Hihi yall, let's try something different! I was given a key to a really neat game called Relic Abyss, so let's do that today, yes? twitch.tv/daruniasage @relicabyss.bsky.social

In case you missed it, the big hole and lines in my monitor. This thing isn't even that old, it's maybe 6 months old.

I'm just going to put this here and hope that I can pick it up before they run out. My monitor is really bad now, there are lines coming from that black spot. throne.com/daruniasage/...

I'm this close 🤏🏾 to just saying "fuck it" and just do my own thing with content creation full-time. I had two interviews doing similar jobs that I was doing before (that would allow me to sit) and they both said no. I'm running out of options.

Imagine getting nothing for a perfect score? Could (not) be me! www.youtube.com/watch?v=7LAF...

Being a streamer with pets be like...

Hihi yall, welcome to a hell of my making, but I'm having fun with it so that's all that matters, today we're doing one of my Chrono Trigger Jets of Time seeds! twitch.tv/daruniasage

Psst, wake up, new video dropped. youtu.be/NRlgWsyFdX8

Hihi yall, it's time for another stream! Doing FFIVFE out of that 600+ game multiworld. I now have 30+ games that I've claimed, so let's see if we get some progress, yes? twitch.tv/daruniasage

I need a reason to go live today instead of drinking my stress away. I barely slept so I'm already not in the best of moods but I'm playing games anyways so...?

This is getting worse, I can't find a job that can accommodate my medical needs and disability stuff is taking months (and I'm pretty sure they're gonna deny me anyways). My mental health is suffering. I don't use AI to edit my videos! If that's your jam, hit me up 💜

The spot on my monitor got bigger. I hate that I'm going to need yet another new monitor that I can't afford but this is a trend at this point so I guess? If anyone wants to help, it should be $200 for the monitor I saw today. If you can, use the PayPal option on Ko-fi.

The voices are extra loud tonight. I can't sleep...we need $2000... I'm tired, I'm tired. I'm tired.

Here's my one post: I'm unemployed, disabled, and need work. I'm a video editor looking for something to do because the lack of work is making my mental health worse. Hit me up ❤️

Y'all, it's 7am. If this is any indication of how the rest of my day is gonna be I'm going back to bed. I just bought this monitor not even a year ago...I can't afford this I hate it here

I need to raise $2000 so that I can stay housed. I wish I were born rich.

Editing a vod and...these captions are wild. Pretty sure it's loaded POTATOES.

You see this guy? His name is Rem. Rem, as in...REM sleep...

Look, I'm trying to stay housed and afford stuff. I don't have much in the way of talent that can transfer over to anything else, so lemme edit your talent 💜

Look, I'm trying to stay housed and afford stuff. I don't have much in the way of talent that can transfer over to anything else, so lemme edit your talent 💜

Hihi yall, stream time! I am caught up in a 600+ game multiworld. I have 20 games (so far) . Welp, let's get through em! twitch.tv/daruniasage

Pure Michigan, everyone! (Yesterday was 75 degrees)

Since today is Trans Visibility Day, if you are able, you should totally help us (a queer family of three) get food and keep us housed: ko-fi.com/daruniasage

I was going to stream but... I might write a blog instead even though I know no one will read that either but...

For @escorian.bsky.social who would 100% share with me because that's the kind of person she is.

i’ve literally watched this like 30 times since last night and it only keeps getting more funny

I'm having a bit of a crossroads type thing with streaming. I like doing it, but I'm starting to think that all that I pour into it especially being *on* when some days I would rather not be is just no longer worth it if there's no results. Shit I don't even get pennies from ad revenue...

I got my second nerve block done on Thursday. Since then it has worn off (this is normal), and I was able to move around with minimal pain (at least from the back, foot is a different story). Next step is a nerve burn and I really hope they knock me out for that.

"slightly"... ...have you seen gas prices? That commute will eat up that little ass $17/hr. No thanks 🤢

Taking a week break from streaming. Not because I want to but I need to unfuck my space again. Plus I have a lot of appointments and stuff so yeah. See y'all next week.

I put my resume out to a job from an old co-worker. I don't expect anything to come of it especially once they see the boot on my foot, but who knows? All I know is that even though I put on for SSI, I can't wait that long and no one wants to hire me as an editor so...this or homelessness...

How the hell did I miss this! I would totally play this , I've always wanted to own my own bodega 🤗

I finally finished my scarf!

Vulnerability time: I need income but I also have limitations that makes it almost impossible to find work. I can't stand/walk for more than a few minutes and we're not going to talk about my mental state because I'm in constant pain. It's taking a lot out of me to not end up in a very dark place.

(laughs in lurker who happened to look at their screen at just the right moment)

Never mind on the stream today, something happened and my spirit is broken. Just a quick rant: when people with ADHD say they need their meds to be functional, motherfucker, take them for their word and stop gatekeeping what could be life-changing/saving treatment.

I wasn't going to stream today but I'm feeling a bit better. Now I have that LTTP seed to finish but what do I do after that 🤔

YT algorithm is an enigma, I swear.

aaaand part 2! youtube.com/shorts/EUEnD...

I had to cut this in half just so YT would accept it (long story short, this song is okay for shorts less than 60 seconds, the original was 1:30...) Pt. 2 coming up! youtube.com/shorts/hZJ4C...

Like I said, this is the first photo we unlocked yesterday on stream! I was cute at some point in my life.

Zeus (left): “I rule the skies.”
Dionysus (right): *faceplants into paws* Bold of you to be named after the god of parties and then immediately choose… nap and avoiding eye contact. Introvert (complementary). #cats #BlueskyCats #gato #adoptdontshop #fosterkittens #DMV #adoptme #photography

No stream today, woke up with a terrible headache and medicine did not help 😭

I cried because everything broke at the beginning of stream but then things started working for my birthday stream and thanks for coming out! We did unlock a baby Daru picture! I'll get that later for everyone. We sent the love to @alexnorimaki.bsky.social 💜

Hihi yall, today's my birthdayyyyyy! Come celebrate with me as I play LTTP rando for the first time in forever! twitch.tv/daruniasage

Ding! Level 41! Now I need 525,600 more exp to level again. Gonna take me a year at this rate.

I'm supposed to be the spare btw.

Back at it on Tuesday!

So my wife made a comment saying that my in-game music was quiet. I adjusted the sound then realized that it wasn't that the audio was quiet. It was because I had my game audio in Windows itself almost muted. So now I get readjust. Oh and OBS was also low so that was nice. moral: check the mixer.