with how pissed off i am after what i read this morning to wake up to i can just say fuck win 8,10 and 11 windows 7 was the best windows we had because it didnt add any unnecessary bullshit plus you still could modify quite a bit of the system look compared to now -.-

Just to be like brutally honest i do understand why systems require regular updates aswell as advancements but if a PURE device system becomes impossible to use because "your system is incompatible" then what would you expect of the user? rip out 1000€ out of their non-existant wallet just for what?

:I this really sounds like im not going to be able to continue playing MH World and Rise any further unless i upgrade to Win11

One thing i do would like to mention, whenever ive got time over the next few days ill stream some more monster hunter freedom because as awkward and rough the game has been ive been grinding without problems lately (plus its been a good distraction for how bad my headspace has been lately)

i kinda miss the interaction on my posts but ig it is a bit of my own fault to why this went on 😅 have a nice week people

You might see several artists mad about the bluesky policy update banning non-con, even artists who do not make that kind of material, and wonder why it's such a problem. If that's you, here is a quick breakdown: 🧵

either way, its fucking 8 am. ive been awake since 6am for no reason (even tho ik why) and from being tired to reading the shit bsky has changed im pissed off -.- so imma get back to doing my thing

you know, this is something i cant shut up about now art has been the one thing being seperated from actual real life interaction besides well being DRAWN shutting off, away and locking it into "basements" (as id like to call it already) destroys not just people but also the hard work from them

Yet another day in the Guild Hall

Continuing the stream now (i needed a bit more of a break damn) cya there :)

me "ill be back in an hour after i ate and got myself snacks" also me "i just wanna take a nap now x_x" btw i had ended my stream because i knew my food was gonna take a while but im a danger to myself when cooking because its way too good lmfao

MH Grind Day today, Hoping ill finish village quests today and work on HR Rank ups in Guild Hall to expand further to complete everything (cant be bothered yet with gold crowns and such) www.twitch.tv/lenairhead

MH Grind Day today, Hoping ill finish village quests today and work on HR Rank ups in Guild Hall to expand further to complete everything (cant be bothered yet with gold crowns and such) www.twitch.tv/lenairhead

Half an hour or so till i go live then we will see how long imma keep it going today

as a bit of a heads up ill be pushing tomorrow for a monster hunter grind stream continuing Freedom 1 and maybe also getting on Dos with how ive been progressing slowly i just hope that maybe ill have some company around 😅

im not joking when saying this but im sobbing seeing this having returned back to life... 😭

always make sure your bread doesnt have a brussy

Hopefully today theres going to be some more progress (and also that i quit being so stupid at evading attacks) www.twitch.tv/lenairhead

Well Freedom 1 is a grind i gotta admit that :P i guess i could call this game then Monster Grind Freedom hehe www.twitch.tv/lenairhead

scratch that, almost 3 hours streamed again (god usually id go for at least 5+ hours...) but im way too exhausted out of nowhere and yet again my eyes are hurting -.- soooo gn

Switched to Warframe ^-^

Back to MH Freedom we go maybe 2* can be done today before i head to Warframe :p www.twitch.tv/lenairhead

almost 3 hours today but honestly i can tell how much of a struggle Freedom 1 is ._. honestly im incredibly unprepared for these old school ones dammit x_x

Its been a while, goofing off in MHFreedom and trying to get used to the older games starting with Freedom www.twitch.tv/lenairhead

So ive been kinda in a bad headspace loop and thinking, as a distraction to shut my brain off from saying horrible things what if i would stream monster hunter (dunno if MH1,G or Freedom) at last to kind of start the whole "monster hunter grind marathon"

So ive been kinda in a bad headspace loop and thinking, as a distraction to shut my brain off from saying horrible things what if i would stream monster hunter (dunno if MH1,G or Freedom) at last to kind of start the whole "monster hunter grind marathon"

Im curious, for those with higher specs and have games that use both DX11 and DX12 which DirectX version has done better for you personally? reason why im asking is just because i seem to only discover problems about DX12/DX12Ultimate when it could be solved with DX11 (when possible that is)

i have to say somehow i was expecting that by bday yesterday wasnt going well and i was right with things happening left and right

just a bit of ranting (yet again about games) but honestly its hilarious in some way all the big corps,publishers and mega dev teams have been shutting down or had their respected games shut down OR even canceled before release with main focus of LIVE SERVICE but never thought of one bit point-

welp its the 26th with how this day started i can just hope nothing worse can happen today

birthday coming up so soon huh prob those 6 days will be over in what feels like 3 plus nothing will happen like always

i caved and bought something ._. forgetting to buy the dlc in a bundle for cheap like an idiot x_x

Kinda wanna ask but i wanna do streams again yet this time only on youtube who would be interrested in my decent into madness of old school monster hunter? (MH1,G,Dos,Freedom,Freedom2,FreedomUnite and else)

Kinda wanna ask but i wanna do streams again yet this time only on youtube who would be interrested in my decent into madness of old school monster hunter? (MH1,G,Dos,Freedom,Freedom2,FreedomUnite and else)

Just to kinda put this out towards any IT-Expert and PC maniac (at least with building pcs and such) have you ever noticed windows taking up a lot of ram in the past (Win XP/Vista/7/8 maybe 8.1 even) just like with the modern systems (Win 10/11)? just asking because im breaking my mind over this

either way imma go back trying to take care of myself also make sure you take care of yourself ^^

imma just write this out because honestly my whole "try to stay stable by playing my comfort games" has become so impossible lately with things falling apart that it reached a point for me of questioning what the hell kind of shitty timeline we live in so to kinda count things up↓

ok while im in a bit of a "stay offline, do things to stabilize yourself" i was checking my steam library what the actual fuck is wrong with ARK now a days 372gb for what? 8k dinos? 16k textures???

ok i regret not ever having looked into upgrading my ram in the past but god even when my cpu and gpu might be struggling having 16gb ram is SO much better ._. in some way disappointed that i havent had done it sooner

im sobbing i have actual space in my ram (i got two sticks due to family but ngl... 32gb ram-)

Btw i just wanna show an example of how my ram is running currently, thats with just Steam,Discord and Vivaldi (browser) running when booting up alone win10 removes straight away 4gigs for no reason -.- why cant systems be like win7 again where ram isnt a pc killer to run the system itself

either way with that last post out i wont speak about it anymore or similar because in all seriousness ive been getting a headache plus hard to keep myself mentally stable while just thinking that nothing is going to be enjoyable in the future

ill be honest i cant keep writing down the shit thats in my head because as much as this year is becoming a "youre banned from fun" era there are too many factors from the past that influenced everything. most of that actually being parents that dont educate their children enough but instead go-

One little thing just to kinda question everyone do you think "Postal 2" should be a blocked game? specially when theres games like GTA, Mortal Kombat and others that DONT get banned or were banned but were unbanned (just saying but honestly germany is a pussy in terms of games)

About the whole RAM thing for my PC i didnt share my throne but IF someone would want to look into it the RAM is on my throne and in the reply is my previous post mentioning my exact PC throne.com/lenairhead

About the whole RAM thing for my PC i didnt share my throne but IF someone would want to look into it the RAM is on my throne and in the reply is my previous post mentioning my exact PC throne.com/lenairhead

If someone wants to put their own little investigation on the ram the PC im still currently have to deal with is: "HP Compaq 8300 Elite Small Form Factor" maaybe also on the GPU but honestly i noticed RX 550, RX 6400 or RTX 3050 Low Profile fit (but id need one with DX12 Ultimate support)

If someone wants to put their own little investigation on the ram the PC im still currently have to deal with is: "HP Compaq 8300 Elite Small Form Factor" maaybe also on the GPU but honestly i noticed RX 550, RX 6400 or RTX 3050 Low Profile fit (but id need one with DX12 Ultimate support)

also god fucking dammit august is happening

So i have a bit of a far fetched long shot but in all seriousness i want to squeeze every bit out of my potato of a PC and found out that you can still buy DDR3 SDRAM for my pc and uh... honestly i didnt expect that 8GB DDR3 SDRAM still lurks around for like 25€ per stick