nearing the end of my life but still gaming to a degree

more like michael b. actin

i'm really gonna miss seeing something on a screen and knowing people made it

started playing ffxiv again to attempt to escape from this world, forgetting i'm currently on a storyline about people's memories being stored in the cloud

i feel like a jrpg sprite and i just want to walk into my bed and appear as though i'm lying in it

did you guys know this is on steam

one time i felt bad because i talked shit on twitter about a cartoon network show not knowing the creator was an active follower but i just learned he got arrested for possessing child porn so whatever

craving some bliss rn anyone got some of that ignorance shit

as a kid i thought krusty saying "i don't plan to live that long" was weird and funny but now i get it

how to cry for help

burger man threw in an extra patty. how are you all doing today lower order

being a fan of any media and also an ai dude is so funny, everyone who makes the stuff you like would hate you if they met you bro

i added logging to my site sometime ago and it's extremely awesome how there are bots trying to find security vulnerabilities every minute

learning programming and 3D modeling to make a video game. fucked up and accidentally modeled "hello world" text and programmed a donut

downloaded the pokémon card game app guy. favorite part is having to tap through five separate screens after getting a new card

i fully get it but the "sparing" angle a lot of vegan marketing takes will always rub me the wrong way. like violence is the default and you're doing them a grand favor by not engaging in it

can't stop thinking about a comment i got asking why i'm "slightly american now"

saw a movie poster today that said "A MARKIPLIER PRODUCTION"

sometimes i wish i was a social path

mental health messaging be like "You Matter" meanwhile 200 million land animals and 5 billion sea animals a day don't matter. lucked out i guess

i tell people i'm the nevermind baby but they see through it because i'm an adult

why do ppl brag about having a family before i kill them

if your compassion ends once it gets to a group who can't fight back, you never cared in the first place

zest for life has long run out but i think i did pretty good at pretending for a while there

Did anyone notice the number turn different

i wholeheartedly believe there is no way to cope with living in this world that's both healthy and ethical so i'm taking suggestions on the best unhealthy ways

got prescribed zoloft and propranolol, hoping for a relatively normal 2026

hello

had Therapy the First today, now to curl into a ball for the next 8 days until the second

mario have spiders in his mustache tickle him why his so jolly of all time

decided to dump all my money into therapy as i think i'd prefer being homeless than living like this

i was going to write a joke essay called "how dark souls makes you a better person" then i looked it up and actually found one

i hate to use the computer i wish i could explode it

playing a video game and not writing about it. forgotten how to do this

been having frequent panic attacks the past couple weeks please don't expect much out of me

how do we feel about diverting all my attention to becoming a gamerstreamer as a last ditch effort to afford to live

might read every single comment as a fun prank on my brain

boys blowing up my phone phone asking how they can give me $5 and i'm tired of telling them it's ko-fi.com/zephiedotnet

messaging people on facebook i haven't spoken to in 10 years to ask what they think of this

sorry to everyone who has been mildly owned by my compulsion to reset my life and everybody i know every few years. rest assured i am the one who has been most owned by it overall

me when i play animal crossing for the gamecube www.youtube.com/watch?v=anqT...

the only two things i say are "it's hot in topeka" when it's hot and "for the love of everything fraggable" when it's cold. the rest of the year i'm silent

many have asked about the true meaning of this comic and i think it's time i commented on it. for all those who were wondering, yes, it is actually about being put inside a sphere that hurts you when you're in it

just learned australia target has nothing to do with america target. turns out i don't know what it's like to be inside a target. feel like everything's falling apart around me

when i was a kid i so bad wanted those instant fast food packets from spy kids. now i just want love

discord server with 5 active users and 28 channels. do NOT let me catch your ass discussing home-cooked food in the takeout channel

can't afford the therapy i need but i'm making an effort by being too anxious to have an appetite so i don't have to spend money on food

[at normal volume to everyone at a protest] i bet you're fun at parties

nice flashy profile animations you paid discord for dude would be a shame if someone were to use an add-on that turns all that shit off