Gn blue sky💚...I am enjoying the extra hour of sleep but the early dark still throws me off like a nadder trying to ice skate lawl🤣💀

Sorry I've been mia..I didn't really post in Halloween. My mental health has been trash and somehow it's suddenly turkey month?! It's bonkers how time flies 😱 but as an update, I'm now on hospice..the nurse and aid I have therapy has been helping a bit but I still have my dark moments about my(1/2)

Oh but I believe science definitely should 💯😈💯🥰😈💚

Happy Halloween 1st 🎃👽🤘🏼✨💚🦥what should I be for Samhain🎃

I'm back in the hospital...my pain is worse and I can't use my right shoulder, which is my dominant hand. My left leg is cramping in waves. I'm over all of this man. I wanted to stay out of the hospital for at least a month, couldn't fuckin do that.😭😭😭 This shit is getting old.

Imma be free today! Hopefully I can stay out of the hospital for more than a month, that's my new goal atm. I was so bored waiting for my Drs to say yes I can leave. I even took a sun nap this morning. I got movie plans this weekend with a friend, I'm excited to be out man!🤣🤘🏼✨If I could run, I would

I'm still processing everything..I don't think I'm doing a very good job at it tho. But I should be released after 3 weeks n a day in hospital. Hopefully I won't get another fever like last night n I'll be free Fri?🤞🏼 thank you everyone for the kindness of words, I'll reply soon I promise 💚🦥🫂💚

I wanna see Halloween one last time. My fav holiday. Smell the winter coming but still enjoy the fall...😭😭😭😭💔🎃

Gotta face harsh reality. If some miracle doesn't happen, I have maybe months left..I'm no longer doing any treatment. I get another go at the cancer board..but unless my body somehow fights the cancer without treatment, I'm fucked. My therapist made me cry this morning. I'm exhausted..I'm gonna die

I need to get thru all these responses but for the first time, it's almost 3am and feels like I get a genuine breather..and I gotta put my big boy pants cuz my DNR was brought up the other day..I hate having to think of such dark n detailed things but no one else can for me..it makes the breathing..

Meet Frankie Dondo! And yes that's a pickle sucker thing, it does taste like a pickle lawl, bit too sweet then wham, it's def pickle flavor lol. But I might be out of ICU soon?🤞🏼 I can kinda breathe on my own when I remember it right(I'm dumb) a reg room would be nice again🤘🏼💚🦥 Fingers crossed🤞🏼

First I wanna thank everyone who came to play Fall guys with the Minkies, to help raise money for my go fundme, I currently have going atm. Especially a shout out to @devilligan.bsky.social for being the lovely host of the games, with his platform and his chaotic Minkie community!1/4

Heading back to the ER cuz my Drs are worried about me having so many fevers in the past 24 hrs, plus I have new pain. A shitty end to my 31st bday. The one thing I didn't want was to have to go back to the hospital. I want to cry in frustration man. Happy bday to moi...😭💔

Had a mini scare cuz I couldn't get my pain meds cuz insurance was being a cunt about something really dumb, so I went into withdrawals and had a very high fever that wouldn't go down but thankfully it did. But we got all my meds and took Tylenol and eventually I felt ok. I'm exhausted but my bed,

I'm escaping today! Got a long road ahead of me with radiation and physical therapy but I'll get thru it. I'm glad that I'll be out by my birthday at least. Not sure how my plans will be but even a small hangout would cheer me up. It's been a long stay here, I just wanna go home to my bed.😭💚🦥

I started a gofundme to help celebrate my 31st bday on July 31st. And to help my stay in the hospital a bit more comfortable. If you can't donate please consider sharing, it would be appreciated. 🦥💚 gofund.me/c0680159

GN🥺

I'm back in the hospital due to infection & bc my left leg hurts so much tht I can't walk or sit without constant pain. Turns out my cancer has moved to my leg & is attacking my muscles and nerves. Immuno no longer works. They're at a loss as to what to do. I might not be able to walk at all soon😭😭

"G"M...

Man, yesterday was a shit storm for me emotionally. I learned more about my bladder cancer, nothing good. Now I gotta worry about losing my sight and a biopsy to check for breast cancer. I feel like I'm losing this battle. I've started crying without realizing it. Surgery went well tho, small win😭💔

Gm heathens and non heathens alike! I have to show up for surgery at 9am..I hate how thirsty/hungry I get when I'm no food or drink after 12am. Hopefully this surgery goes well, the cancer in my bladder is gonna make it a bit tricky, which has me a bit worried. I'm just ready for it to be over.😭😤

As I sit here, it's 6am, I hear my dog snoring under my bed, where she always is. I hear the robot birds chirping outside as if the world isn't on fire. And I'm just thinking...What is Jake from State Farms last name? Or is he like Cher or Madonna?..

"G"M🥺

I'm a mixed bag of emotions. I had treatment this week and that means I saw all of my Drs..the last one I saw was the one I was dreading the most and left that office trying to keep myself together just until I got home. I'm just so frustrated and tired. This fight is exhausting.😭😤

I hate having to do this because it makes me feel incredibly guilty, but I have no idea what else to do at the moment. My wife lost her job two months ago along with most of her team. I lost my job today along with everybody else on my team. We need help. www.gofundme.com/f/help-sky-a...

G mcfuckin M...Ai pissed me off this morning so imma spend my day on art and jamming. Don't forget to hydrate and hopefully stay dry! It's a swamp outside and my state is normally dry in the summer. Ooo and I just got some body markers...might get bored and color in my tattoos later lawl💚🦥

GM🤌🏼✨Day 50 of learning Ukrainian🤠🔥

I forgot Ben Shapiro was still alive...just can we get a do over? The world ended in 2012 and then the 2nd plane hit Harambe and we just ain't been the same since(stoned thoughts with Slothy)

GM...I still got like 12 mins of morning left and I'm fuckin using it lol I'm between 4 and 5 atm but imma end up at 9 by end of day🤌🏼✨

For me it's whether I hate Taylor Swift or Ariana Grande more at the moment of being asked lol..it's usually either Thank you next or I knew you were trouble...both are as annoying as fuck to me..it's not that deep but it is. 💀

Am I working on another nun art piece while having a song about losing your lady boner over a guy, on repeat?? Yurp. Do I recommend Ick by Lay Bankz? Hex yeah!!! 🍑💦 Shits fireee🔥🔥🔥🔥TGIF heathens and non heathens alike!🤘🏼

GM 🤌🏼✨

I finally escaped the bloody hospital. Turns out I have e-coli and mrsa...fuckin how...I can only make a fuckin guess. Just know I'm fuckin stressed and fuckin tired and a bit emotional right now. On top of all the other bullshit. I'm trying not to cry but it's fuckin hard. I got sleep at least😭😤ahh

Good morning heathens and non heathens alike! I might get discharged today? Pain is in better control and they're closer to figuring out what infection I have. Huzzah! I've been here for about 5 days now..it feels like forever. I just want my bed back and to cuddle my doggo🥹💚don't forget to hydrate!

I've been listening to a lot of YungBlud, his new album really speaks to me. 🤘🏼🤌🏼✨

So I have more cancer in my body. It's in my bladder& growing again into my pelvis& the left side of my neck now too. I feel like a cancer pinata at this point. It's fuckin frustrating& I'm trying hard to keep my shit together but I'm exhausted. My mental health is in the toilet but I'm trying.💚🦥

Howdy heathens and non heathens alike! Sorry I've been mia for a min..I've posted a bit on Twttr but not much. I remembered that I have blue to update as well! So I'll be back in a few to update and chat on here🫡the prodigal sloth hath returned with more chaos and bullshit! Dont forget to hydrate!💚🦥

Ended up at the ER..it's been super busy due to the winter storm. Still waiting on results and such to see what's going on..was given some pain and nausea meds and it kinda helped. My leg is still killing me. Being in a wheelchair has given it a rest from hobbling around.

I feel so bad right now. I don't have a fever atm but I'm nauseous and getting chills. My body hurts.. I've tried diff meds but nothing helps. The thought of food makes me want to throw up...I just want to feel somewhat normal again.😭🤢 I really don't wanna go to the er..

A fun winter storm is heading our way..I'm not looking forward to it but imma stay inside, drink hot cocoa and try to draw..I need to get back into making art. It would help me ignore my pain and give me something to focus on. Now I need to decide if I wanna make something new or work on old stuff?🤔

I can't walk without being in constant pain..I've tried everything and nothing helped. Even just laying down in bed my legs hurt. The Drs have done tests and nothing shows up to explain my leg pains. I walk with a cane but it doesn't really help. It's exhausting and so frustrating..🥺

Happy New Year y'all! 🥳 What's better that 24? 25! I hope 25 treats you better than 24🦥💚

Doing my last treatment of the yr..I never thought I'd be spending 2024 fighting cancer but it's been a rollercoaster. I have no idea what 2025 will bring but I'll keep fighting til the end🤬fuck cancer🖕🏼

GM💚🦥😈

My morning was busy. I had therapy, got blood work done for my treatment tomorrow and I got my flu shot. Now I can chill for the rest of the day🥳 imma eat some ramen and then play some stardew while I listen to true crime stuff. It's a good start to the week☺️ I can't believe it's almost 2025!😱🦥💚

"G"M..it's Monday🤦🏻‍♂️I hope your Mon doesn't Mon too much🤞🏼💚🦥

Without downloading any new pics, what’s your energy going into 2025?

I need to get up and eat but nothing I have sounds good and it takes so much effort to make something..I just wanna have food in my tummy without effort lol..should I just eat more popcorn out of my Nosferatu coffin tin? 🤔🤷🏻‍♂️🤣

GA💚🦥

Listening to true crime stuff while playing Stardew sounds like a good plan for today! My Dr upped my pain meds, and the spiciness has been much less, even my leg pains have eased! ☺️💚🦥