I was gonna spam my brainrot but got exhausted after my therapy session and my fibro has flared up ggggghk. If I feel better later I'll ramble but. Good god I hate. Fibro

Right to all following here I'm so sorey if I am insufferable today I have a lot of racing oc thoughts in my head today!!! I think this alt account is good for when my brain is racing. It's such a strange feeling when this happens. I assume it's adhd locking the FUCK in

I drew this for EX's midwich ref so long ago and still have no idea how I managed to pop off with the colouring here. Likem wait??? How did I do that. Can I get that power back pls

The doctor's in?

Trying to make Felix look older and dustier 🤔

I liked Wayward but the ending kinda bummed me out, I guess the ending wasn't meant to be entirely hopeful bc it's a fucked up town but. What I can say is it's refreshing to see a pre T trans masc baddie w top surgery kick so much ass... intimacy and gender rep felt so genuine in this. Bless

It gives me life your honour

Being an OC artist who draws ship art of their characters is a very special kind of rarepair situation. It's me, my ocs and the few weirdos staring in the window as I play dolls. Kind of beautiful if you think about it.

NiGHTS IS REAL ITS REAL ITSREAL ITS REALREAL REAL THEY ARE REALLLLL. My fuckin heart. For the love of gaaad please let them drive instead of just being the car 😔🙏

I can't sleep but I just discovered Stickybones armatures/figures exist and damn this is a need actually

Tested new procreate brushes yesterday

I'm so shaky on my current totm. It sucks bc I really want to draw. I also feel like my thoughts are rapid fire/attention span is low because I can't focus on one thing! (No concerning thoughts, in fact, I feel optimistic today) want my body and brain to calm down so I can draw my blorbos :^D

Being a big brave nerd and sending emails requesting references for job hunting even tho the anxiety of doing so mc murders me internally put of fear of hearing "no" 😭 but I'm doing it!!!!

One of my fav character designers showed his true colours yesterday on Instagram and I couldn't be more disappointed. Am I shocked anymore tho? No

Sketch of vivi from the plane the other day, it’s very sloppy. But I’m embracing the gloopiness of it as it was just a destress sketch. Love my ghostie! (They/them)

Me??? Animating??? For the first time since April??? Impossible!!!! (Exciting!)

I try not to think of celebs too highly bc I know many pedal performative bullshit at times, but MAN. some of these really fucking sting.

Aye the day I'm super busy preparing to go on a trip the next day is the day I realise my back wheel may have a slow puncture as it keeps getting very low over the last month at least 3 times. Fun times 🫠

Shit OK I promise I'm logging off I can't stop rambling!!! Head is going 1000 mph with all the thoughts buzzing in my brain. Cya later

Brain is buzzing with so many oc brainworms, even though I have so much stuff to do today and tomorrow 🫠 I love the brainworms but I have so much to do... Also apologies-- I'm spamming feeds today. I'm in a very ramble-y mood again. When I get into that headspace I can never quite turn it off 😒

First time drawing Jerome in like 5 years and he got so. Yassified with my current style. Good for him...??? but he's still lacking all his wrinkles......I'll fix that.. Crazy what drawing old man yaoi (lgbt stuff in general tbh) does to my brain and drawing ability... (L 2020/2021-ish, R is 2025)

found this old henry sketch on an ssd drive and i really like it still lmao

tomorrow 🖤

Woke up from having probably the best sleep I've had in a long while. Actually feel refreshed for once.

Right as I think my stomach is fine and in the clear the nausea just hits me once again NOOO

Types up my journal for universal credit As I post it it logs me out and it all is gone 🫠

Tiktok stop pushing "dopamine addiction" ai generated ads at me for FUCK sake yo Annoying, and very dangerous because it's very much false info/misleading -- being addicted to dopamine doesn't exist. How are they still allowed to get away with this shite fr

I thought my pain and tummy ache disaster would be over by today but its still there in the bg ARRRRRGHHHHHHH not as severe but its gross feelin

Do you guys understand how much I care about my starlight son

‘Amphibia’ creator Matt Braly says ‘KPop Demon Hunters’ is changing the movie business for the better: “Anything that proves original animation is profitable is a good thing. Even better it is a female led story based on an authentically portrayed culture.”

Don’t wanna jinx it but the pain is starting to ease slowly. Got around to drawing something. Have a stupid preview where I snatch my bois hair.

Reminder to myself to take lactaid before any dairy for now on. And to never forget my medication for my fibro x___x lactose intolerance and full body pain be a horrible double whammy fr

This is a wip and it ain’t full size but I’m hoping to do a proper turn around of clock soon and get the scale of his knife and body looking good/consistent. I want to do a wee posing ref to practice how he wields it, too! I love my son.

Vile: Exhumed is dark and fucked up but important for analysis of parasocial relationships (esp w those who contribute to explicit art/content) and how dangerous it can become if left unchecked. I'm glad it's still available and that John Wolfe took the time to play it and address the censorship.

I keep getting bad bruising on my legs when I get itchy and scratch them. Not even scratching hard. Idk I'm worried. Maybe I'll book in with my gp and check to see if I'm panicking too much tomorrow haha

and you can add as many links as you want with deck.blue by using the [text](link) syntax without wasting your 300 characters!

Clearing out my room has been tough but I bought cute pink storage boxes today so I can store the things I can't fit in the attic. Legit great

Decided to go spend longer in town today instead of just attending an appointment. Been tired and sore so thought maybe a walk about and change of scenery is good for a wee bit ;U; might do a bit of sketching in a cafe too. I don't do a lot outside the house so I'm trying to get out more!

Non sexual nudity label, but finally gave my king Rufus top surgery scars because you know what I need more post-op kings (I have a lot of pre-op trans men but need more diversity I think)

Long thread here btw but feel free to read

On writing for them; I've either been complimenting change of setting, or completely retooling the story. A lot of this story is about themes of rejection of older harmful ideals in favour of creating a better future, and that we should be celebrating each other rather than division...

Woah, applied a deep heat rub to one of my wrists that I bought from B&M bargins of all places and the pain is just melting away. Where has this been all my 4 years of having fibro... I still gotta try CBD oil too...

A big part of my stance against AI is like... we don't need to be making technological progress ALL the time. We're bombing innocent people for economical reasons, we can't feed everyone, our society is just broken. I don't care about polishing the turd with fancy tech, sorry.

Non sexual nudity label, but finally gave my king Rufus top surgery scars because you know what I need more post-op kings (I have a lot of pre-op trans men but need more diversity I think)

I'm really pondering getting an mp3 player so I can not only cur down my phone usage but also not have to rely on streaming services for my music-- I want to ditch Spotify fr over this age stuff. Also heard the ceo is putting a lot of money behind ai military shit so. Yikes.

My stomach has been awful the last few days and it just sounds like thunder in there rn. Wtf is happening I just want to stop feeling so ILL

Redesigning Rufus’s face but he’s looking too angry gAHHH it’s a start