thinking abt doing figure skating lessons,,,

ty 🥺🥺 i've been wanting to redo my sp for a while now (plus the thumbnail never updating was getting to me so bad lmao) and ngl it was shit from a butt lol like not every single moment of it was bad bc there were some good bits imo but i've never seen a franchise so ruined bc of capitalism before

did Not have a fun day at work today (will come back to this later) pls send me silly things thx allegorical.straw.page

came into work for our main system to be down so we r in what we call disaster so. maybe that feeling was some weird omen lmao

i know what you are

i have this feeling like i'm going to be late for work or smth and i don't get why,,,

good visty morning

i feel like i've forgotten every character that's ever existed lmao

our intern kid was supposed to come in today so we rearranged our lunches just for him not to be coming anymore 😔😔

con next month 🎉🎉

i fear i have slept too much last night + my tiny post work nap this afternoon bc i'm not tired but i have to open tomorrow and it's already after 11 😔

now someone else like it so i don't have to see him gkdksk (i love him dearly.)

wait oh my god i thought of the worst character to add to that list but he makes sense but he's so,,,,, ,,, ,,,,,,

i'm looking thru pictures on my phone btw to go thru that thread and i just found fem taisuba art i forgot i saved and they're so cute 🥺

legit forgot like. everything i've watched recently and i Know i was like omg they're just like me at smth recently and i don't remember what it was now

trying to think of who else was on my several years' old kinlist lmao

forgot what month it was for a second and was like woah it's almost one of my favorite freaks' birthdays but alas. that is in april alskdgh

going to take way too long to think abt this one but

saw the most gorgeous sakurey art i need to throw myself down the stairs or smth

wishing fandom to become less mainstream again bc why have i seen two separate journalistic articles abt fangirls (fujos to be specific, but still main focus being girls in fandom) and fanfiction including actual links to fics and accounts in the past like three days

lmao i was so tired after work yesterday i fell asleep at like. 8 and slept smth close to 10 hours ✌️

i think the caffeine in the tea i made hours ago and am still drinking finally kicked in a little bc i'm at least not abt to fall asleep now and the nausea passed so i can eat lunch in peace

forgot how much it sucks to go to work while ur sick like it's not even noon but i'm absolutely exhausted and ready to pass out rn and there r still 4 more hours to go before we close like man i'm not making it till then i fear

at least i'm not going thru nearly as many tissues now lmao but fr sinus pressure is not my friend 😔😔 pls make it stop

hopefully my coworker ends up coming in this week bc opening on a monday is so icky and i don't want to do it by myself plus if she doesn't come in, i cant take my half day and i'm already nap planning for it lmao

taking stuff for my ickness and it says to not take more than 10 tablets within 24 hours and i've already had four bc u take two for each dose and i'm trying to decide if i should take some before i go to sleep or not

i have a song stuck in my head from the fs gala and asdhg

finished my yoi rewatch and now i'm sad bc the last screen says see you next level and it's been a decade and iceado u will always be famous to me but,,, head in hands i miss them :(

anyway. have been having a lot of fun w my yoi rewatch. forgot how unsubtly gay it is gkfsk

i got dizzy this time bc i stood a little too long getting my stuff for lunch tomorrow together lmao

girl who moved a little too fast to grab a drink and now is dizzy bc of it

Frieren Nyte style

🐶 🐱

gm part 2 i took a nap and still woke up sick 😔😔

guys should i have a sweet treat or like. actual food (answer quick lmao)

fr feel like i've gone thru like half a box of tissues already today

so sad the overseas tv broadcasting thing i use to get around region lock from my esc days is region locking what i want to watch this is so sad

natalie she/they, 21↑ ★ vs ambivalenz ☆ idolish7 ★ project sekai ☆ mahoyaku ★ paradox live ☆ alien stage + others i'm forgetting! ★ all i can offer u is occasional writing and cat pictures 😔🫡 ☆ selective fb + read sp byf! allegorical.straw.page #promo

forgor i have to do a new pinned lmao

anyway i think i need to explode my brain bc why, in the span of like two weeks, did i go from being like oh i need to write and post more to what if i never wrote another word ever again

good news my throat is no longer bothering me bad news my nose is runny and stuffy and the sinus pressure is making me feel lightheaded at random 👍

alternatively we had someone the other day show up right after we closed and have a crash out in front of the doors bc we were closed despite there being a sign saying closed and a list of our times next to the doors like,,, please is it really that serious

got to work a little earlier than normal and we have to wait for everyone to show up before they do the opening stuff and there's like 10 minutes before the bosslady will show up and. we don't open for another half hour, tell me why someone just pulled in to wait

****** **** i owe you my life

i'm either getting sick or simply just dying bc my throat has been bothering me for three days and it's not getting any better but it's also not getting any worse and oeugh

woah my lesbians are lesbianing

back on my kinda wanting to have some kind of vsa fanweek bs

being neurodivergent is obviously Hard but whats extra stinky is being able to not ever full grasp how close you are to people vs how close they feel to u its a NIGHTMAREEEEE

why are they at all surprised that atarashi is the one who called for the spying like. i thought that was the implication the entire time

wouagh shinonome i missed u