why... why would you ask me to join you and then just ignore me saying 'oh yes I'd love to' and go ahead without me?? ouch.

i forgot my father's death day. i know he would've wanted me to move on, but i doubt he wanted me to forgot his days. i'm sorry.

i feel so stupid for letting my stress get to me like this, i know quite well that i can absolutely do this exam, and do it well. and yet, i can't stop crying because somehow my body hasn't gotten that memo.

so fkn tired of being treated like an afterthought am i gonna do anything against it? no bc i value my friends more than i do myself