I think swapping from EU server to American one was the best decision I’ve made playing marvel rivals. People use actual words to coordinate the game, not just yelling insults all the way. Woah.

Apocalypse be like

The older I get the lower my comfortable temperature. I loved summer, then spring with its 18-23C, now I’m more willing to go outside when it’s 13-15C 🤔

One of my favourite scientists came to Prague. I went to his lecture early and got two books signed 🥹 Something good happened, yay!

Isn’t it beautiful

The newest layoff wave passed me by even though I was on the list of people who wants out asap. And now HR ask me about a project they gave me some time ago. Don’t worry, I haven’t touched it just the same as you haven’t given me severance. Let me out on legal terms or keep feeding me with 0 results

Would do we do today? Applying for jobs. How do we do it today? With toxic hatred. What do we feel after applying today? Anger.

Fuck that shit. Fuck that fucking shit. FUCK THAT FUCKING SHIT.

Denied.

I’m still waiting for the mod to romance Raphael to be finished.

I think we vibed well, the technical part wasn’t easy, had to fight voice tremble, but overall I think it was well. But have to wait till next week for their decision 😮‍💨☠️ Can I fall into coma for a couple of days please

On my way to the interview with the head of delivery and too look around the office. Please give me at least a single hint of where are we standing after the interview. I will eat myself alive over the weekend if you don’t.

Excuse me for the random , but why am I waking up every day to the same news title “unidentified drones on the territory of *any European country*” and the whole Europe just sits like 👁️👄👁️ doing nothing about it? Idk maybe try shooting something or what exactly we are waiting for?

So happy to derank from diamond to gold in one day. Someone please disconnect this game from servers. gg matchmaking.

Alright. Friday. Interview with the supervisor. In the office. One step away from that contact. Deep breaths.

It’s getting really cold here. Time to find my Karen cardigan and wrap up.

It went well, feel like I’m fitting well judging by what she was mentioning and describing. I’m scared to assume anything at this point, because “I think it went well” is not a trustworthy thing as I learned. So hoping for a green light for the next round 😮‍💨

Downloaded ios 26 out of curiosity. My eyes bleed now, thank you.

Having an interview tomorrow. One in a million position for me, I swear. The initial call went well, fingers crossed.

This is how adulthood looks like 🙂‍↕️ (Yes I’m happy af)

Grasshopper show

I lost interest in 90% of YouTube channels I’ve been watching before. Both my subscriptions and home page make me mad because I have nothing to watch and I don’t know what I’m looking for there at all 😩 What do you like watching? 🥺

I should be studying right now, but

Good morning beautiful people 🩷 Got an email with invitation for an initial call for a nice position. Fingers crossed it’ll be ok on Monday and I’ll get an interview soon 🥺

IT LIVES

Accidentally spilled water on my laptop. A dead expensive laptop is the last thing I want to have right now I swear 😭

How to say that you are discriminating by age without saying that you are discriminating by age. 7 years ago my generation was a baby

At this point I should make a special time slot in my google calendar for crying on Mondays. Taking unpaid leave this week and will try to collect all thoughts regarding job search. I felt so lost and scattered for some time, but I think I can manage to get it together now. (for some time)

I’m just chilling tonight 📚

Grill 🙂‍↕️

Ok I must admit something. Overwatch was very smart keeping new heroes out of ranked.

Good morning, friends ☀️ Have a great one!

Having language classes three times a week is great, but I hate my “waiting mode” when you are anxious all day and worry that you will be late or something, so you barely can do anything because of these thoughts. By the time when the class starts I’m already exhausted lol

Me: ok, so we got a new update for 7 days to die, let’s see. Game: so, here we have: crashes after 10 mins Me: aha….

Working work instead of applying for new jobs. Ahhh. Taking unpaid leave next week to have some peace and quiet from the shit show I’m technically still working with.

Morning, legends 👾

Nvm I broke her legs, attached them again with super glue and she stands straight now lol

If someone collects funk pops, have you ever encountered this tilting thing. She is not broken, legs look fine, platform too but she keeps looking down. Shart, don’t be sad I was treating you good!

Excuse me, I’m a bit whiny today

Therapist: you are trying to do things that people do when they are healthy and stable. You are nor healthy or stable, it’s ok if you can’t keep up right now, we need to make you feel good first. Me: I’m a loser I can’t do shit I’m mad and guilty, I’m a lazy piece of shit Therapist: 😮‍💨, ok, so….

Imagine waiting for a game for a long time and then not playing it because you are mentally ill and can’t even boot it being scared of new things aaaaa. Mafia I’m looking at you.

Raised doses of everything I could, if that silly won’t start cooperating I….ah hell knows what I will do, my next psy session is in fucking November 💀

Ajjj, doing home chores half of the day as self soothing activities, feel guilt but also want to pet myself on the head for at least looking for a way to deal with frustration and stress. Sometimes small acts of self care mean everything. Doesn’t cancel guilt anyway. (I don’t play rivals at least)

Morning gamers, stay alive 🙂‍↕️

In the meantime my true bestie is going for masters degree and also got a job recently, so we won’t have bg3 sessions at my place twice a week 😭

Losing connection with one of my friends. We were never besties, but with time I feel more difference in our “vibe”.I don’t have many friends in general because,well, moving countries, studying with Erasmus students or those who decided to leave, and now I’m like “the hell should i do with that one”

Feeling very hopeless today

AAAAAAAA