Defeated. Broke. I start work back up this Sunday but the paycheck won't be in until just before Thanksgiving and it'll only be around $600 if not a bit less. My upcoming bills are around $1300. I haven't been getting any new commission inquiries. I'm stressed out that I keep picking at my skin...

Blueberry for @popalopolis.bsky.social 🐄

Hiya everyone, sadly I'm in the red right now in terms of finances. If you guys could help me avoid overdraft fees and help me pay off another upcoming bill, it'd be greatly appreciated. Right now I'm in need of roughly $250. I'll drop a link to my ko-fi, anything helps. ;w; ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

I'm the most pathetic Hispanic girl ever, I can't even handle Shin Ramyun without my lips going numb

Hiya everyone, sadly I'm in the red right now in terms of finances. If you guys could help me avoid overdraft fees and help me pay off another upcoming bill, it'd be greatly appreciated. Right now I'm in need of roughly $250. I'll drop a link to my ko-fi, anything helps. ;w; ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

What he hasn't told you guys is that he once dressed up in a seifuku and let me pound his rectum and call him "my cute girlfriend" before. I wonder if this is him saying he'd like to do it again sometime.

Opening up .SAI files from like 5 years ago and gritting my teeth over the fact that the rough sketches look really good, yet for some stupid reason my dumb ass thought they needed to be cleaned up and refined. I hate that I keep pushing myself to overachieve when it's not fucking necessary, man. 🫠

I decided to make use of the collections function that SubStar seemed to launch back in May, and I'm kicking myself in the proverbial dick and balls for not organizing older files. I tried to sort my files by date and the groupings don't even include specific months anymore. <_> I hate Windows, dude

Thinking about bringing my SubStar back in January, but my concerns are that I have no clue how to make art that is special or exclusive that would make subscribing worthwhile. You can easily get better and more meaningful content from other people that actually enjoy the fetishes they draw.

I ate a lot yesterday and yet I somehow had a craving for more food just before I crawled into bed a moment ago, so now my gut is growling up a storm...

OC Design Auction: "Oats" SB: $100 USD BI: $10 USD ABO: $1,500 USD (max amount) please read alt text for full details! ✨to bid, use the reply chain and reply to current highest bidder.✨ ⏰ Will close when ABO reached or 12:00AM November 5th, EST. Thank you!! cw: furry

Sometimes I be posting my tame artworks in this discord server full of artists, and I try to hop into the voice chat to make connections with others, but I feel like my existence isn't really acknowledged and it feels painfully cliquey in these sorts of servers. I have like one genuine friend there.

Yzi vore for @fogbread.bsky.social

My boyfriend's car got towed from the apartment parking lot because the DMV never sent him his registration sticker, so he's working from home tonight. But our internet service provider literally just got an outage so now he can't even do his job. He's not feeling too great right now... >:

I promise I have art cooking behind the scenes, I've just been very bleh lately and I'm trying to persevere. Apologies for mostly yapping and being a downer lately, I'm still on the mend. ;w;

NYX AND I DREW THIS TOGETHER!!! EEEEE i love how it turned out so much !! thank you @nyxindyx.bsky.social 🤍

why are all the fictional men I'm attracted to some form of dead either they're canonically killed, never brought back in a sequel, or just empty inside and need a loving embrace

Was listening to Invincible Rainbow Arrow from Somnium Files and started slowly feeling sad about the fact Hayato Yagyu got wiped from the series after the first game. I think this is the biggest blunder Uchikoshi could've done and I blame the fact he folded to what the fan votes resulted in.

I wish I could say I'm doing better but I've not been sleeping very well lately and it's causing me to spiral more. My period isn't helping either what with the painful cramps and mood-flips. Here's to hoping things pan out okay soon ;w;

Sorry I make this a routine thing each month, but I've been on medical leave again due to declining mental stability. If you're interested in commissioning me, please fill out this form: forms.gle/bWqeuy812iwn... If you don't want a commission, you can donate to my ko-fi: ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

I wish Fennel would snuggle me like this cat does He only does cute shit like this to my boyfriend and it's not fair!!!

Sorry I make this a routine thing each month, but I've been on medical leave again due to declining mental stability. If you're interested in commissioning me, please fill out this form: forms.gle/bWqeuy812iwn... If you don't want a commission, you can donate to my ko-fi: ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

I was gonna play Rune Factory 4 on the Steam Deck because my PC file lacks compared to my Switch file. But when I booted up the game I was greeted with my character being the male protag. My boyfriend, being the himedanshi that he is, installed a genderswap mod and its trying to turn me into a fujo.

I actually got slapped with a random bout of depression so the only thing I can do to counter it is to force thinking nice things about myself ;w;

:3

Me and my boyfriend always reference this fucking video and it still makes us laugh to this very day www.youtube.com/watch?v=BksN...

feeling really desperate for people to talk to and hang out with but I don't want to impede on others, I'm like a vampire, I have to be invited in ):

I have a weird double-standard when it comes to tsunderes. Tsun girls piss me off, but tsun boys are really cute to me because the concept of a guy hiding his soft, sensitive interior by pushing you away and insisting he's not a good person because he's stubborn and dangerous is appealing to me.

The outer corner of my right eye has been sore for the past few days and I tried switching to wearing glasses to ease the pain, but even after doing that the pain hasn't alleviated even a little. :x

jesus christ I've been looking for this song for actual years, I'm so glad I managed to find it and in great quality to boot youtu.be/_6X9wUP4pUg?...

called my boyfriend a slut for drinking my last bottle of virgil's root beer..........

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zbhr... mood at the moment

Spoke to my psych for the past half hour and came to the conclusion that I should really look into different work if my current job is such a detriment to my mental health. It's not that the job duties are difficult, it's just that the job is rather spontaneous and unpredictable, which I don't enjoy

youtu.be/yDKAp7UB6gc?... mood of the moment

another day I haven't slept at all

Fockin' 'ell, thank god for CSP's backup files. I accidentally saved a commission draft sketch OVER another commission I was partway finished with because Vanilla rolled over onto my hand and made me click the wrong file and saving options. Nearly had a panic attack. Thanks kitty...

I MEANT TO POST THIS ONE THIS ONE WAS DONE AND I PASTED THE WRONG IMAGE (vore)

for @nyxindyx.bsky.social BF's birthday happy birthdayyyyy (vore)

I like being on this account more than my others because it feels like I could yap about whatever and you guys actually talk to me...

www.youtube.com/watch?v=BmmM... this song goes ham :3

wasn't my shilling of your characters enough >:(

Happy Birthday @kdzee.bsky.social!! I love you very much~ :3

I want you guys to know that when I was younger I used to purge my online art galleries almost annually because I was stupid and depressed and always hated feeling lesser than other artists. I compared myself to everyone around me and made art a competition of skill and notoriety. It wasn't healthy.

forms.gle/1jp4EF2NJaKF... Nyxie-poo needs to make some money for bills, pwease help by filling out this google form! ;w; If you're on a budget, I highly recommend getting a rough sketch! Examples below~

forms.gle/1jp4EF2NJaKF... Nyxie-poo needs to make some money for bills, pwease help by filling out this google form! ;w; If you're on a budget, I highly recommend getting a rough sketch! Examples below~

Well i wish them a happy burpday! >3< and hope they have a lovely day~

I drew this before i cut my hand yesterday, but I saw everybody else posting theirs early, so i will too! character belongs to @kdzee.bsky.social happy birthday!! you are very lucky to have such a kind partner like Nyx ☺️ wish you two another happy year!

Happy Birthday to the lad :D

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I hope your bf has a happy birthday~ and I hope he likes the piece too!