September 8, 2015 - May 21, 2026 10 years, 4 months. I had this thought CBS would change course. They didn't. What a loss

New song I just made this evening. "Love Is A Call" - written by me based around a Doogie Howser MD score from Mike Post

Chilli is really medicine for the soul these days

Chilli tonight

I've been depressed since filing Chapter 7 Friday, but I also was reminded that it's close to the time when I got evicted from my apartment last year and lost my previous contract job thanks to funds being withdrawn

The way my money is setup now, it's not even enough for the gym.

you have my prayers

everytime I try to use it for simple tasks (writing, browsing, etc) I just go back to Windows. Still doesn't feel like an OS I could use without three million tweaks.

Lawyer confirmed yesterday that my chapter 7 was filed. Now I can get back to saving money and not worry about whether I can eat or not.

my goal for 2026 is to get off blood pressure medicine for this reason.

I feel like heading back to YouTube at this point for my video content. Instagram, Tiktok, Facebook all seem to shadowban my content and it's not even controversial.

This is @symoneskye.bsky.social Music is a remix of Current Of Love from the Baywatch Soundtrack.

RIP the school system

I would have to take a vacation after that.

To get out of the mental state, I made a remix of the Season 4 Outro (Current Of Love) as a slow jam. This one is featuring Dr. Robin Barnett (dr.robinb on IG) #synthwave #baywatch #baywatchnights #currentoflove

Outside is so expensive that DoorDash orders now have an additional two dollars due to weather conditions.

it was murder. It was murder Cold-blooded murder Where's Jack McCoy?

Tinder is janky now.

Bon Chic - Shell Corporation featuring the beauty of Dominique Jackson

Since Erykah Badu is in Texas - I decided to make this edit to inspire warm thoughts (she's not on bluesky, but mostly IG which is where I posted this). Music is from Bon Chic - Dream More

the self-implosion of America continues.

you can understand the effect this type of weather has on you when have the heat on high for awhile and everything in your living space becomes dry.

It's -11 right now. It will get up to 4 before the day is done

Another edit featuring the music of Bon Chic - Shell Corporation. Featuing @mskhiathugmisses

@presidentkelly.blacksky.app I just got done filing (the actual filing is monday but I paid for it today).

This is Indra (she's @indrou_ on IG). Music is by @bonchic (@bonchic.music on IG)

@thatonegirlkendra.blacksky.app a little beauty on the timeline.

This guy might get on your nerves - a bit eccentric.

@presidentkelly.blacksky.app I'm headed to a lawyer's office to file Chapter 7. Been through alot these past few years and the lesson I've learned is I'd rather let go of the burden, rebulid (financially) and get to a point where I'm not crowdfunding for groceries.

I don't see the point in leaving. At some point it becomes tiring to constantly leave and join new platforms only to then have to leave them because of the ownership change.

Sounds like the plot, or partly the plot, of an Agatha Christie adaptation I'm watching - A Sleeping Murder.

I'm filing the big chapter 7 today. Didn't wanna admit that on here, but I need the relief. I need to feel something other than sadness.

good old Jill Scott

My parents grew up in a time where their brothers and sisters did that sorta thing. Problem is alot of their lives went wrong and my parents had to manage that. You can guess what would happen if they had children of their own.

we need more beauty on our timelines. Gets depressed with the constant battles of everything - however necessary.

Drivers in general in my city have trouble with addresses because many of them don't know the neighborhoods and rely on GPS. GPS itself doesn't work on their phones at times and they blame the customer even thou they put in the right address.

Working in Help Desk when I used to be in the office, I realized if I stayed in the office while on lunch I would always get asked to do something even thou I'm on lunch. If I said I was on lunch, that ended up being a meeting.

Feel like those posts get suppressed.

While I was up this morning working on printing stuff for an appointment Friday, I was watching the old Joan Hickson Miss Marple mysteries.

I was going to buy some earlier this morning but I trying like hell to wait until after I settle something on Friday

Been up awhile. Working on stuff. Headed to bed.

that coat has its own zip code

Just got off work. I have no idea what I ate. I think it was white rice, hot dogs, and two motts apple sauce cups.

need to go to space next.

haven't watch his skits in forever. What did he do?

Recruiters are also good at abandoning you when they don't get you a job the first time.

My thought of trying to leave is limited to my current salary, which at this point would get me a tent in a forest.

that sounds like they want you to lie.

I have $35 dollars of my $60 dollar goal. I'll need $25 dollars to reach it. Once the goal is complete, I'll be able to get enough to last until I get paid tonight. ko-fi.com/matmilam #mutualaid #fundsky #helpsky