@escorian.bsky.social to our kid: Be careful with mom, they've got a boob-boo. Me:

I may or may not have spent the past 5 hours having dreams about this procedure. Everything is fine.

I thought I had my second-to-last phys therapy appointment today. My right foot cannot bear any weight so I called them to cancel. Turns out... it's not until Wednesday. And my foot is swollen so here's hoping it goes away by then.

I had to do a really rough thing. I had to let go of someone who I considered a friend for 20+ years. I'm generally forgiving. Hell, I forgave my bullies in school. But there's a line and that line is blatant TERF behavior. Trans women are women, trans men are men, non-binary folk exist.

has anyone used the Textuler plug in? I'm using Vegas Pro and *this* happens. I don't need a grid and it renders the grid when I actually render the video...the only other option would be to make my own bubble and do it that way, but this will shave off some time editing.

Remember. www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gs06...

Always appreciated, never required! We weren't able to get each other presents this year 😭

#ADHD tax is ending up with 8 boxes of angel hair spaghetti when you only meant to get 4. I don't even like making angel hair, I only buy it because @escorian.bsky.social likes it.

hey... it's me again... asking disabled BIPOC to DM me if you'd like to join my stream team @thedc3.bsky.social!!! I'll open the application to you, or you can schedule a discord call with me so I can get to know you instead! 😊 shares/reposts appreciated!

I'm struggling mentally right now (I know, shocker). But it's worse than I'm expressing. I'm most of all fearful of what my future might be after Tuesday. I'm hoping for the best, but how does one prepare for the worst?

Fighting yet another headache, so no streams today. I'm up long enough to eat and take a shower 😭

They all told me to delay my game launch... So i did this 😵 #gamedev #megabonk #indiegame

New YT short! Everything just went SO WRONG in less than a minute. https://youtube.com/shorts/SS-Joaryc4o?feature=share

I'm going to stream today, but I need to eat something before I start because I literally just woke up lol. Might be able to go for a little longer today since my kid, master of "oh by the way, last minute" type deals, wants to stay after school for clubs ROFL. Give me about an hour.

That's it. That's the post.

I needed to grab some clips from yesterday's stream but my body said "bitch naw". And now I'm behind 😭

people will tell you they don't understand gender fluidity then look right at a ship called the Edmund Fitzgerald and call it "her" without missing a beat

Y'all. Cat tongues are ROUGH. Crystal likes to give me a "bath" on my head. I think she scraped some of my skin off this morning 😅 Picture of the culprit.

Hey yall, I'm going to try morning/midday streams, so come see me RIGHT NAOOOOO going to do some Jets of Time rando which I fell in love with! twitch.tv/daruniasage

As the parent of a trans kid... Fuck y'all. www.freep.com/story/news/h...

I'm trying to process some potentially scary things™️ and I keep telling myself that it's probably nothing, but if it is...what now? Just keep joy in your life, because you never know what can happen.

Someone tell me to start working on podcast stuff so that I can release the first episode in December/January 😂

In a perfect world, I would have a job that would value disabled people with doc's appointments up the ass. However, in a perfect world, no one would be disabled. Currently unemployed (again), but you can help by commissioning video editing work by yours truly.

So yeah because my second monitor croaked, I had to postpone my stream for today. I was looking forward to it too 🫠

My wife: How is it harder to get disability than it is to get a gun?

Our phone got shut off because we can't pay it, need $400 for that. Then I take a nap and come back to a dead monitor. I can't deal with this anymore... I'm tired, I'm in pain and I just am done. I'm done. I'm fucking done.

And to top it all off...I have physical therapy today and I shouldn't go but I can't call to cancel 🫠

Happy Monday! Not ideal since I'm job seeking and my kid's at school. If you want to contribute, here's my ko-fi: ko-fi.com/daruniasage the immediate option is PayPal, so if you can, use that. I wish someone would just hire me ffs

I need to talk to my kid. It was agreed that once it's cooler in their room, they need to go back to sleeping in there. Now they're backpedaling and saying "uh-uh, I said once it's really cold." I don't have a dedicated office space so my living room is all I have. I can't really do content

I updated my Throne to add and remove some stuff. I added Churu for the cats because they go through them sumbitches like water. throne.com/daruniasage

Bonus Skong drawing.

Mind your business, Discord!

So the water should be coming back on...within 24 hours. So we can't even shower...

Came back home to my water off and my ultrasound coming back with not good results. Oh is this how we starting, September?! 🖕🏾 (Currently in talks with some resources for the former, but it basically means we can't cook right now because how does one do that sans water?)

Damn I need to get me one of these. My back would probably thank me.

The naming theme, y'all ❤️

“Money doesn’t buy happiness” On its own no. But it does buy the ability for money not to be a constant worry, so you can focus on other things… including being able to do things that do make you happy. Financial wellbeing & stability is a huge aspect of overall health.

Since the kid's going back to school next week, I'm contemplating doing some morning streams since I ain't got shit to do. I'm not really a morning person but my body can no longer stay awake past 9pm most nights so... I'm toast either way.

Y'all I just got my last paycheck and it's already gone due to bills. So please feel free to hit me up. (Please? My sanity is waning because I don't know what I'm going to do for however long it may be before I find a suitable job)

I love my doctor for trying to figure stuff out when no other doctor will help outside of "lose weight, you fat fuck". But...my appointment was at 1pm. Ma'am where are you? I got here 15 minutes early too. If I were a half hour late they would've dropped a fee and forced me to reschedule 😂

Naw you gotta turn the sound on for this 😂😂😂😂😂😂

I'm so done with my blood sugar doing some bullshit™️ at certain times during the day because the fuck you mean my blood sugar was over 300 while I was asleep? The hyper/hypo fatigue is real too 🙄

Cats be like:

Ain't no one calling your orange ass that, if you don't sit your ass down...

So I have a huge grandiose (at least as someone with little coding skills outside of HTML) idea and I would really love to see my vision, but at the same time, I don't think I'll be good enough to pull it off.

North American Animals: How They Have Changed… From the latest Private Eye, out now.

Proof that trans/homophobia is still alive and well in the Black community: Two words: Snoop Dogg.

...called my ass out real quick there, damn.

Considering that my sleep has been absolutely decimated these past two days, I don't think I can do much today. *Looks at laundry* sorry. *Sigh*

I'm good at: -Cats -soldering circuit boards -RPGs/gaming in general -Self-deprecating talk -theater -writing