i wish the cushions between my vertebrae would stop poking out already, its really getting on my nerves

my face when the dark fantasy yuri anime i was looking forward to is animated like an anime for preschoolers.

winds destroying the trellis' i built this summer

did a good hour or so of mostly painless walking today, thats a good sign im recovering from whatever fucked my back up for the last 6 months. still shouldnt get my hopes up and ill still need to maintain this for the future

Tonight 8PM EST MTG Commander Night www.twitch.tv/kerafury Featuring: ╰ ME [Krile Baldesion] ╰ @coal-fu.bsky.social [Alela, Artful Provocateur] ╰ @mizzerheart.bsky.social [Eluge, the Shoreless Sea] ╰ @moiders.bsky.social [Tuvasa the Sunlit]

allergy medicine got hands

i think theres an owl outside my room

happy new year

I’ve treasured the opportunity to play a lot of magic in 2025 and meet a bunch of cool people who I now consider good friends. Can’t wait to see where the cardboard takes us all in 2026! Here’s to another year of “I think you should concede” ❤️

my physical health has kinda been getting away from me for a while this year. until it improves i cant go back to regularly streaming my apologizes. it is something im going to be focusing on and trying my best to resolve.

insomnia 5 days, its rough

insomnia is the gift that keeps on giving

@zigmenthotep.bsky.social what are your thoughts on talisanta? i've never played it and ive only skimmed through one of the editions of it but it does have this one video on youtube thats like a 5 minute long commercial from the 90's i really vibe with so now its stuck in my head forever.

it would be nice to have somewhere to walk around in the rain

its been raining all day but it suddenly picked up, listening to it from the window behind me is so nice

i miss a lot of the retired vtubers i use to watch, you were all great no matter how big your audience was.

a billion fire engines, ambulances, and police cars just passed my house. wonder what all that is about

Tonight 8PM EST MTG Commander Night www.twitch.tv/kerafury Featuring: ╰ ME [Esika, God of The Tree] ╰ www.twitch.tv/kyouryuukaymac [Megatron, Tyrant] ╰ www.twitch.tv/cedarvt [Toxrill, The Corrosive] ╰ @redmaster787.bsky.social [Bonny Pall, Clearcutter]

Tonight 8PM EST MTG Commander Night www.twitch.tv/kerafury Featuring: ╰ ME [Shiko and Narset, United] ╰ @themomojelly.bsky.social [Sokka, Tenacious Tactician] ╰ www.twitch.tv/cedarvt [Inalla, Archmage Ritualist] ╰ @coal-fu.bsky.social [Korvold, Fae-Cursed King]

i use to live in a house in a valley that had a highway that ran perpendicular to it about a mile away from my house. the sounds of the highway echoing through the valley as i stood in the middle of the night at 6am waiting for the school bus made sounds like i lived in silent hill

also i finally cleaned my mouse so i can use the scroll wheel again (but the scroll button is still broken)

it was the powersupply, it seems that my computer is back fully functional, arguibly more functional than it has been in years

ordered a new power supply for my pc, hopefully im right that the power supply was what fried in my pc, otherwise ill be out of commissions much longer. upside, if it really was the power supply and thats what was crashing my pc then ill be able to do a lot more stuff

my pc power supply died earlier today this kinda conferms to me whats probably been causing my pc to crash, until i get a replacement i cant stream but hopefully when i get a replacement we will be back better than ever.

first 10 minutes of my day my pc was locked in a deathloop, not a good sign

99% sure its the ram on my pc thats dying

Tonight 8PM EST MTG Commander Night www.twitch.tv/kerafury Featuring: ╰ ME [The Necrobloom] ╰ @dalekstormvt.bsky.social [Noctis, Prince of Lucis] ╰ @elfhere.bsky.social [Balthier And Fran] ╰ @thelibrarianvt.bsky.social [Charix, The Raging Isle]

i need to build up thumb endurance if im gonna go back to playing nes games

Tonight 8PM EST MTG Commander Night www.twitch.tv/kerafury Featuring: ╰ME [Krile Baldesion] ╰@dalekstormvt.bsky.social [Ivy, Gleeful Spellthief] ╰@mizzerheart.bsky.social [Breya, Etherium Shaper] ╰@thelibrarianvt.bsky.social [Ygra, Eater of All]

im officially old, ive hit the age where digging is no longer fun

i reached 100 followers today!

Tonight 8PM EST MTG Commander Night www.twitch.tv/kerafury Featuring: ╰ME [Knuckles from K​.​N​.​U​.​C​.​K​.​L​.​E​.​S. & Knuckles] ╰@dalekstormvt.bsky.social [Eisha, Threefold Master] ╰@mizzerheart.bsky.social [Arthur, Marigold Knight] ╰@redmaster787.bsky.social [Old Stickfingers]

current earworm - marvelous sunday

serene celebrations lead to serene victory's

sorry everyone, due to technical issues we wernt able to play tonight. we'll get them next time

in a few minutes playing commander with @ladycepheus.bsky.social and @unknownidiot the circus must go on! www.twitch.tv/kerafury

✨GOOD AFTERNOON STARLIGHTS✨ Magic Monday will be starting today at 3 pm est with our homies @evermoreradio.bsky.social @sagechronima.bsky.social and @lordhudini.bsky.social for round 1, followed by @Unkownidiot And @kerafury.bsky.social for round 2 🫡 CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU ALL THERE

cant be milk, cant be grapejuice. trying to figure out if i could be cheese or wine though.

Tonight 8PM EST MTG Commander Night ─── ⋆⋅ ⟡ ⋅⋆ ─── www.twitch.tv/kerafury Featuring: ╰ME [Esika, God of the Tree] ╰@kandaprotovt.bsky.social [Garnet, Princess of Alexandria] ╰@suotos.bsky.social [Jodah, the Unifier] ╰https://x.com/BlightVT/media [Hashaton, Scarab’s Fist] ─── ⋆⋅ ⟡ ⋅⋆ ───

backing up my files today at a rate of 1 hour per 20gb (this may take a few days)

i hadent cleaned out my pc for over 10 years so my cpu heatsink was basicly a block of lint and dust overheating

cant confirm just yet, but im probably back

cruel irony of fate that i got twitch monetization just after my pc became unusable to stream with. not that monetization would have done much for me.

well i can kinda use my computer, im wondering if maybe the problem is due to overheating rather than a dying harddrive, might be both, might be both are related. thats why i dont like technology, if you dont have the money to keep up with new good hardware its a mystery why the old stuff is failing

sorry but i might be away for a while. my dad is pretty sure that my hard drive is dying and simply turning my pc on without it going into a crash loop is difficult now. i wont be able to stream or play games, i may not even be able to use discord for a while until i get a new hard drive.

i realized that i haven't mentioned it in a while, but i stream every so often at twitch.tv/kerafury

i was gonna play stardew valley modded today but i have to download like 50 mods manually. so probably tomarrow

i really wanna play board games with my friends

im to stupid to stream right now so never mind

uhg what was i doing staying up till 3am last night?