i honestly really miss having a piano

feeling the intense urge to exercise and be physically active, which is not something i've done for a while on account of the chronic symptoms disorder...

few things annoy me more than when i can find a hundred articles citing a source, but can't for the life of me find any accessible copy of the original source itself

i really do feel like i have my old sense of relentless enthusiasm back gonna have to find a good creative outlet for that once uni's done in a week and a half...

oh no i'm getting deergirl envy again

... i haven't sucked at Mario Kart this badly since the N64 days

i should be studying but instead i'm letting a woman i'm very normal about practice doing violence against me

i'm about to play Mario Kart levels i've never played before for the first time in like a decade

i have been stunlocked by gay violence

Switch 2 and getting shoved against a wall :3

fuck it i'm buying myself a Switch 2 as a reward for actually making it through a semester of uni without missing any deadlines or screwing up any assignments

bweh, spent pretty much the whole day in a groggy, half-awake stupor...

i bear the curse...

good news: pretty sure i fucking nailed that in the end. bad news: fuck i can't stand the sound of my own voice in recordings.

i think it's pretty clear that half a decade of avoidance of any anxiety-inducing situations has made my anxiety around those situations vastly worse, even though i have gotten a much better handle on my baseline anxiety.

paralysed by anxiety over having to record a voiceover of a presentation for a uni assignment this is fine and normal i'm sure

help my face is being used as an armrest

one of those days where i look back and think about my past self ~2023 and feel very glad for how much better of a person i've grown to be.

help how do i get a sword for normal reasons

doubling down and making my entire final presentation for this subject about transphobia and transmisogyny, because somehow it perfectly fits the brief for the assignment

okay seriously though what the hell

finally got around to watching Dune Part Two that was extremely good

turns out the assessors actually responded really positively to my tangential ramble about transmisogyny?

i need to figure out how to be less of a useless lesbian again

me...

showing my girlfriend BREAKING BAD and what's really standing out to me in the first couple of seasons on this rewatch is just how Horny About Crime Walter is

she kept going almost as soon as she woke up

help it's 4am and my catwife is still infodumping about their Pokemon timeline theories rather than letting me try to sleep

once again missing the time when i felt like i had meaningful things to say, and was confident enough to say them

help my girlfriend is Eleanoring me

becoming increasingly tempted to buy a Switch 2 purely for the performance improvements in Pokemon

girls should be Scary Lesbians at me more i think

"You can't ask a girl why she's not a snail!"

awawa

help my girlfriends keep pointing at me and saying "creature"

i dreamed about writing last night. i should really start working on a novel again...

whenever i post something like this i end up wondering how many people think i'm talking about a small, furry pet animal as opposed to the actual truth

my cat fell asleep with her head on my chest and she keeps doing little twitches in her sleep and it's the cutest fucking thing

what the fuck are these strange fucking tomatoes

decided to give THE BEAR a try and three episodes in my main thought is that it's making me hungry for roast beef

i think when i'm sleep-deprived and running on fumes, there's a certain kind of bad coffee that's actually more energising to me than good coffee so it's a good thing airport cafes suck shit

spontaneous violent love

huh, i guess realising that i don't give a shit about a particular assignment is a really easy way to make me less stressed about getting it done

learned today that i have completely lost the knack for photography. i should work on this.

hmm, do i go on a tangential ramble about transmisogyny in this reflective essay or do i not out myself to score a few points on a uni assignment?

this place seemingly has a magical saucepan that makes water not boil

just spent two hours working on an assignment only to realise that i was doing it based on a case study not just from the wrong assignment, but from the wrong SUBJECT i swear, i can be a complete idiot sometimes...

somehow i've managed to reach a point where my chronic health issues aren't impairing my ability to function nearly as much as they have previously despite not really having gotten better which is nice, and all, but it's also just confusing as all hell

i take it back, i hate this subject again (they're using AI-generated images in assessments)

why do i have such strong feelings about Oxford commas