im so bad at stress management when it comes to my own deadlines and work holy shit my whole family thinks im useless and pathetic and retarded because im not smart enough to find shortcuts in my work and i worry about everything and make every issue bigger than it already is

todays lesson. much to think about

lets all draw and write yaoi forever and ever

this is how my are academics now.

the fear i feel before starting any shift at work will be enough to kill me one day im sure

apathy #cellofempireo #細胞神曲

my mother has been starving herself for as long as i can remember, it feels like neither of us will ever get better in this lifetime. i try not to hate her for it, for learning those behaviors from her

need to poop

高桂

ive longed to cut my face open for several years now

ok i have to do my work now (；′⌒`)

was planning to go outside and then i saw my face ok

i am inconsolable

i love my dolphin

Of the Northmost Winds and Skies #hijack #otnwas

dude what the hell is wrong with my fingers the past 5 days ive been loathing them more than usual, and today they were really awful when i woke up, then after attending class and taking off my gloves to use the bathroom they seem to be fine? i cba anymore i swear to god

umm

i just ate what was possibly the best carbohydrate ive ever chewed in my life

I MISSED MY BUS IMG OING TO KILL MYSELF ITS -21C IM FUCKING HSHAJSHHAHAHAAHAA

more lascaux honse worry stones, just in time for the year of the horse (honse) reopening shop on jan 24, 2pm CT #ceramics

i had a heart attack yesterday thinking i lost one of my gloves in the snow, but the bus was arriving any minute so i couldnt look for it. whole day i was gloveless in one hand and it was awful holy shit. i need some kind of cure for my hands i only have gloves as a protective/preventative measure

my god i slept 3 hours and woke up insanely early because thats what my body decided and i could not fall back asleep, so i got up and rushed to do work for the next several hours and guess what. i did not do that. i have been writing about lawrenitez. i kind of want to die in the cold

@kaimikuweek.bsky.social thank you for creating this event! #KaiMikuWeek2026 #カイミク #vocaloid DAY 1 — Cooking

i chose nursing as my career path at first bc i knew it would eventually drive me to suicide, however what younger me didnt know was that it would actually force me to get better, bc deep down i really wanted to be able to help. i’ll see how i handle it, but i will do my best either way

#cellofempireo #細胞神曲

I made a Saneharu fanvideo, please enjoy! Link: www.youtube.com/watch?v=WuLA... #cellofempireo #細胞神曲

um so theres this 12 yr old dolphin here

Fem hugo :> ayrıntıya girmek istemedim

#cellofempireo #細胞神曲

minoharu #cellofempireo #細胞神曲

i give up sleeping, i feel really bad, i hope this improves throughout the day because my school starts tomorrow, and i need to finish all my preparations before then. im going to be sick with worry but its better than the apathy and defeat i used to feel in school

i dont believe in god i believe in the people that do believe in god bc their strength and feats and faith are so much more inspiring and uplifting than what any god and their teachings could ever hope to achieve

thank god i have my dolphin. my life would be awful without her

i hate hate my eating habits and self image wow i hope ill slowly be able to stop caring so much about it. or maybe its not as bad as it seems. it definitely worsens with stress so thats great to look forward to

愛着

i dont like the fact that i talk so much online publicly, sometimes i think it makes me more self centered than i already am, other times i remember when i was in high school i talked to no one but myself, and i was the most self absorbed back then

my retail job is closing the store in 2 weeks to renovate then reopen again in 2-3 months, but since 2 days ago we dont take back returns in store. there was this pregnant woman who came in to do a return and i had to tell her we couldnt take it back, and she was really upset

anyone want to take a 👀 at my vincent rant

hoping when my mother comes back from china i can downnload hannibal and we watch it together. not sure if the house will be liveable by then or if i would have time

#deltarune #krusie

winter is the season to be reobsessed over hannibal again. it changed my life

i need to be up in 5 hrs i cant sleep

ran again for the first time in what 5 days? a week? before that i didnt run for 2 weeks, ran for 50 min straight and im relieved i decided to run again

body dysmorphia is a real bitch. i am unable to do anything when i notice something slightly off about my appearance. the gloves help a little though

i just remembered a time when i was volunteering at the psych ward we had this spiritual catholic counselor that visited and as she was leading the group at that moment i felt that what this person was preaching was an insult to what everyone was going through. she said to dismiss what troubles you