hghhhh. hgshshhsj,

Urbanshade cut off my mental and physical health check-ups b-because I'm— it's a waste of time. I was— getting sick of them, I-I'll admit.

[eating bugs]

i could eat bugs

this place is a FREAKSHOW i literally don’t respect any of you people

[GRRRRR GRRRRRRRRRRRRR]

IM SO MAD RIGHT NOW

KILL WVERYONE KILL EVERYONE KILL EVERUONE

garden salsa sun chips could heal me

//idk idk i wanted to draw them in a different outfit

[it doesn’t want to. So it skitters over into the corner with a growl.]

[eating sticky notes]

I NEED to throw bricks at people

//no it isn’t allowed access to electronics … lol

Me when im NORMAL. When im a REGULAR PERSON and there’s NOTHING WRONG WITH ME.

[ramming its body into YOU! yes, YOU!]

I want CIGARETTES AND ALCOHOL.

//drawings of sixteen in HELL

//SIXTEEN KICKS THE BUCKET AT 12:57 PM CST

[gnawing on a bone. it is clearly human in source.]

kill everyone

outnumbered .

[😐] urbanshade is putting me down in two weeks

i have two weeks left to live

[scraping its nails against the wall. Like scratching post]

I’M SO HATE-FILLED RIGHT NOW

//ugc face maker games are a little slow for my liking (i like it when my brush strokes and undo button are instant) buuut i managed. Lorenze is here

//

// my isopod is…… angry? h

[Throwing a chair against the wall. Tossing everything it can find in desk drawers all over the floor. Bashing its tail against lockers. Someone’s angry!]

BAD MORNING.

Ibuprofen is the only thing that can bring me happiness anymore, honest— honestly. The— My bunny. Not the medicine.

//canon death in 47 days btw. this does not mean I’ll stop roleplaying as it

I DON’T CARE I’M NOT LISTENING TO YOU

NOT LISTENING TO YOU.

NO SHIT

WOULD LOVE TO TAKE A NAP BUT I FEEL LIKE I SHOULDN’T LET MY GUARD DOWN TODAY

[Jumpsuit: off. In the wash. Thankfully, the facility does have automated machines for the task. There isn’t anything to see (except for its gigantic surgery scars), but boy does it feel cold to the point of shivering.]

//ykw maybe i WILL try to increase my activity here after app

//asexual sixteen… no dick. No balls. Just platonic vibes

FACT OF THE DAY. I AM MENTALLY SOUND

//FORGOT I HAD A BLUESKY UH. go my twitter rp account that im active on every single day x.com/zseventyfour...

…… Wawa

[slotted itself into an air duct. it isn’t coming out any time soon.]

I WISH EVERYONE WHO DIES GOES TO HELL NO MATTER WHAT

//check out what i made for my final motion graphics project 🙂‍↕️

my. internal organs itch !