arcareafact anniversary…. ummm i dont think i can draw for that 🔥 maybe ill draw one member and thats it SORRYYYY😭

having an addiction to drawing is really annoying especially when you arent actually that good at it (sad)

i scratch my left arm when depressed or stressed so much it has a tough texture now o_o i had put off trimming my nails like a week ago cuz i wanted maximum scratching efficiency, but it got in the way of daily life so yea (who cares why are we talking about this)

new project…. i love copium SHIZUKU MV- *gets shot in head*

yay starting soon i didnt forget the premiere this time

bruh pretend there isnt dust on the wendy i didn’t clean it properly LOL

my current favourite characters inori kanata wendy zeref

六七😂😂😂😂🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

YAY

happy birthday wendy !

WHOOPS!

ウエンディちゃん〜〜！お誕生日おめでとう〜〜！　#SB69ファン創作

bruh i just woke up i think my tweet for wendy didnt schedule properly

i scheduled it for a couple hours from now, but i hope my Wendy birthday artwork reaches people it took me very long using mostly my left hand (about 69% left, the rest right hand) so it took a lot of effort and pain i want to spread the beauty of Wendy in my artwork, so im excited for it to post 🥹

夢

had some drinks and hurt myself a little and i feel really good now after feeling completely empty all day maybe ill draw

my default mood is getting lower and lower….

im excited for Wendy’s birthday i have to improve my mood and condition to celebrate happily…. she means a lot to me…. 🥹

im not even a professional artist… im just a hobby artist, and this is already my limit its like my life is ending because art is all i have, im not good for anything else im so defeated…. nothing is fun anymore

both my arms ache inside so bad i dont know why this is happening i havent finished my wendy birthday artwork this is hell

omg now my left wrist is aching this is just stupid what do i even do

left hand wendy

recent art of zeref from fairy tail

aughhh i need to go back to the hand therapy place, but i just dont have the money…. it probably wont help either

hmm havent drawn much sb/69 outside of the Wendy birthday art im working on because im drawing dark things with characters that suit it, theres not really any super depressed characters in sb/69 so it feels out of place o_o

iwant to feel a pain greater that my wrist ache so i can forget about it

didn’t scratch myself today 🔥

oh yeah left hand rosia from other day

im getting close to finishing the Wendy artwork with a mix of left and right hand (mostly left) im so nervous for the finished product >_<

this constant wrist pain combined with everything else making me thinking about doing something drastic every day cant even lie 😂😂😂🔥

why is every thought so painful its so damn parhetic..

LRT the most surprising and interesting fact to me is Selen and Orion being “one character” in the first concept…. beautiful

showbyrock.fanbox.cc/posts/3891227 やっぱミューモン誕生秘話って最高 フルネーム出てるし

oops i never finished my Cavalleria artwork….. hahh i probably wont make the entry window for charaforio in time

why am i trying so hard…drawing my non dominant hand is just crazy someone could just generate an artwork that would look better than the shit im doing yeah i have passion and want to keep drawing but it means nothing and im hurting myself every time i draw i feel so depressed… i hate everything

im trying really hard to continue art but its so depressing that i cant even be happy…. drawing is my whole life , why did this happen to me

please keep supporting me, im drawing entirely with my left hand now 🥀

trying to recover my wrist so i can start drawing Wendy, but its just not calming down at all im really sad… 😢😢😢 still got some time, but im worried 🥶 i dont want to draw something sloppy and halfassed with my left hand for her nooo

having to draw with my left hand again🥀 heres some practice artworks of Zeref from fairy tail

i want to draw for Wendy’s birthday but im honestly losing my strength in my wrist more than i expected it will be very difficult to create something for her, and im worried…. even had to skip valentines art💔 i hope i can make a good drawing in time…. its getting so bad 💔💔💔

wish i didn’t forget it was Aion’s birthday i could’ve brought the Aion plush out with me today 😭😭😭🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀 baka

wrist condition got bad again ;-; uuug

drew my favourite dokoyubi members after about 3 years

なるほどね　あるかれぼっちゃんず、恵方巻下手くそ選手権してほしい

LOLOLOL glad im not the only one thinking Joe’s pose was really funny (light hearted)