i need to buy new alarm sounds because iphones are fucking dumb and my brain starts blocking out alarms if i have had them for longer than a month 😭

if i had a car i would drive to ikea once a week for a hotdog

i did the super scary thing of asking for extra time for my project 🥲

TW eating habits!! i finally started counting my calories and logging my meals and it has had such a good impact on me over the past handful of days. i have a clear overview of how much i eat and it makes my brain relax completely, because its under control, and ik im hitting enough calories too!!

im pretty sure i had an argument in my dream with myself about whether or not the scarf im knitting is done 😭😭 ITS NOT DONE LEAVE ME ALONE

good morning everybody 💚 happy weekend!!

my throat is hurting badddd

my dad is the realest, he got me a portable heater because my room is always freezing cold 😭 love that man so much

oh yeah my throat hurts this morning 😭

the radiators are off because they broke in the next house over and they’re fixing them and its fucking freezing in my room. like there is a wall of cold when you open my door, always, and not that they’re off? im done, i might not survive the night

im feeling so loved and appreciated today, i love you guys 💚

i keep getting an ad that freaks me out, its just a dead inside looking blonde blue eyed lady that gives me uncanny valley but it definitely is a real person i think she wants my soul

spending the last 24h of being 20 imploding because i procrastinated my damn work

okay probably no gym today because i have so much work to do, and im trying not to find any other things to do even tho im tempted to do everything except work 😭😭

good morning!! i am once again having to work and try to drag myself to the gym, hopefully i actually do all that today 🫡 i hope you all have a great wednesday!! and happy october!! ✨

good morning! i woke up, read a poem, and cried today so far. how about you?

im back to knitting, i think its because the weather got chilly lmao

i had the crazy idea of learning to snowboard or mountain ski this winter 🫣

why does everyone want to have a professional meeting on my birthday, im gonna be running around all day 😭

i just sent and replied to a gajillion emails, welcome to monday 🫡

i wanna flip the page in my calendar 🤧

i took it off and i am indeed not crazy, that actually helped me breathe lmao

i couldn’t fall asleep last night so i put a strip of kinesiology tape on my nose and idk if im tripping or that actually worked

someone sent me “i wanna sleep in the same bed as you on sunday” as the opener and im like… im a planner guy, so the fact they set a deadline is stressing me out more than an opening line should 😭😭

i typically do my groceries thinking only of the 5 workdays, like i dont eat on weekends 😭

i almost just posted instead of googled something and that would have been incredibly embarrassing LMFAO

dating 20 year olds is crazy cus some of you genuinely look like you were born yesterday and some of you look like you have had a 9-5 for 20 years 🤠

i hate moisturiser (sue me, i hate the feeling) but i have smothered myself in some moisturiser today, feeling soft as fuck

gotta find a podcast or smth to listen to at the gym today 😩

i spent an hour adding songs to a playlist and it kinda feels like a fever dream thinking back on it lmao

hello friends! i need to make a fuckin infographic for a client todayyy im losing my minddd

i might go back to eating fish and chicken because its easy, lean protein 😭😭 im lazyyy

cant find any decent guys on my hunt, maybe its time to switch teams and become hetero 😩

i wanna go sit in the outdoors and read a book tomorrow (and go gym)

im thinking oh wow i figured out how to fry dumplings to be the exact same level of fried by the same time! i cracked the code! and then i flip this fucking thing??? wtf was that one doing while the rest were frying (admittedly burning)

who wants to give me 500 bucks for my birthday so i can go get a tattoo? 🤠

i accidentally tipped over my drying rack and confirmed all of my dogs fears about that weird trembly thing attacking him 😭

i really wanna change my pfp but i cant 😩

who’s going to beat my ass and make me go to the gym today

being very into eating fruit in this economy is depressing

i was cut off while getting out of the train, only for this motherfucker to start walking at the speed of snail… you did all that and made me almost trip over my feet TO WALK THAT SLOW??? pissed

i just realised that my habit of texting and putting a copious amount of exclamation points at the end of sentences does not match my actual speaking habits at all 😭 like im monotone and bland when i talk, where do the !!!!!s come in?

art class is fun, we had like some drawing exercises (scary) but also literature analysis and i cant help but feel that just IMAGINE if it was my first language 😭

the proposed financial budget for next year was announced and im beyond pissed 😀

i am taking an art class and its terrifying, i havent been in an art class in… 7 years or smth

being on social media less makes me very happy

like she hasn’t been through enough NOW THEY’RE SENDING HER TO ORBIT??? 😭😭 im so over this show

one cold night and my health is deteriorated, like can my body be any more dramatic 😭

added it, now just to wait for someone to show up with gifts 😋

not worried about protein in my salad because i bought choccy milk flavoured protein powder like a real man