This prompt was for wen qing/mianmian. I personally am a big fan of wen qing being the heartthrob of cloud recesses summer school... she's so dreamy she'll patch you up and MAYBE MORE #WenQing #Mianmian #LuoQingyang #TheUntamed #CQL

Finally filling some art prompts from tumblr: this one was 'Wen Ning trying to stop a lamb or lambs from eating his sleeves and/or bush disguise' #WenNing #TheUntamed #CQL

No to writing, yes to attempting to install linux on my old laptop (I already have a windows desktop and a chromebook, I don't really *need* another device, but both chrome and windows have become SO nannyish in their recent forms and I have nothing to lose)

Absolutely Struggling with writing this year so far, as per, but just managed to finish the draft of the next chapter of the cloud recesses pwp thing. Editing will be a nightmare but I'll take this small success

Defrosting the freezer on a whim because god I need to succeed at *something*

Failed my driving test this afternoon. One stupid error. Utterly despondent. It's still really difficult getting a test slot in the uk, so "just keep taking it until you pass" is not the comfort people seem to think it is

I have never seen such utter insanity as the "if you liked heated rivalry watch this" recommendation posts on tumblr

Relevant to last repost, wangxian fic idea I've been playing with in my head this week that I'll probably never write: timeloop, but just for the evening they spend in the jingshi in episode 43

Good night! #TheUntamed 🐰🐰 #CQL #WangXian

Can't remember if I said I started baldur's gate 3 from scratch and it's going MUCH BETTER THIS TIME. I just got to pet a baby owlbear, I may as well quit here

the older i get the faster time goes by and the more it makes sense to me when vampires in fiction are like "yeah didn't really do anything for 30 years just kinda took it easy"

Fiinally finished stranger things, which was fine. As always could have done with 100% less military, every time the show had a hard on for guns and bombs was time for me to scroll through tumblr. I liked the big silly monster fight though

Unfortunately it seems that seeing a list of "things that are different in the book" and thinking "well that sounds fucking wretched" is just a common life experience for me now

A little owl doodle for a Tuesday afternoon

It's 10pm on a Tuesday so the perfect time for living room neighbour to pump up the bass, I guess! Also bedroom neighbour just went out so expecting to be woken in the early hours when she returns 👍👍👍

Read a 2020 fic (which I'd seen recced) and honestly so inspired. Like this is what floats my boat, good old fashioned canonverse getting-together casefic. God there's been some tasty casefic written for this fandom

did GYWO for the first time last year and absolutely obliterated my avg yearly word counts. nothing has ever motivated me this much to continue consistently writing throughout the year. strongly encourage any fic writers here to join if you want to have a year long goal w accountability community

First driving lesson after the holidays and I did everything wrong. My test is next week. Why

"he would make such a good top because he's so big and strong" christ on a cracker Reading all the bad takes in the heated rivalry tag on tumblr is my new self harm

So great when there's A Correct Answer am I right

Today has been a day of pushing through with Imperfect Actions rather than just immediately abandoning all my resolutions. Sure I had three naps and didn't get out of my pyjamas. But I also tidied away the decorations and did a bit of cleaning, and wrote 400 words, and did a little bit of drawing

Don't mind me, I have fallen back into the rabbithole that is #criticalrole #shadowgast #m9 #mightynein

The morning update is 606 writers. Surely there are another 67 writers who will make the decision TODAY to commit to their writing life in 2026. Supportive community? Flexible, no-penalty goals? Motivation and inspiration? What's there to lose? getyourwordsout.dreamwidth.org/930533.html

New year goals once again devolving into "just. Be better. Fucking Be Better."

It's 6am. I've been awake since midnight, at which point I'd had about an hour's sleep. Neighbour has finally shut up and cat has finally settled, but I'm now TOO TIRED TO SLEEP and my throat is too dry and I feel like I can't breathe happy birthday to me

I haven't drawn anything for so long, guys. I'm trying to get back into it. This prompt for 'tentative kiss' has been sitting in my tumblr inbox since April, but better late than never #wangxian #TheUntamed

time surely flies... #LanWangji #LanSizhui #dadji

"nothing happens between christmas and new year" WRONG. My birthday happens, the most important thing of all, and we are close to the 42nd occurrence of me not getting to have a party because Nothing Happens Between Christmas and New Year

Oh no I guess alt text also shows up in searches, I didn't consider that

lol though pleased to find one person on tumblr being so brave and so true (the pacing actually didn't bother me but I hated the hole line. Haaaaaaated iiiiiit)

Need to stop seeing 'gay hockey show is Groundbreaking for the queer community' takes. Incorrect. Maybe groundbreaking for the 'actually-hot erotica' community. Likely for the 'adapting mediocre fanfiction into something pretty good actually' community

Fear I may give myself food poisoning by accidentally using the knife I cut the raw chicken with to check the cooked chicken was cooked (I tried to cut the bit it touched out but who knows if I succeeded) This would be an appropriately rubbish way to end 2025 tbh

Save me, a narrow bridge reread and winter white noise youtube, save me

I forgot they don't have awards ceremonies outside the US

Tried to go to bed at 11pm. Cat would not settle until 2. Neighbour woke me up at 3. Moved to try and sleep on sofa at 4. Cat now won't settle again

OMG DID THEY FINALLY MAKE PINING WHILE FUCKING CANON FINALLYYYYY (that's me)

Already feeling trapped and desperate for connection and it's only the 21st, this bodes well (for the time of year when everyone disappears into their own social commitments) (I spend christmas on my own by choice) (historically this has been great) (I'm not sure about this year)

Good morning! #TheUntamed 🐰🐰 #CQL #WangXian

#cql #theuntamed #jiangwanyin / #jiangcheng #gusubunny

Arsehole neighbour back to shouting and screeching along to loud music (currently 5.30am, started an hour ago). It's been a couple of months of only having the late night banging and thudding, I had forgotten how deeply irritating this particular brand of noise is

I have to get back to fanart because I am only ever seeing pairings with exaggerated size differences (in many different fandoms) and it's actually driving me insane Make what you love but also I am starving for just a hint of variety

Hmm ultimately wasn't sure about 10Dance. It felt a bit disjointed as it went on, as if there were scenes missing, and I didn't particularly buy the romance (they seemed drawn to each other's drive and competitiveness, but not really *each other*. Which is fine, just not a dynamic I vibe with)

Me noting the timestamps of all the russian scenes in the stupid hockey show because the upload I watched didn't have subtitles yet

This blowjob is so hot in my head. I'm sorry it's appearing on the page like...well, like the way it is

Also while I'm moaning into the void: I both got a dental filling and started my period today

Neighbour (different one to last night!) has been banging and rattling and talking at our adjoining wall since 4am. It's now 5.30 and I may as well fucking get up. I am too old to be sleeping this poorly. I'm losing my mind

My most recent least favourite trending word has to be fujoshi (and variations). Are you, a non-japanese person enjoying a non-japanese piece of media "fujo-ing"? are you. think very hard about this Calling all gay fiction yaoi has been getting my back up for 20 years but I think this is worse

Anyway my forced insomnia had me finally seeking out heated rivalry. Is it good? No. Is it bad? also no?? it's extremely watchable and the sex scenes ARE good and the leads DO have heckin chemistry

It is 2am and my fucking neighbours have been having a fucking singalong party for the past six hours and if they weren't in a different building I would already have murdered every one of them using their own bastard guitar

Couldn't remember which sexual dynamics fandom had randomly assigned fengqing so did a quick tumblr search for art to see which one had yaoi hands and which one was a full foot shorter