Sometimes I'll go back and rewatch Youtubers videos from 10 years ago when life gets too overwhelming and I need to calm down a bit, life felt much simpler back then and it's also good to take a breather every so often and they are fun for the memories too 🩷

I have so many pretty and cute dresses but I feel way too insecure to wear them because I'm not happy with my body x.x so next year I'll try my best to get into a better mindset, take care of my body and actually wear some of them out and about!

My friend just streamed the first 2 episodes of Dispatch for me on Discord and he let me choose the choices and now I'm REALLY tempted to buy it for myself lol it looks so fucking good!

Me and a friend have been chatting, I told them how my shitty ex basically put me off being sexual with someone because they shared my intimate images without my consent to their shitty ex but we figured out that I most likely could be demisexual =o which I feel is very true!

I really hope I can soon get some confidence so that I can interact with some of my favourite VTubers I just need to get past my shyness, I need to start commenting on their posts and like their posts but even right now I'd still be too shy x.x but eventually I'll gain confidence!

🎄🎁❤️Am I already screaming in happiness because there is already so many Christmas videos being shown to me? Why yes I am? Am I going to scream more in happiness when even more comes out over the next few weeks why yes I am! 🎄🎁❤️

One day I really hope to do a donathon or a subathon because while I still apply for jobs any little extras will really help but I'll make the goals small, I'll offer stuff like: free art, play games my viewers want me to play, watch videos, play games with viewers and more.

🧸🩷Oh my gosh! These are in the Infinity Nikki update and look how fucking cute they are! I need them! 🧸🩷

please watch movies and read books and play games and look at art, please view it with your own eyes through a lens you made yourself and not just through video essayists and ending explained videos please im begging you

I'm SO SORRY that I don't really interact with anyone much on here my brain is all over the place this year, dark, mixed up, numb, so I mainly just retweet stuff on Twitter but I'm really hoping to change that next year! Giving myself till the end of 2025 to feel ugh then next year is better!

I still have more to go but I've removed about 500 games from my wish list on Steam, so many have been delisted without people knowing, I'm going to on another day remove even more, a lot I removed are from wish listing them in 2019/2020. (No signs of them ever being released.)

I saw tweets of a few streamers at Twitch Con that got sexually assaulted, physically assaulted, another streamer sent his disgusting fans after a woman streamer because she rejected him, so they sent her death threats, fuck off disgusting scumbags, sending my love to all who had a shit time.

🎄In my dream last night I dreamt that I was in a big Christmas shop but there was a really cool white / greyish skull decoration with loads of colourful Christmas lights wrapped around it! I might need to buy one this year and put lights around it! It's a sign! lol🎄

I'm REALLY tempted to buy Pokémon Legends: Z-A but.... I have a few other Pokémon games yet to complete..... along with other video games that I own but I'm seeing so many posts of peoples characters and they are just so cute and it looks like so much fun ;-;

Twitch suspended me for a day for ''sexual'' content, There was NONE I was on DESKTOP in VRChat making my avatar look like she was asleep while I was asleep in my REAL LIFE bed, no-one else was there, mic was off & nothing else, I know it's only a day but fuck Twitch. Screenshots provided.

One year I really want to experience Autumn in the USA, I keep seeing photos & Facebook reels of how beautiful it looks in the Autumn & it just looks like it gives off such cozy vibes so I'll try to save up and go one day! I need to find out the most cozy states to visit!

I always want to tell people they are maybe losing viewers NOT because of them but because there is literally SO MUCH CONTENT out nowadays, I myself watch / go on TikTok, YouTube, Pinterest, Facebook reels, Twitch streams, Instagram reels etc like constantly doing something.

Goodnight sweeties, I hope you all have a lovely relaxing and refreshing sleep, that you wake up feeling great tomorrow and you end up having a good day! 🩷

I'm looking at my Facebook albums and one of them is ''30 Video Game Days'', I was 22 years old at the time and holy shit my opinions have changed a LOT since then it's so interesting to see how much has actually changed a lot of the stuff I didn't like back then I love now!

I have recently learned about House on the Rock and it looks insane! It looks like something I would really enjoy, especially the huge carousel, it looks so magical and mystical I want to go so badly! but it's in the USA ;-; gotta get saving up!

🍂🤎I changed my room, my character and my spirit's colours in Spirit City: Lofi Sessions to have Autumn vibes and I'm loving it! Really giving off comfy, relaxed, warm, cozy vibes. 🤎🍂

📖 📚 Ended up buying these 3 books today, I have about 100 other books to read still.... but ill get to them someday! Hopefully when the weather is much cooler I'll light the fire and read some. Also one has my name in it kind of bought it for that reason lol. 📖 📚

Night night sweet dreams everyone! Hope you all have fun filled dreams tonight, maybe at a funfair, or an awesome arcade or at a beautiful beach! Let's hope we all have such nice dreams! Goodnight 🩷

I'm not doing so great...... so hopefully sleep helps. Night Night Sweet Dreams to all of you. Hope you all have great dreams! 🩷

Sometimes I feel like things are progressing too quickly and we are getting modern way too quickly, it can be both a good and a bad thing but it does overwhelm me a lot so whenever that happens I go back to youtubers videos from like 6-10 years to watch and it calms me down.

🩷🩷Good night you beautiful humans, I hope you have really magical stunning beautiful dreams tonight and wake up well rested and happy. Night Night 🩷🩷

When I get in a better mental health mood I'm going to try much harder to interact here! My mental health has been in one of the worst spots it's ever been so I mostly just retweet stuff on Twitter and watch videos, so I'll be excited to eventually come back and interact with amazing people! ❤️

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Look at this absolutely gorgeous piece of artwork that I commissioned off of Nekuromii on Twitter! It's of my Roblox character and my original character and she did an amazing job, they both look so adorable together! She's a fantastic artist please commission her! I love it! 🩷

Hey everyone I'm doing a short livestream! (Completely forgot to contact the internet providers so hopefully the internet connection stays good.) Please consider lurking? Thanks! ❤️ www.twitch.tv/sweetscenteddream

Me: ''I'm going to focus really hard and do something really productive today.'' 0.2 seconds later: ''Okay let's see what's on Facebook reels!''

Goodnight to you absolutely adorable sweethearts, Hope you all have a great night's sleep! 🩷

If you want to know how long it takes me to complete things well...... I've had Kingdom Hearts since it first came out and I have yet to complete it.... lol oops!

Night night to all you sweethearts 🩷 Hope you all have a great night's sleep! 🩷♥️🩷♥️

I got myself a job interview in Smyth's Toys on Tuesday, I think I applied a good while ago for this job, very nervous for the interview but it's so good to finally get one! Constantly applying for jobs and don't get replies, so let's hope it goes well!

I'm letting myself feel REALLY depressed and anxious for the rest of 2025 because it's almost completed but I am going to try my HARDEST to make 2026 my year and try to do so many more positive things in my life, try get out of the depressive and anxious state and live life more!

I want to add on tattoo artists, tiktokers, video game designers, nail technicians, voice actors, graphic designers, makeup artists & dancers!

I REALLY need to support more Irish creators, like: Youtubers, Livestreamers, Artists, Vtubers, Singers, Actors, Authors, Movie Directors, Podcasters, Photographers, Clothes Designers & Bloggers but I get really shy and I have no idea why... I'll try get past it and support more!

I bought these the other day and I'm excited to get reading them! The only problem is..... it might take me ages to get to actually reading them.... 📖

🎄🎁🎅I am so incredibly happy! On Youtube there are a lot of new Christmas videos, people showing shops with their Christmas products in them, Christmas DIYS and a few Christmas movies and I'm so fucking happy! Can't wait for Christmas! (Yes it's early but so what!) 🎄🎁🎅

Hey everyone I am livestreaming over on Twitch! Starting off with some Poco! Please consider lurking? Thanks! ❤️www.twitch.tv/sweetscenteddream

🩷💙 Night night to all you beautiful sweethearts, hope you all have a great night's sleep and you wake up feeling super rested and can easily take on the day ahead. 🩷💙

I'm having a good Sunday just watching adorable, little shrimp doing their little jobs, they are little cuties to watch! 🩷

Hey everyone I am live with hopefully a few free Itch io games! Please consider lurking? Thanks! 💗www.twitch.tv/sweetscenteddream

-Logs into Infinity Nikki- -Sees all the tasks I have yet to do- -Gets overwhelmed instantly- -Just does the daily tasks then logs off- (I swear some day I'll do them all properly!)

I woke up last night at least 6 times because of the heat x.x we really aren't used to it here in Ireland, It went up to 29°C today, I'm more used to maybe between 16°C to 19°C in Summer, We don't have air conditioning in houses in Ireland so I'm excited for the cooler weather!.

I am both incredibly physically and mentally exhausted lately, I'm finding it hard to do even very simple chores but I am trying my best to get them done but I might go back to my doctor and possibly get a blood test done, I've never felt this tired before in my life.

I decided to give Umamusume: Pretty Derby a try and... so far I've played 4.2 hours on it and I'll definitely be playing more of it! The characters all have such cute designs and it's fun trying to get the careers fully completed! My poor girl got 16th out of 16th though.. oops lol.

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