I do not buy into the psyop trying to bill Y’shtola as a motherly figure, that girl would leave me dead in a ditch for one cornchip and I respect that deeply

more plantposting. just for me. hoyas are literally so chill. i love them. i dont really vibe w crawling philodendron and it makes me feel a bit bad but im kind of just caring for my two crawling ones out of obligation and idk what to do with them. sigh

fyrakk is a sunny stick insect, besides him i have a bunch of isopods. my plants are mostly philodendrons and anthuriums, but i keep a handful of other ones too

corm box 👍

some kind of buge

i feel like im being a bit annoying with my constant tablet posting but like look at this beast. i love her. i feel so fancy using it even though my current setup makes my back hurt

artfight.net/~reaplly giggles cutely.

ive also really started enjoying anthuriums which is a bit dangerous. my room at my apartment is going to be the designated cat free space and everything i already have in there? out. except my bed maybe. plant zone now. then maybe something cat safe for the rest of the apartment…

i need to do art again but meanwhile look at my red anderson vs my pink princess… i really do see why people like the ppp like pink variegation is fun but the contrast the red anderson has…

ill probably be starting on straterra soonish bc elvanse kinda just stopped helping, hopefully itll work :)

themis

heres the beasts as well btw.

im usually pretty careful with my money despite being in a really fortunate situation because like. the constant anxiety of “what if something happens” stops me from spending excessively. maybe im just in a mindset of “everything already sucks. might as well” and that has made me less Like That. hmm

depression is still kicking my ass and doing my usual stuff is difficult but i think im succeeding pretty well in the plant and cat department

Pin-Up Commission for my dear friend @tural.bsky.social - Real "wow I can't believe I'm being paid to draw this" moment for me honestly #wickcomms #wickffxivart

the worst thing about it sll is that i can see why my stepdad would think im immature all the times hes brought me to a meltdown its been because he told me to clean up after myself. being asked to clean up after myself is not the problem

i feel like things are gonna get worse again and i dont know what to do about it

ive always been too much of a coward to hurt myself beyond my fucking skin picking issue but holy fucking shit

sorry im just complaining on here i dont know if he ever checks tumblr but he does have one and i. ugh.

im so fucking upset i miss him so much

going from “i dont really care that we’ve broken up because our friendship matters the most” to just being afraid that i’ll lose him and that he doesn’t know just how much he means to me and what if something happens and AGHHHHHHHH. fuck me i cant stop thinking about the worst outcomes

ugh i should add a page for my ocs on my strawpage

weird necromancer

i miss my EXXXX i want to talk to him more. i need to call him or set up a movie night or wow night or SOMETHING. i dont want to be pathetic but like pleasepleasepleaseple

also uhm my plant has been growing a new leaf. im very proud of her

guy with psoriasis when his skin is itchy:

You still feel the same (1/4)

i’ve gone on about how i’m doing generally on tumblr but like overall: antidepressants are helping me a lot but paired with the fact that even without them i’m constantly tired and now i’m dealing with both mental and physical exhaustion basically all the time which makes doing stuff hard

also a doodle of my sweet guy my darling the light of my life my sunshine my favoritest

not dead just dealing with things. wip. trust the process trust the process trust the pr 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

balatro gaming at the gender clinic

YIPPEE

YEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOOOUWCH

Preliminary Cage (1/6)

i still read bsky as bisky (like hunter x hunter)

#ff14 #zenos

my cats were so fucking small like what the fuck. renna is still weird looking but is mostly recognizable as a cat these days

shrinked my sisters cats lol

caitlin doughty on the 2010 wacom cintiq

just a chibi yshtola to eventually put on my laptop

evil shadow skull

his name is trevor 👍

hm

my obnoxious sketch colors <3

just a little guy

Posting this ZenosWoL that I liked 🖍️

also a sketch of m’shen i really want to get back to i just don’t know how to dress him

average warrior of light is at least three people in a trenchcoat just trust me here. very rough draft but i miss drawing in general but especially drawing cyrille and i also wanted to post something </3

still on here just tired

hope everyone had a pleasant halloween, here’s sellen