I got kicked from the therapy program btw lmfao, I was sick for multiple days but they deemed me not sick enough and thought I should have still gone + said I should just learn coping mechanisms to deal with my chronic pain xP

If I were to die , I'd want to be bleeding out by a lake in the snow as the cold wrapped it's comforting freezing blanket around as I faded in and out of consciousness . <3

sighsss, I forgot about bluesky but whateverrrr.... Technically I'm supposed to start healing because I'm in another therapy program but I don't actually care, I just can't cut on my arms anymore </3 (I'll post pictures again soon trust...)

I know my account has a warning on it rn but whatever

BRO.

#ricecakesky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky first day of ACTUALLY restricting and counting calories who cheered side note; why does everything have so many calories 💔

okay guys I'm going to LOCK IN and actually starve myself this summer so I can stop being so fat and fit into my favorite clothes (I'm like 140 lbs right I hate it </3)

#shbky #slitsky #shbsky too tired to do my left arm tonight but hehe (I know my room is dirty RAH)

#shbky #slitsky #shbsky I think I'm actually becoming addicted to cvtting, I NEED my arms to be cvtspo/scarspo I'm in the middle of another sesh which I'll post over I'm done ughhh I need more beans.

#shbky #slitsky #shbsky small sesh i did two days ago that I forgot to post... god, i need to start doing bigger seshs than just like three or four cuts at a time but I don't have enough bandaids or wtv to cover that in public,,,

#shbky #slitsky #shbsky I hit SOMETHING because ow ow ow one of the cuts started gushing out blood and it fucking STINGS- more than the beans cut... It's fine I applied pressure for a bit bit and it slowed but ugh I kinda feel light headed </3

any tips to start starving yourself when you don't have access to a scale or healthy food often....?? #anasky #edbsky #anabsky

"I'm going to start restricting my food intake" *binges for the hundred time again*

happy pride Month by the way!!! i love all of my fellow queens <3 whether your identity is seen as invalid or is mocked!!

#shbky #slitsky #shbsky eurghsds it's the last week of school and there's big events happening so I can't really cut on my arm because I still have healing cuts on my arms as well BUT I'M SOOO making more beans afterwards <3 My favorite person's name ♡♡♡

#shbky #slitsky #shbsky Guess who's parent accidentally left out changes for their razor while I was staying over? :P Brought one home, took the blades out and just one swipe with some pressure does deep starts with beans peeking through ♡♡♡

paranoia that everyone in your life secretly hates you and wish you'd shut the fuck up, especially the person you enjoy talking to the most

pspsps....

#shbky #slitsky #shbsky bad quality small styros + healing baby beans :3