#Fringe #FringeFox #FringeTvShow

#Fringe #FringeFox #FringeTvShow

🎶All around me darkness gathers Fading is the sun that shone We must speak of other matters You can be me when I'm gone When I'm Gone Flowers gathered in the morning Afternoon they blossom on Still are withered in the evening You can be me when I'm gone🎶 -When I'm Gone, Liminal & Austin Fray

Derek Croxton I needed you to be my rock, my weight. Without you I floated into space so far from the world.

Remember Onlyfans restricted my sounding and other videos when it comes down to new management. Yall praise it like Jesus christ but it's doing a dis-service to me, they can and are already doing the same to all of the other media creators. Remember canceling justforfans.

I was watching some videos on a short film channel and I don't know if it goes across channels but youtube disabled the "save" feature on videos made for kids which means it would also span to my videos and I think that's the wackest shit since AD-maggedon.

I loved Will Hoy the first moment I laid my eyes on his gorgeous hair in the upstairs atrium. I just assumed he was straight and looked away. I would've loved Will the way he needed. But he didn't leave for me.

Big Blond Bastards ™️

Sam Smick and I are like if they took Wiccan and Hulking and made a live action. I can't make that shit up. Ruined Marvel for me too.

And I probably won't meet anyone else out here in the middle of the woods. No one on the internet wanted to wife me up either. All I had were the guys I went to school with and all of you shunned me for some reason. Scorned by the guys I needed the most. What irony.

And Will is gone and I wasn't hipster enough for Vic. So that checks off everyone on the list that Derek Croxton was. That's the special list.

I thought me and Luke were friends in elementary school. I have this vague memory from a beach field trip but it might just be a false memory. I knewluke at some point before he went all low voice.

Luke Shebuski has a deep voice and carries a gun. The latter is a weird vibe. I hate guns. They do psychokinetics in the military too. They're just harder to produce but way cooler. Finger Glock. If someone could have done it it was me but even I couldn't.

Hey Sam Smick sure you're straight and I get that. But I could've asked you to just be my friend. I really needed one of those. Missed opportunity huh?

Dear Sam Smick and all my other military guys, I love you too and I care about you coming home. My heart always beats for your protection. Be safe out there. Love, Jaden

@RomReddy there aren't just 2 lanes. I have my own lane and it's still better than any other lane. I'm just unpopular and the masses are influenced otherwise. But that's fine, my lane wins out in the future either way. "My way" but say it like Adventure time and then kick the direction sign

Be careful letting them coral you sheep

It's not cannon for me to repost The Articles of The New Fundamental Foundations of New Civilization but they're down my profile feed somewhere. Look for '*Topic* in An Actually Free World'. Theyre in my albums on Facebook if you want to look at them. www.facebook.com/share/18YNyx...

They are making you fight for the impending of monetary system in society. As compared to what I've advocated for: The Obsoletion of the monetary system. Under my system you'd never have to hear the word taxes ever again.

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#Gifted #Giftedmovie #Gifted2017

I would have been similar to this sort of Dad except a little more broken and quiet. Except we'd be sitting side by side on the couch and talking. I have a strong feeling my child would be gifted too.

If I go through with suicide day I'll never get to be a dad. But then again even if I live, the way society is set up makes it basically impossible to be a dad too. And I'm not lowering my standards for anyone or anything because people will be happy in the future and that's all that matters.

And that was the end of Jaden Casarez and Derek Croxton.

To be Derek Casarez would have been a privilege. Derek Trey Casarez

Jaden Croxton would have sounded nice. Jaden Austin Croxton

"Goodbye"

I have never needed someone more than I have needed you Derek and you just left me. Slowly shakes my head and sighs.

Under your shirt is a good hiding place for cuts. But it's relatively new real estate and I don't know how I can bandage them when I do them. My legs are burn estate now and I have no where else safe to cut.

I was going to carve your initials into my other leg but this is when I started throwing up every other Wednesday so I promised God I'd stop if he stopped the vomit. He didn't keep his end but I kept my end until I didn't. Now it's my pyramid scar.

I have 'Charlie Spring' scars.

When they do my autopsy they'll see all the lovers I had carved into my body. But who's 9? That's Will's birthday.

Blood and tear 🩸 💧

I can't do it anymore, everything happening and that has happened has broken me in unrecoverable ways. I'll always be healing not quite healed.

I feel the way everything turns gray in Corline when she wins a eye. Preserved and lifeless. Completely despondent. It all piled on and is too much.

I was on track not to post anymore but losing that speaker really fucked it all up and now I just can't be bothered with anything anymore. Whatever. The gods and Goddesses are feyggit assholes.

I need to remind myself when I post that no one's going to read it, and no one cares even if they did (for some reason).

"Goodbye"

#NewAmsterdam #AssistedSuicide

The clock is ticking on anyone else who was going to try to take Derek Croxton's place. You only have a few months left and I'm already way older than I wanted to be when I got married and had kids. I've missed a lot of relationship experiences I'll never get to have now.Don't wait till the last sec