Spoke to my psych today about getting on tirzepatide, gonna need to do a bit a lab work first before getting a scrip, but I'm looking forward to it. I got a therapy session booked for Friday this week through my work's EAP as well. And I'm gonna try to get some NAC for my skin-picking issues. :3

It's 3am and I'm desperately craving banh mi bo kho right now... a hot and hearty stew with fragrant aromatics and tender chunks of beef and root vegetables in a vibrant maroon broth with a fresh crispy and chewy baguette sounds so fucking good right now. 😭

And if you wanna help me out but don't know what to commission or you're just feeling generous, you can throw me a bone at my ko-fi here: ko-fi.com/ktullanyx This option isn't necessary and I don't want anyone feeling pressured into donating, but anything and everything helps a lot!

If you'd like to help me out, I'm always open for commissions. My cheapest option for those who are on a budget after all the holiday expenditures is Rough Sketches at $50 (per character). You can fill out my form here to inquire about a commission: forms.gle/og4Gj5BA5LoG... (sketch examples below)

Refined sketch commissions for @esesr.bsky.social!

I'm also gonna start up my SubscribeStar again and do my best to prioritize posting there whenever I make new artwork. I have a hard time NOT sharing my works as soon as I make them because I wanna receive instant feedback gratification lol But I need to learn restraint if I'm to pique curiosity. :>

Once again I'm in a dumb financial situation. I need roughly $750 to cover the remaining bills I have to pay before the next few weeks roll around. Rent is thankfully taken care of, but electricity, internet, and water are left. I also included my psych appt. because my insurance doesn't cover it. 😔

I'm laying in bed next to my boyfriend and my gut makes a really loud and consistent squelching noise. He immediately turns over to look at me with awe.

My cats are taking turns making biscuits on me when I'm trying to sleep

Rough sketch commission for @moochasu.bsky.social of their demon girl having gotten gulped

Looking forward to speaking to my psych next week because we're gonna do some lab work and see if I'm qualified for tirzepatide. I really want to do something about my body and my weight. I've tried all sorts of things to lose weight and I feel like no matter what I do, it never really goes down.

Rough sketch commission for @moochasu.bsky.social of their demon girl having gotten gulped

Cecilia having eaten Rhi for @knoglegnsfw.bsky.social

Commission for Akashimo

Refined Sketch commission for Megazero

Sketch request for FogBread

Sketch request for 30c

Sketch request for HazelRafter

Commission for HaerzKryst

Yuel from Granblue and @tsukijitums.bsky.social's sluggysona engaging in some onsen intimacy.

Zero Suit Samus refined sketch commission for Anonymous

Jun vore for @yegua.bsky.social

I love talking to people but I feel like I'm not really one to discuss things unless prompted to... I'm also just incredibly passive and let people yap on and on about subjects I have little to no interest in and I very much struggle to keep up with the conversation at that point. I'm so lame... <<;

I have to get all dressed up and pretty for tonight's Christmas dinner since we didn't do anything special yesterday. I haven't eaten since last night and it's like 2:30pm and our reservation isn't until 7:30pm arrrrghhh I'm so hungry 😭

Come 2026 I'm just gonna go all out and start eating you guys

I keep edging my stomach to copious amounts of food porn videos and images I am soooo hungry I am such a mealpilled ghrelincel I'm feeling acid welling up in my empty belly churning and yearning for a delicious repast to sate my voracious appetite and quell my groaning tummy ohhhhhh 😩

Tried my hand at drawing traditional work and coloring it with the new markers my boyfriend got me for Christmas. The sketch came out well but as I started coloring it in, it started to turn out pretty horrendous. I wish I could do something nice for my boyfriend to repay him and show him I care.

I haven't been able to really do much of anything today due to Christmas plans getting pushed to tomorrow. Merry Christmas nonetheless though!

cw: vore And, of course, Santa Tri meting out a festive punishment to Charice. Still by Nyx, but kept separate due to the vorey conclusion so instead I gotta tag @nyxindyx.bsky.social Tri probably should've unwrapped that particular present...

Offered my boyfriend to rest his head on my lap and he fell asleep to me gently scritching his scalp, running my fingers through his hair, and the soothing sounds of my hungry stomach gurgling and churning. Merry Christmas, my dear :3c

I tested out the new shitty TwXtter update that endorses AI prompt usage to edit images. I've learned two things. One being that it's fully limited unless you fucking pay to upgrade lol And two, it fucking sucks at coloring my art in any consistent manner, so I think I'm safe to some degree.

I made @tsukijitums.bsky.social draw on my Cintiq while he was over. I drew a very unsuspicious Nyx next to his Sluggu.

Gonna go fetch @tsukijitums.bsky.social today and treat him to some top notch quality Asian cuisines from a marketplace in the Vietnamese district. :3c

Jun vore for @yegua.bsky.social

I played the role of Santa this year and shipped out like 10 packages and now I'm broke because of all the shipping costs, especially for the international packages. 😭 If you'd like to commission me for something, please fill out my commission form! forms.gle/B2P2Va9uCGCY...

I feel like absolute trash today. Between my period and depressive thoughts, I just feel so small. I feel like my skills as an artist is only going to take me so far and then I'll have to find something else to do with my life.

Christmas is coming up quickly and I keep picking at my face and scalp. I look and feel absolutely hideous and unpleasant. I hope these gashes heal before I'm forced to be around family... ):

I played the role of Santa this year and shipped out like 10 packages and now I'm broke because of all the shipping costs, especially for the international packages. 😭 If you'd like to commission me for something, please fill out my commission form! forms.gle/B2P2Va9uCGCY...

A half-draconic Sami done by @nyxindyx.bsky.social.

Posting this on bsky because I noticed I haven't. Old commission sequence for @perrinbutfatte.bsky.social of their character Yira cockvoring some elves and churning them up.

tfw you finish a commission but the client wants it to remain private but you wanna show it off because you think you did a good job but you have to respect the client's wishes u_u

I didn't really do anything special to warrant this but I'm treating myself to some tigelle today

Ugh, I've been side-eyeing Ohuhu markers for a few years now and they're doing a 15% off holiday deal right now, but I don't wanna drop the money on them when I still wanna get gifts for others with my paychecks while still being able to pay for my bills later this month. :x But... new art materials

I have today and tomorrow off work and while I'd love to start drawing and posting stuff to share with you guys, I just can't seem to muster the will to draw lately. Work has me in so much pain lately and I haven't slept well these past couple of nights that I just feel fatigued and exhausted. :c

Had to drop $100 on new work boots because the shoes my job provided me when I first started working back in January have consistently made my ankles, heels, Achilles tendons, and arches hurt like hell.

The closing shift I had earlier went by surprisingly well. I think the only weird thing I seem to recall so vividly was how disappointed a guest was that we didn't serve cappuccinos at our restaurant. Like, dude was shaking his head like we were a complete disgrace for not having more coffee options

Thank you to everyone who donated to my ko-fi and commissioned me this past month when I was struggling financially during my medical leave. I should be faring okay now that I'm back to work. Hopefully my depression doesn't flare up really badly any time soon... I would hate to be a burden again.

My boyfriend and I cleaned up the apartment a bit this morning, set up the Christmas tree afterwards, and then we ordered a large thin crust pizza to enjoy for lunch. :3

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Yeah fine I couldn't help myself