Tears of joy on and off for the last 24 hours... The decade long pain melting away in my heart with every drop... That's what healing feels like. And you know, the best part of all of it is going home to my two kids and my family and knowing I will never be a failure to them

There is only one person I am allowing to make a social media statement today regarding today's match. She knows who she is

Kloe once told me that I should've learned more from losing THAT world title match than I would've ever learned from winning. Literally the biggest bunch of bullshit I ever heard. That match WAS all or nothing because I knew going in that I'd get discarded to the back of the line if I lost.

I can't guarantee victory in Cleveland. But I can promise that in the event of victory, I will not do any running up the score. I do not want a celebration party. Congrats posts on social media are fine, but I don't want a 24/7 celebration. It's bush league and I'm above that.

@andreahernandez.bsky.social From Shooting Star champion to world champion, I absolutely endorse what you did. You have become far too good for Sin City and you've outgrown that company. Leave that childish clique shit behind and do what you do. You're too of the class for sure.

Victoria has saved my ass god knows how many times. Don't know how she still puts up with me, honestly.

I'm not talking to anyone today. I need to sort out some shit and battle a recurring enemy known as PTSD. Old traumas die hard.

Sunday marks the 10 year anniversary of the worst night of my wrestling career and one of the worst days of my life. For those complicit with that day and how your social media running up the score nearly drove me to be a mental health tragedy, burn in hell and I will never forgive you.

I do NOT apologize for what I said earlier about Diana Tremblay. She is the worst thing to ever happen to Festivus and one of the worst things to ever happen in 5BW. Period. Point blank. I can't stand that girl. Cancer to the biz. I've never met someone who's gotten so much for offering so little

Let me talk about that bitch real quick, Ms. "Everyone Is Celebrating My Downfall", FUCK YOU cookie cutter piece of shit. You have no knowledge of what that actually is. Nobody is celebrating shit because you're so fucking vanilla trash and outright BORING that you're not worth celebrating against.

Felt good to get all of that out last night then winning the Festivus Shooting Star Championship on top of that. NOW TO HAVE A GRAND CELEBRATION AND ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND THEIR FRIENDS AND THEIR MOTHERS AND THEIR MOTHER'S FRIENDS TWEET ALL DAY TO PRAISE ME TO RUN UP THE SCORE! #sarcasm #fuckiwc

Imagine being a world champion and not knowing who the other champions on your brand are... 🤣

Personally? I will never have a Twitter again. Haven't had one since 2016. When I did, it was hazing/bullying central where supposed adults in the room ganged up on me constantly and tried to tear me down daily just because they were threatened by a rookie making waves and speaking out against them.

Pie isn't the only thing that bitch likes in the face. Just ask the fan service she publicly tweets her NSFW pics to.

Nobody gives a fuck about your abs. Stop taking gym pics and be a fucking champion that your belt supposedly says you are.

I will THOT shame that bitch until she loses the world title she never deserved. IDGAF. Balloon ass bitch with her fake tits boardello-ing her fake ass self to the lowest common denominator only because she's got no skill to actually evolve and prove a fucking thing. #iykyk

#AndNEW GCW Tag Team Champions! Victoria and I did it! We topped the tag team of the year! I've got the biggest moment of my career on a flagship stage, and Victoria more than proved that she's still got it and is STILL that big stage bitch she's always been! What an amazing moment for both of us.

@candicecarter.bsky.social @jcaresalle.bsky.social @meaganhughesgm.bsky.social The new Diana Tremblay theme song... #freefestivus www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXNo...

I'm sorry. I have to speak about this. Ten years ago, despite all the horrible bullshit I went through with the bullying, hazing, Twitter and promo burials and all of that, I STILL managed to become a "co-world champion". Yes. Co. World. Champion. When me and "Veronica" (using her real name")...

Victoria was very disappointed with the last Livewire. She really feels like losing a match like that, in that situation, probably makes her "past it". I know that she hasn't been the biggest fan of the way her career has gone over the lat couple of years.

Where does Victoria's ex live at so this can get mailed to him?

More like 305 NOT... 😂

I thought the Slay Revolution might have been the worst team name ever and then "305 HOT" entered the chat. I get that it's the area code for Miami, but that's just terrible. Anyway, Victoria and I will get a momentum builder and failure is not an option, not when we're underdogs at Resurrection.

It took a lot of convincing for Victoria to come around on the tag title thing. But, I get it. Until now, she had never willingly wanted to compete for a tag team title. We're going to make this thing work.

I'm fucking crying right now!!! I came in 3rd in Civil War. I'm not crying because I didn't win, I'm crying because I've never been this happy in my career. For years, all I wanted was that "star maker" moment and I finally got it. I WILL be a world champion one day. But for now, 3rd place?

Blocking someone because they're calling you out for being obnoxious on social media is like an overreaction times 50 lol.

You finished 7th in an 8 person battle royal and you've had one of the worst drop offs post-title reign in GCW history. Why are you even talking about going for the title again when you've proven you're nowhere close to deserving another shot?

Re: Civil War Ring Announcements... I'm getting VERY fed up with this Tori Colbert bullshit!

🤣🤣🤣

More frustration... falling short to Tori again is just... *SIGH* But thank you Victoria. You've got the biggest heart and most trying patience ever putting up with me for so long. IDK how, but I'll reward your unwavering belief in me. I'm going to find a way. I'm not giving up. Count on it!

Oh for fuck's sake... mommy's coming home...🙄 I'm in trouble now. Am I about to get a belt to the ass? *SIGH* x.com/VainQueenVS/...

Hmmm... I wonder who you're talking about (sarcasm). Also one of their buddies endorsing having your head smashed in over you thinking NASCAR isn't a sport is very extreme. You do you. I don't see a damn thing wrong with what you said initially. Free country and all of that.

NASCAR sucks.

I keep being asked about my Festivus Shooting Star contract and when I'm cashing in. Stay tuned. I already know the date. And thank you Chelsea for doing the business a massive favor.

Another carrot dangler going into Civil War. Another Civil War preview thing. Another fucking match with Tori. It's really fucking difficult sometimes when the 'voices of the past' are in your head laughing at you whenever you fail. I don't think any amount of therapy will ever erase that PTSD.

What the fuck is it going to take to get over that "final hump"? I'm so sick of falling short where it really counts or where I need to really prove what I say. A decade ago, like I mentioned, I'd "accept it", I'd give up, I'd cry in private, I'd feel bad... But now I'm just angry and pissed off.

Karma.

I'm in Nassau! Hah! Nope. I mean, I have a briefcase of my own but not intending to cash in. My top priority is Livewire. I'm NOT third best to my two opponents and I'm still miffed about the battle royal

Um. No. #blocked

Friday sucked. 3rd place. Kim winning. Tori, who I know in my heart I am better than ranking above me... It sucked. Fucking sucked. A decade ago, I would've said "moral win" but no. 3rd in CW = tag shot 3rd in ring = nothing. I'm better than Kim and Tori. IDGAF. I'm better than that.

"Tell me when I'm lying" was all over the place when Punk went to AEW

The DMs have gone out of business. #iykyk

I finally won against Victoria... FINALLY.... FINALLY!!!!!! All these years of waiting, all the years of being the "little sister" to her success story if not being a chapter of her career novel... FINALLY! I've broken out of the shadow. This is the biggest win of my entire career...

Tonight is the biggest match of my career since the tragic, awful Uprising/UWA disaster of 2015. At least if worse comes to worse @victoriasalinas.bsky.social and any friends of hers won't be running up the score with a grand celebration to deepen the wound or anything...

His parents and education system failed him. BTW, naming your kid "Sterling" is grounds for having child services knocking on your door. Come on man!

#dmsareclosed #getblockedstayblocked

// Just one comment about this then I am done. I do apologize for the drama today. Obviously, did not intend for this to happen when I was venting about other platforms. That being said, no more of that from me. Lesson learned. Moving ahead on this platform now and just going to do me.