hospital (just scheduled appointments not like, from being sick) so I'm a lil bit stressed too. I'll try to get back to drawing things soon~

The diary is getting fuller~

:)c I am about to line this out and ruin it with colour~ #Varka #GenshinImpact #wipsandsketches

I'm love him <3 #varka #genshinimpact #wipsandsketches

So another consultation with my friend today, and they've been prescribed this super extreme medication that's going to make them sick before they get better. Listening to it all in the doctors office today, with them truly hit me like a train

My friend want this on a sweater. So I obliged and It looks so fucking good!! #genshinimpact #myart #Flins

I really want to draw something... but I don't know what I want to draw. Help :C

:3 #flins #genshinimpact

He so purdy~ #flins #genshinimpact #wipsandsketches

Gonna try again with that good ole colour~ My buddy wants stickers <3 #Flins #genshinimpact

HC where Varka would like Flins to wear real people clothes instead of the ones chosen with his shapeshifting abilities so he can watch him take them off~ #Flins #genshinimpact

A finished thing for a change!!! Not perfect, and I am still working out CSP BUT I think I'm doing okay~ #Varka #genshinimpact

I think I've fallen in love with this guy... #Varka #Genshinimpact #wipsandsketches

Man I forgot how much I missed RPing on tumblr, pickled up a few new characters to try out and it feels so new and refreshing!!

So it's actually my birthday today!! (we went for the birthday meal saturday because of people working and stuff) and look what my friend got for meeeee~ #genshinimpact #varka #flins

I'm not even sorry~ #varflins #genshinimpact #wipsandsketches

It's been a while since I posted a sketchy sketch, I started this today. I am so soft for them #varflins #genshinimpact

When someone on tumblr is so bitter that I don't want to associate with them anymore, so they try to start a baseless smear campaign against me by sending hateful things about me to my main RP partner who just so happens to be my IRL best friend AND roommate lol.

Just got back from Jimmie's Killer Prawns for my birthday meal and my GOD i am so full of lobster it's not even funny

Bro... Do you mind?

Brain worms while I wait for my client, is that Cloud would make a lousy Turk, but the idea of him in a nice suit and being bent over Rufus' desk is very appealing to me 🤔

So every day for a while now, I log in here, I see things, get SUPER MAD then leave. Do I need to quit looking at the feed? Or do I need a proper break from it?

After a rewatch of The Tudors I was in the mood for a little medieval fantasy, GoT disappointed me so much with that final season so I was so worried about giving HotD a go. I'm 4 episodes in... and honestly, it's really not grabbing me at all. It's so boring, fam I'm a bit sad I don't like it.

Why do chips take so long to cook in the oven...? I'm so fucking hungry :C

Just spent most of my afternoon off work building a computer chair lol. An early birthday present from my friend and roommate, and honestly it was SO WORTH IT! It's so comfy like a bed, I love it so much

I am so FREAKING HAPPY that I'm actually enjoying this software now, I no longer feel stupid~ #Varflins #genshinimpact #wipsandsketches

Isn't it kind of heartbreaking when you feel like you just don't fit anywhere? Meh

I think I'm starting to get it lads 😭 #varflins #genshinimpact #wipsandsketches

Best sketch I've whipped up in a long while~ I love them #varflins #genshinimpact #wipsandsketches

I know I keep saying it, but I love the pencils~ Also, these two live rent-free in my head lately #VarFlins #Varka #KyryllChudomirovichFlins #Flins #GenshinImpact #wipsandsketches

Gonna have a rewatch of The Tudors while I draw some self-indulgent VarFlins because why not?

Today I am going to tidy up my computer desk and try to draw! I think a few things are going on with me which has been blocking my creativity lately.

I'm in one of those moods where I can't settle on an activity, and my brain being all: "The game you're playing is boring." "You're crap at writing." "You're even WORSE at drawing, don't even try, lol." Like... I want to do SOMETHING but she won't let me because I apparently suck at everything :C

Hospital again today, here's hoping it starts to calm down a bit now that my buddy is getting the treatment they need to live a relatively pain free life. Like, I hate hospitals, but the NHS has really come through for them and I am so happy to see their health improve so much!

So my friend who lives with me has been having routine tests done to sort out their meds, and I've been chaperoning. Honest to God, I would do ANYTHING for them, I love them so damn much. But I am mighty tired of hospitals now 😭

Just spent the last 2 hours watching Ladyhawke with my friend. Ah, things you do for a new RP plot xD And no, I had never seen it before today... It was pretty good!

Dearest Flins. You're hard to draw. Go fuck yourself. Thanks.

I do adore the pencils~ #GenshinImpact #Flins #wipsandsketches

Am headache free tonight! So once I've had dinner, I shall DRAW!! Genshin Impact again, though... sorry xD Varka and Flins are kinda taking up space in the ole head meat.

So I'm being bullied into going to a cosplay event next year... Time to stop being fat I guess 😞

I really wanted to draw again tonight but I've had this splitting tension headache all day, and medication isn't touching it. Someone come scoopout my brain pls 😭

MY PINS ARE HERE!! LOOK HOW CUTE! #sefikura #fandommerch

I love Varka! I love blondes, it's official! #varka #genshinimpact #wipsandsketches

So I'm watching I Swear and was gonna draw at the same time but instead I'm sitting here crying my eyes out.

This was a sketch I had no intention of finishing, so I'm going to use it to practice colouring on this thing. It's no secret that I'm, well, really fucking ✨struggling✨ with this bit lol. I keep looking at CSP's assets, desperately searching for the perfect brush to render with but no luck yet 😅

So I bit the bullet yesterday and paid Adobe off. I'm not happy about it, and I also let them know how scummy they are for it in the comments box, not that it will make a difference. But it's gone, I can't fall back on it anymore, so tomorrow I will resume trying to make CSP work for me ;u;

So I'm working on my clients inner thigh today, and they have a Sephiroth tattoo on the back of their calf and he's staring into my fucking soul Dx

Experimenting today 👀 Always wanted to make one, and I have this image already sketched out, and ready for tweaking so we'll see~ #CloudStrife #wipsandsketches