I'm thinking about streaming tomorrow. I need to something else besides sitting in my room being broody and pining over Valko. I'm pining so hard that I put the purple wolf ears on Caleb. 😂

He is a good boy. 🐶

I’m playing the new Love and Deepspace update and I can pick my mood in the home feature. I picked heartbroken and Caleb the golden retriever that he is. Immediately tries to cheer me up. He wants to do everything with me.

Looks like no Valko tomorrow just reruns of old memories. 😔

I’m going to stay up late and read Xavier’s and Rafayel’s recent chapters in the main story. In case they happen to release Valko on the 9th. My expectations are very low right now.

It’s crazy that some genuinely believe it’s cheating to main multiple love interests in Love and Deepspace. It’s how the game was designed. You think I would be monogamous in a fictional world with five hot men? Plus every character is in a different timeline, it’s not cheating.

The first gif when I typed "Love and Deepspace." Not me making the same expression. 😏

There’s a global online protest and boycott to save Valko. I hope he gets reinstated as a love interest and not a NPC. I don’t want to be bestie-zoned by him. I would literally make edits of him with the “I Wanna Ruin Our Friendship” song. That song is already associated with Caleb.

I've cried so much yesterday that I can still smell the snot in my nose? My eyes were not dry at all. Can't get on TikTok without hearing "IN ANOTHER LIIIFE!" 🤣😭

The one that got away... 😞💔

I’m going live around 5pm est! Playing Love and Deepspace! Sorry for lack of streams again.

Ugh... I can't wait for July 9th. 😩

Caleb and Valko:

The devs knew what they were doing. 🐶🐺

Red hair and golden eyes? One of my weaknesses in fictional men. Sylus might become my fourth favorite now.

I really want to stream today but I’m really tired y’all. Had a hard time falling asleep last night.

THE NEW LOVE INTEREST IN LOVE AND DEEPSPACE!! I'm going to have two puppy boys!

I actually uploaded a video! youtu.be/m2J4xzIUn9I

Going live! Playing more RE9! www.twitch.tv/amber_afton21

I wanted to stream today but I woke up later than I wanted to. I'll stream tomorrow, for real.

Now live! Playing Leon Must Die Forever in RE9! www.twitch.tv/amber_afton21

Sorry for the lack of streams this week. Had thunderstorms all week and my AC was broken.

Help, this is official and confirmed that Caleb's memory is inspired by UP. 😭 They actually used the shitty made dolls for promo. 🤣 This memory is going to emotionally destroy me. I'll stream it so you guys can suffer with me.

I think the new Caleb memory is inspired by the movies Casper and Just Like Heaven. Thank you Infold, for reminding me that Caleb is the Friends to Lovers x Forbidden Love Trope. 🍎😭

Now live! Celebrating Caleb's birthday!! www.twitch.tv/amber_afton21

It’s officially Caleb’s birthday!! Going live at 2PM EST on Twitch later today! 🎉🍎

This is what I have for Caleb’s plushie right now. Might add more to it on Saturday’s stream for his birthday!

My favorite time of the year. 🍎

Take my breath away~! 🎵

Guess who's birthday is coming up? I'll be streaming that day! 🍎

I’ve been listening to Taylor Swift’s new song that came out today for Toy Story 5 and I already know the lyrics. It’s very Caleb coded.

Love me a Acts of Service man that understands my insecurity. 🍎

My bestie and I played FNaF: SoTM in VR together today. Since I can’t use both hands properly he was basically my legs. We somehow survived the first Mimic encounter without dying. Died a few times to Jackie but it was because we got stuck. Fixed the elevator and now at Big Top.

I’ve been having the urge to start doing YouTube again. I was thinking about a playthrough of the Spyro Reignited Trilogy but my favorite one out of the three. Which is Year Of The Dragon. Would you guys be interested in seeing that?

I have become a kitty cat! 🐈‍⬛

Trying to have a platonic/best friend relationship on C.AI: Bot kisses me on the mouth. Trying to have a romantic relationship on C.AI: Bot says we're best friends. Me:

I GOT TURNED INTO A CAT IN THIS MEMORY!! I can live my cat energy in this memory.

My snack:

I'm actually live! Playing Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream!! www.twitch.tv/amber_afton21

Caleb and I had a baby! My genes didn't try. 😭💜

For the past couple months I’ve been dealing with a hurt leg. Definitely makes life more difficult already being physically limited. Around my hip area seems to be healed but definitely not my lower leg. The consequence of over exerting myself. 🙃

I'm going to login tomorrow and they'll have a baby, will they? Hope my genes will try! 🤣

The childhood friends trio having a meal together. 🥰❄️🍎

Got my Switch hooked up to my PC! I recorded the wedding earlier!

For the past few days I’ve been playing Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream. I have me and the men from Love and Deepspace on the island. Caleb and I are already married. It was hilarious seeing them attend the wedding. Zayne sang the wedding song. 🤣

THE NEW MEMORIES ARE SO FREAKY THAT THE DEVS USED STICK FIGURES TO SHOW THE PREVIEWS!! 🤣😂 Definitely can’t show these on stream! 🌶️🌶️🔥🔥

CALEB IN A CROP TOP AGAIN! 👹 (the collar) Too bad this won't be an actual outfit. 😭