I'm not even joking the other day I came out the shower and had Spotify on the TV just going through liked songs, when I started to tear up and get emotional all of a sudden it turned on shuffle by itself and played HYSTERIA 😭 my uncle really said "girl ur being hysterical but here's a banger"

The bravest thing you can do is keep going forward! ⭐ Art print available on my snail mail club c:

In the past month I have played 110+ hours of overwatch 🥴 but at least it's better than my previous coping mechanisms

I was in the car when all of sudden I saw this man & I could have sworn it was my uncle. Same jumper, same hat, same scruffy facial hair.. the shock that went through me is indescribable. For a millisecond, I thought I got to see my uncle again, then the reality hit like a ton of bricks, he's gone 🙁

Lot of people have really shown their true colours recently 🙁

Me when my mam calls to bitch about my awful biological sister who I've been right about my entire life (she's a literal sociopath and downright evil)

As you know, baking is my coping mechanism, so I made my own loaf for the first time! I think it turned out pretty good :)

The funeral directors posted on Facebook about my uncle and there's SO many comments, he meant so much to so many, truly one of the best people I ever had the privilege to know ❤️‍🩹

My brain hasn't quite accepted it's real yet, it's weird. Like we had a month to "pre accept" it, so I've gone through all the stages of grief already but now I'm stuck in denial pretty much. My brain is still thinking "oh must go see uncle Eck" but I can't. It will hit hard at the funeral 🙁

Everytime I start crying SOMETHING happens, my uncle is 100% telling me to quit my whinging 😭 message heard 🫡

If you want to find out who actually cares about you then simply experience a devastating loss/go through something absolutely horrific, you find out REAL quick who gives a shit about you and who couldn't care less 🫠

The grief is coming in waves, well, more tsunamis. I can't comprehend that I'm never going to see him again. I think it will hit the hardest at the funeral, especially because he was always the one who sorted funeral stuff out and kept everyones spirits up. He won't be there this time 🙁 I'm broken.

You weren't just an uncle to me, you were my biggest support system. You understood me on a level that no one else ever could. You kept me sane when I was in hospital. You spent your whole life being completely selfless, & I want to believe your soul has been put back into the universe. Rest easy ❤️‍🩹

So I'm probably not going to be active for idk, maybe a while. My uncle just died and honestly I am not okay in the slightest. So adiós for now.

Why does no one fucking care

I just don't understand why this is happening. And why it's like no one else fucking cares. Maybe I did die back then and I'm in hell now because this is hell

The Dr went out today and says my uncle has days left. I don't want to be here.

"how are you coping with everything going on right now?" "Well, at the start my switch overwatch playtime was 70 hours, now, barely a few weeks later, it's 130 so"

*plays overwatch all day so I can't think about the fact my uncle probably won't even make it to see my birthday next month*

Damn orisa is actually kinda insane ...

Omg can bluesky actually fucking do something about these damn spam bots???

Me rn

#repostyourart day 4: cat/dog Sunfloof 🌻

It's snowing 😭😭😭

୧ ‧₊˚ 🐰🩵🛏️ ⋅ ☆

Symmetra is EVIL in underwatch I love it

snack time 💫

I wish I had flare up likes other people had flares ups 🥲 cause why can other people in a flare up still go out, be active, be social etc, but when I flare up I can't even physically lift my head or keep water down 🥲

kuromi 💫

For for #repostyourart day 4: CAT/DOG!!!!!

Omg I finally got the Winston lunar colony mode in underwatch it's so funny

I really wish I had someone to play overwatch with, and I mean like an actual 2nd half of a duo not someone who will play once then never interact with me again 💀

Taken from my front door, so crazy to think there's a group of human making their way to this right now 🥹

Hello why is there SNOW 😭

Idk why time feels like it goes so much faster at night, during the day is like agonisingly slow

ivysaur gifting a flower 🌼 to vileplume 🍃 #pokemon ♡ #strawbunnycakeart

I truly hope that every single pos that voted against the assisted dying bill either gets very terminally ill themselves or has a loved one get sick and is forced to watch them suffer until their last agonising breath. You only need to see it once to realise how barbaric denying euthanasia is.

Isabelle spring kimono 🌸🩵✨ #acnh #animalcrossing #fanart #isabelle #animalcrossingnewhorizons #pastel #cuteart #softart #traditionalart

I can't help but die laughing at "get in the magic circleeeuh" when mizuki ults 😭 also "WHOS A GOOD DRAGON WHOS A GOOD DRAGON/nomnomnomnom" its so funny

tiny astronauts 💫

Soooo love being invisible

mimikyu snacks 💜👻 #cuteart #pokemon

little Chingling can’t wait to grow up!! 🥹💖 #art #traditionalart #pokemon #pokemonart

made a coral reef sticker to go with one of my acrylic charms 🐟

It must be so genuinely surreal being able to look at our planet from a 3rd person perspective

Just back from seeing my uncle, he's got people all day coming in and seeing him, and he's just so.. you can see him fading more each day :( this is so fucking unfair. Anyway going to play overwatch so my brain can't form a single thought once again

little guys 🐁 #art