I had to fix a few things this morning and lost a lot of time, then the night was gone in a blink. Still, I managed to get more work done than yesterday. I’ll try to push it further tomorrow. Good night, dream of yuri 🌺

Ah, forgot to say, but Carmilla starts with the immortal lesbian vampire sneaking into her bed to cuddle until she feels her heart being pierced. She was six. Carmilla is literally oneloli yuri, I'm losing my mind lmao.

Oh right! How could I forget? I read at least 60% of Carmilla today! I was like this will be something like Nosferatu, more about the horror and all, mostly subtext. But girl? That's a gay vampire! 1872 yuri!

Ignored everyone leaving one or two minutes earlier and left only after the right time again and caught a bus with two empty seats, rare luxury, I even got to choose. This job feels like purgatory, I’m starting to kinda dig it.

Read another fourth of Uchuu Yabai, reached the hot springs arc in Urasekai 4 audiobook, didn’t sleep at all so I enjoyed every bit of it. Also got some work for tomorrow that I can finish in 5 minutes. I guess that wraps it up for today.

Got home only 20 minutes late today~ (thanks to dashing after getting off the bus). The driver collapsed before even reaching the bus at the parking lot, so we had to wait for a replacement. Mine was the last bus to leave because of that.

Good night, everyone. Dream of yuri 🌺.

I’ve been wanting to draw Bokita art where Bocchi just opens up to Kita, and Kita holds her close and take everything for a long time. I think people need more of that, someone to cuddle with and tell you everything will be alright.

I don’t think I’ll be drawing tonight, today was way too packed so I’m just heading to bed. I did sketch a bit at work though, might post it later, but it’s nothing special. Just some studies.

By the way, my phone is working alright. I was worried about the earphone plug, but it's seemingly normal 👌

My day wasn’t only bad things though. I read a good portion of Uchuu Yabai, drew quite a bit at the office (mostly boxes and simple forms), and even took another step toward making the company stop giving workers free unlimited butter.

Short long summary of the day, read at your own discretion. Yesterday I talked to my company about leaving earlier and they told me no good. This morning, my supervisor came to talk to me in his usual friendly voice, trying his best to hide that the scold was, in fact, a scold.

It's 19:08, I just got home. Today was such a ridiculously bad day, it's almost sitcom material. I don't even know where to start with.

I planned to go to sleep at 22:00, so I’m already an hour late. I’ll do my best to push through tomorrow as well. Good night, rest well, and dream of yuri 🌺

I’ve been wanting to draw Bokita art where Bocchi just opens up to Kita, and Kita holds her close and take everything for a long time. I think people need more of that, someone to cuddle with and tell you everything will be alright.

Saying I’ll take everything off my plate and focus only on the most important stuff is easier said than done though. It’s like being told not to think of a pink elephant, and it usually hurts my motivation and makes me prone to procrastination.

I even paid for a certification exam that was supposed to help me get a better salary, but I don’t even have time to study lol. 本末転倒.

I talked to the company about leaving earlier, but they told me to forget it. So for now I’ll just take everything new off my plate and focus only on what I’ve already started and haven’t finished. I want to see how much I can get done by December.

Today’s update on the monthly yuri art (from a few months back, nya). The line art is mostly done, so I’m sharing it with supporters!

Lunch always makes me slow and sleepy. Guess that’s why I’m more active in the mornings and late at night. (And why I always end up sleeping at weird times…)

Me walking back from the supermarket chanting "I’ll make coffee once I get home! Coffee!" in my mind. Then by 18:00 I’m feeling down and wondering why. Oh right… 24 hours without coffee.

Why do kids have so much energy? Don’t you remember being a kid, and every day felt like it had 50 hours and even at the end they don’t want to sleep? What drains it all away from us? society?

どう見ても私の死エンドに至る世界線だこれ。脱線しなきゃ… No matter how you look at it, this is a timeline leading to my death. I have to escape…

Show by Bocchi The Rock, colored. #nsfw #fanart #BTR #GotohHitori #ぼっち・ざ・ろっく #後藤ひとり #anime

It's already 1AM, and I really should be asleep by now. But that long sleep I got last night gave me a bit of extra resistance today. Baby's also been crying a lot tonight, so if I don't fall into deep sleep quickly, I’ll probably be waking up soon anyway.

I tried a 100 yen tip tier on Fanbox, but since there wasn’t much interest, I removed it! It was just making things more complicated. If you’d like to support without rewards, you can always do so through my Ko-fi! 😊

Show by Bocchi The Rock, colored. #nsfw #fanart #BTR #GotohHitori #ぼっち・ざ・ろっく #後藤ひとり #anime

Right when I'm shading booba relatives come back!

Sometimes drawing just feels off… maybe it’s because I’m still doing it from the couch. #bokita #ぼ喜多 #fanart

In Uchuu Yabai 2, animals become the dominant species, and humans are reduced to a lower caste. They're confined to camps, forced to do tasks only humans can: managing gacha games, censoring horny content (PTA, aka Horny Jail)...

There's one huge problem with listening Bocchi the Rock songs while commuting to work, which is now I'm getting in the "going to work" mood whenever I listen to them no matter where I am.

I need to stop trying to save money by stockpiling painkillers.

I keep wondering how to ask people at work to reduce my workload (attendance?), since 90% of the time I’m not even doing anything there. If they won’t let me do home office, I wish they’d at least let me leave earlier sometimes so I could get some proper rest.

I keep thinking I want to go serious about art practice and focus, but then I remember all the work I still need to deliver. Balancing everything is so hard.

Being a perfectionist bothers me even at work. They spend an entire week or more preparing the material, and then I’m supposed to handle it in just one or two days. It’s a ton of work, and they’re still working on it while I’m already buried.

I've been thinking about this weight I can't seem to take off my shoulders, and I realized it's just overwhelm. Woah. I don't think I've ever had a full week where I let myself just go numb.

I used to play this game with a group of Japanese players, and one of them said I was a sore loser. They were right, I am a sore loser.

Yes, so the coffee migraine finally got me at nearly 24 hours without caffeine. So I had a cup of coffee and came to rest a bit on bed. Cat came along and is now massaging the blanket and cuddling. None of them has ever done this in months I've been here.

Yes, Google was wrong, the rain stopped.

ちょっと食するもの買ってくる。着れる服ないけど、洗ったのは仕事服だけだし、アニメシャツで行くわ。

考えてみれば、私って今、社畜やってるんですかね。なるほど。でも、会社で何もやってない社畜っていんの？

All I have here are some nuts I already gobbled. I took them with me to work all week and never ate them, at least the aloofness saved me a bit today.

Let's check the weather: "It's going to rain like shit all afternoon" It's over

And now it's raining aaah

Aaagh, I wasted too much time doing stupid, I have to run to get lunch!

I tried drawing the scene where Kukuri asks if Nuruka is jealous and she replies she'll kill her. At first I thought she was looking kinda cute, but then it derailed? I'll keep practicing... #fanart #anime #yuri

Thank you for the bookmark function. Now I can bookmark everything and forget it exists.

Good morning! Slept about 9 hours. Friday to Saturday sleep is always the longest and best.

Me at work: thinking about going home and working on my yuri art projects in an orderly manner. My brain when I get back: BUT LESBIANS IN SUITS!

Forgot to mention, just in case BlueSky mods come after my ass because of my cute yuri art, please follow my alt too. ➠ yurilyalt.bsky.social