the voices are back

leagues is unfortunately still a dopamine printer. this is the best ive felt in a while but its tied inexorably to basically age regression by playing an mmo for 16 hours a day in a voice call with my friend making stupid and uncouth voices at each other. loudly moaning every relic unlock

i like drawing and playing oldschool runescape dot com

more dnd npcs

my discord got randomly banned and then unbanned but now i cant fucking use my account for anything except rejoining the call i was in when i got nuked. awesome.

may stream some bullshit with pani tonight

i should be getting paid to run dnd games honestly. im providing a service.

had to switch ISPs and unfortunately the new one is unreasonably bad. i dont know how i will stream with this.

LN idea: yandere girl trying to pregnancy trap her boyfriend discovers hes been fake finishing the whole time after retrieving the condoms from the trash

thanks to the wonders of modern medicine i am once again unable to finish no matter how many images of nadeko i look at. i dont really care but its extremely funny that it happens every time my meds get changed. its a fun little ritual at this point.

its an actual crime against my bodily autonomy that i cant sustain myself purely off of cigarettes and cans of pink monster

dry swallowing my meds outside the pharmacy while looking at anime porn on my phone. beware the tracksuited demon. i open the bag with the knife i use to stab myself.

no seriously i love my already extremely fragile sleeping patterns getting molested for absolutely no reason twice a year its really cool

their names are tanya tanase and zigfrids prokhor, which i picked because they were fun to say. they are both jerks.

bodies bodies bodies was incredible key jangling bullshit but it was quite funny to see pete davidson kirk himself with a sword. im ashamed that i kind of enjoyed it.

some dnd npcs

watched Mother Joan of the Angels

tried to scratch an itch under my tit and my horrible cold corpse like fingers made me flinch

it sort of makes me sad im not a furry. they seem to get a lot out of this stuff.

i would like to be a gnoll. not in a furry way just a strictly kill everything way. i would give my soul to yeenoghu.

Detail shots of my latest model. Gifs will be on my site eventually. #picoCAD2

aaaaauuuuugh i forgot to take my fucking meds again im such a stupid fucking chuddddddddddddd

pixel brush

my stupid chud body gives up so quickly

sobbing on my bed listening to 8686m and drinking hot chocolate that i let go lukewarm

im thinking about doing an art stream on monday

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Afterimage

12 maid #margomarch

running csp through wine causes so many fun errors

waiting room

moving up in the world

graphic design is my passion

god willing i will turn my fucking stream on tomorrow

i bitched to support and magically it was completed. really goes to show how nakedly a surveillance thing it is. submitted my documents like good cattle. not that it makes any difference, my local hospital already fed my data to palantir ages ago.

slumped in my chair like death note L if he did opioids listening to 16bit lolitas in my tracksuit at 3 in the morning

14:30 is a beautiful time to wake up everyday

cant access twitch afilliate because my ghost white skin defeats craniometrics. fascinating insight into why digital ID is a bad idea. if youre a weird little ghost lady like me or, i assume, a minority, it can just break and you are shit out of luck for not looking like a starmerling.

reconsidering the "asexual pervert" identity and wondering if i am in fact some kind of highly dysfunctional service type that can only perform with a paper bag or some kind of sack covering my head

does anyone want to sit under my desk and cry with me while we listen to hop along ?

having no face and no name i greeted the night

choice in Beautiful Western Country : -normie -impoverished disabled (porn for normies) -"alternative" (porn for normies) -tragic preventable suicide (porn for normies) you can choose any one! but only one of them we will bother to help with. after all, if you chose the other ones you dont need it

the world is a ball point pen, and still the world keeps turning

doing quantum immortality theory but for the cup of coffee i almost spilled all over myself just now

i am a digital ghost watching the dead body of an ignoble life still walking around. a silhouette in the halflight that you cannot see smiling. if you got close enough to look into my eyes, then i wonder if you would see anything at all.

every single person related to crunchyroll needs to be offered a blindfold and a cigarette. disgusting vandals.