deleting later but i drew this and it brings me such joy to look at

my oc thinks that being a little is a more destructive form of vice than his alcoholism 🦢📈

"vice"

been not so much into this atm in an "its cute" way. instead i am leaning towards "this is a valuable, difficult, and noteworthy part of the human experience" in terms of artistic focus. it is still cute, but i want it to hurt. i love picking at alienating experiences and perceived "thought crime"

"gets me going" in the "i love making art abt human experiences" sense, i love exploring the mental distress brought about by Enjoying This. i love painful depictions of binging and purging, and the self-loathing and suffocation present even in the privacy of someone's own bedroom.

rlly enthused abt the human experience at all times

Planning on taking about 5 rapid turnaround slots to do between commissions to hopefully treat myself to something nice for my birthday this year, hence the birthday cake fundraiser! More info in reply, alt text for readability!

i have a bit where i want to clear every ultimate except uwu i am 1/3 of the way through the final one

iris fact of the day: today is his nameday

i hope u guys enjoy my edgy wol art i think his transmasculine agony makes the other stuff i draw funnier by comparison

i. seriously do not want to take on any more commissions than what I currently have in my queue since those are SO overdue but i need $300 or so to recover from some bills. please help only if you're able to of course, zero pressure whatsoever. ko-fi.com/ashtrayguts

zero context lore accurate ashtray to let everyone know i am still (somewhat) alive !

i wrote an iris fic about handwashing would anybody b interested in reading it...

voltlabs ashtray ( @ashtrayguts.bsky.social ) fanart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hooray!

i made an entire #VoltLabsInc au iris because the worldbuild brings me such joy. go follow OP. he's a stuffy businessman from outside los placeres who finds the area distasteful (it makes him feel weird). his ex-employer pointed him at voltlabs for a solution to his neurosis (and also leakage).

I could use some help. hopefully this is okay Thank you gofund.me/71cc227e