Picked up my chastity belt. Wore it for a few minutes then took it off as I realized I’ll never have a true dom/sub relationship where it can be used. Depressing as hell. It’s like a constant itch that can never be scratched.

Still super lonely. Unfulfilled.

So lonely.

You wouldn’t think it would be hard to find a man that wanted a chastity slave to humiliate and control. Alas. Here I am. Storing this belt back in the closet.

Who is over 50 and a dominant key holder? I need you.

Who is over 50 and a dominant key holder? I need you.

Who wants them?

I desire to be blackmailed and forced to wear my #carrara belt forever. #chastityslave #lockmeup

I desire to be blackmailed and forced to wear my #carrara belt forever. #chastityslave #lockmeup

MAL isn’t for everyone. Two years in a row I’ve gone and felt so intimidated. Guys making out. People running against each other. No room to move. No one paying any attention to me. No one looking. No one talking to me. It is not a safe space for those with low self esteem or lacking confidence.

A trip to the medicine cabinet would solve everything.

Can’t wait to get home. Begin selling my gear and forget about this interest as all it does is cause pain.

Once again #MAL is a bust. Why do I even bother coming here?

Many days I wonder why I waste oxygen.

Looks like I’m canceling my trip to MAL. I suck at making connections. I don’t want to go there and be alone in a mass of people. I can experience loneliness here at home and not spend money I don’t have. #mal2025 #midatlanticleather

Controversial statement. I find anyone that does drag to be ridiculous. Especially for gay men to adore it. If I was into women, I’d date a woman. It’s weird. Give me a hot, masculine man. Not a guy that wants to be a chick.

Your septum piercing will never be sexy. Whenever I see a guy with one, that’s all I see. Just that stupid ring in your nose. Yuck.

Today I learned that some gay men into the fetish just can’t take a joke. Then to cry to other people about it makes you look like a softy. Dude. Relax. Life isn’t that serious.

I got to try on a Studio Gum Rubber Prison this weekend. It was amazing. I will be buying one as soon as I can afford it.

Question. In all these stories we read about guys meeting doms at Bars and then the dom takes them home for an evening of play. Does that really happen? If so? Where, because I need some sub time.

I thrive on humiliation and severe control. #chastitybelt #boy #slave

I just ordered this. #drone #slave #punishment

Who wants the activation code to my lock box?

I have the next five days off. Guess where I’ll be? Here. Alone.

I wish I had a lot of pictures to share. But when you don’t get to play you don’t create the content.

I’m losing faith in humanity. Why are people so cruel to those they don’t even know?

Who wants to do this to me?

@suitbearne.bsky.social You need to weld me into shackles and drag me behind you.

A well known player and dom in this community didn’t hold back on me and told me I’m a time sink and not worthy of his time as his payoff is low. He reminded me that my mental health needs work and I shouldn’t talk to anyone for 6 months while I work on myself.

So far it’s the same result. Like warm responses with zero ongoing engagement.

Anyone going to MAL and want to keep me chained up the weekend?

Birthday was yesterday. As usual, spent it alone. Kind of a depressing launch into the last year of my 40’s.

Feeling submissive. I could get talked into giving you my Masterlock box credentials.

Who wants to own this? #gimp #shackles #unowned

Hoping to be this again someday. #gimp #caged #shackled

Should I post my Masterlock box info here?

Call me basic. But some places of your body wasn’t meant to have holes in them.

My immediate reaction to the Top to Bottom Leather Discipline Hood? This is the most amazing piece of gear I own. The feel is amazing. I finally was able to smell what all other subs refer to. Who wants to make this permanent on me? #bondage #leatherhood #submissive #boy #slave

I’m 48. From #newhampshire and prefer to be with men 50-70. I’m educated, employed and although shy, am fun and o be with. Any takers? #master #sir #bondage #gimp #collarme #submissive #boy #leather

Who is going to lock this on me? #boy #slave #bondage #prisoner

There is no greater feeling than having cold, heavy steel locked around your ankles, wrists and neck.

I’m here. Hoping to make friends with dominant men around New England.